Monash Ball

Yes my best shot for the Monash Ball 2010. I did have a lot of fun, maybe because my secondary school's prom sucks because its not a prom and because its a boy's school, and Sunway College's graduation night just blows. So you can say its finally a dream come true for me, and i've never spent so much time shopping. 1Utama twice, Pyramid twice, and MidValley twice. Of course i did not coming back with harvest all the time, most of the time i went home empty handed but its a good insight into the current trend.
So i got my coat from TopMan with size 40 and shirt M size. Was taking L size initially but realized its too baggy so went for something slimmer. Belt's and undergarment's the same haha. I particularly love the pants, its from Sub, maybe because its size 34 (read earlier post) and i could fit it just well and i really love the slim cutting. Sub made a huge overhaul of their concept recently and i had the impression of their lala style untill i passed by the Sub concept store in SunwayPyramid, and i was stunned to find out - they have everything to my cup of tea. At least it made me feel like i DO HAVE AN ASS. Didnt get to see the shoes, HushPuppies leather shoes. Gosh you've got no idea how long i've spend shopping for shoes. Its a good 1 hour+ in the same department store section, the shoes either did not come with the size i want, or theyre simply ugly. Size 11, i finally found one! Got the socks right after that and im all prepared. Tie's from MyTieShop.

The whole outfit was pretty much a huge bet placed by myself. I know right away i wanted a formal looking blazier with more than just black colour, and i'd love to get a hand on the exact one i was wearing. Always had that imagine in my head just need to shop and hunt for it. Lucky me, i've found it. Actually i've spent a lot more time searching for it, untill the last shop with vincent and voon, i saw another guy put that blazier on and i was like "How could i have missed that?" because i was in TopMan earlier in the day. Shirt's the same thing. Pants i knew all along as well i dont want to have boring baggy slacks. Condition is not to have normal slack quality pants, and no baggy ones. So the hunt begun and i knew right away i could find one in Sub. I like the quality of the pants, its slightly leathery but has the jeans feel to it. It could really look formal and playful at the same time. For the shoes i know for my height i could not wear short tipped shoes, i have to get leather shoes with lengthen tips. Furthermore i dont want it to be plain black and with straps, i hate it, and i want some metal "thingy" to it. So i found one that i could just slip it in, with the silver tag in front with the brand name. Tie's cake. So yeah i have the image in my mind but god knows how it would turn out when i put everything together. And boy what a relieve, it did turn out good after all haha.

Satisfactory rating - 9.7 out of 10
Cost for the entire outfit? You dont want to know, but thank godness i've been saving for it so yeah.

Ball was just typical. Hell when they mentioned theyre up fro drinking afterwards at Library i'd thought its a club. Hell? Its a bar. I was like OH NO BUT I WANTED TO DANCE TONIGHT. Sat down regardless with tons of friends and enjoyed the talk. More like yelling for me. You know, the typical me got tipsy very fast. Somehow i ended up on a table with free flow of beer and ended up singing madly with bunch of people.
It was fun, at least in my definition of it, and at least for me. I did notice a few people have dissapeared, some went back earlier, some were actually feeling bored and were moving around and around trying to settle down, some threw up, and god knows what else. Oh wells, welcome to night life with night animals like me.

FUN NIGHT REGARDLESS, I ENJOYED THE COMPANY AND THE FUN A LOT!!

......Yeahhhhhhhh. Thats pretty much how i ended up. haha.

Fat

 

That, is of course NOT my body. However you should already have an idea whats today's entry will be about. FAT-ness!

 

I've been skinny all my life, never once fat, never once told im fat, and never looked fat. So yeah i went shopping yesterday in 1Utama for my Monash Ball outfit, wasnt very lucky, and so i went walking all by my own. Can you imagine, the entire mall has not a light-grey seemingly washed-out slim jeans that i could fit in? Every store i walk past i could literally hear the clothes and dummies point their finger and grasp their stomach while drown in laughter of my....fat-ness.

 

Seriously? One of the salesperson even indirectly told me i cant fit into one of the slim jeans with just one glance. SERIOUSLY? I must admit i was left pretty much devastated after yesterday. I couldnt find anything, can you imagine, 1Utama, and went home empty handed. Even my dad got couple of things geez.

 

So today went MidValley with 2Vs. Topman has a nice slim jean, but hell, size 34! GEEZ! I'm like just 1inch bigger or something and i relaly liked the jeans. DAMNIT! I couldnt bother to go into the details but yeah these two days hasnt been kind to me. I guess im like at the size of 35.5 or something, and the thing is when i feel my waist there aint no fats, i could feel my bone only.

 

Oh no, you mean because of my height and bone structure i could never fit in those awesome looking slim jeans? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ITS NOT FAIR.

 

P.S. basically im feeling to crappy to paragraph them nicely and mention all the details. urgh.

Photography

Its a tricky thing. Also a pain especially for me - I dont mind bringing the camera and taking good picture for people, only problem is THERE is no one there to take the picture for me!

 

 

Fanciful aint it? Its not my camera btw and i definitely do not own that lens. Its just that i am going for monash ball, and as much as i dont mind taking pictures of everyone else, i just hope i have as much photos of mines as the rest...and as good =P

 

So yeah, figures. Hopefully i could get someone.

 

Oh btw, today was a long day. I actually spent hours sitting in front of my school's comp with 2 of my other groupmates doing HYSYS. Was there since 2.30pm till 6pm. Crazy. It was tiring seriously, but somehow it felt good after all the exhaustion. Like some sense of achievement. Simply put it, we managed to solve the questions by in-depth thinking and lots of discussion and i've really felt that i've learn a lot from the assignment, and theyre exactly like howmy future jobscope would cover. I hope every assignment could achiev this as well, but that doesnt mean i shd get assignments 24/7!

 

So yeah, laters!

One after another

Sometimes, you really just wonder, whats the significance of my existance.

And sometimes, i just want to escape somewhere. Sit down, and think things through. Go somewhere where i feel minute and insignificant, so every other stressful matters in my life would deemed as only pebbles beneath my very foot. Or sometimes, i just want to climb a hill, get to the top and scream my lungs out. All those supressed feelings and all those words that can never be voiced out could all channel somewhere.

We all could use an outlet sometimes, really. Only thing is - when you're actually there, you might end up doing absolutely nothing. Im saying all these because im putting my feeling into this, and i really felt like using an outlet earlier, but come to think about it, i may end up pretending at the end. We're just so used to masking our innermost self sometimes. The weak fragile part.

Whenever we got hurt, we just kept thinking "Wounds would only be healed after bleeding enough. So are feelings and we just need some time". It becomes a habit...

 

 

 

...It already is. I dont know, this is all i could and wanted to say.