Dreams

As the word suggests itself. The wonderful and intriguing part is where...in many dreams, often the needs and wants of your life that was wished in real life, was relfected in the dream, and sometimes achieved.

 

I toke a nap, woke up at 8pm. ( yes i am FULLY aware theres applicable math assesment tomorrow ) had my dinner and now its 8.35pm. I couldnt help it but to have that dream i had to be written down somewhere, so i guess blog is THE ideal place, since thats where you put all your daily boring stuffs there.

 

Before anything, theres only 1 dream i have remembered for life, and want to remember it for life, and im not telling ya! ( *face palm*) Good, so this dream has a very weird setting, which is...in my bedroom ( oh noes! ), involves couple of people around but theres this person which is the icon of that dream, let call that mysterious person ( to you, not to me ), SinX.  So i was in my tiny bedroom, and swimming inside. Yes, somehow my bedroom could fit in an OLYMPIC sized pool! So as you all kow ( maybe not all ), i liked swimming and there goes me inside swimming with couple of my buddies around. Oh shoot...im starting to forget the dream..oh noes! hurry! before it vanishes!

 

oh SinX suddenly appeared on my messy un-made bed ( did i mention my bed is right next to the swim pool? lol ). SinX just sleeps on my bed and just stay aslept. Of course the usual bitchy me gave that WTF-look at SinX but did not question about SinX from my buddies. Lotsa things happen ( forgive me for being old and senile, i AM forgetting the story already ), like a leaking pipe next to the bed connecting to the swim pool, it burst open and drenched the bed and SinX but funny thing is SinX stay aslept.

 

Thats not the point reallly, the point is that no matter what happened around SinX, SinX seems not to be bothered. I had a birthday party downstair even ( that birthday is totally irrelevant...oh wait, not exactly. Its a big and fun birthday with many many many friends...which...nvm lets not go into that ). Its like a 2 or 3 days long dream, but i can always felt SinX's sorrow there lying on MY bed ( of which i did not sleep for that 2 or 3 days ).

 

So then i finally found a note or something. It goes something like this, SinX's soulmate is sentenced to lifetime imprisonment, and i remember seeing something about the date 31st, forgot the month but i remember very fontly about 31st...OH YES! Its not a lifetime imprisonment, but a...life...time...impri...sonment...and that SinX's soulmate is free from imprisonment on the 31st of XXXmonth and XXXyear? I dont get it, in this dream, someone sentenced to a lifetime imprisonment...can be released some day before his death. funny eh. So anyways...now this is the touching part ( to me )...

 

SinX chooses to stay asleep until that soulmate of SinX's free from imprisonment.

 

I know it sounds crappy...but throughout the whole dream, i kept hearing SinX's weeping, from within the heart. Very, very, very sorrowful tears. From a completely broken heart. Never felt so ever pitiful for anyone a long time, and i just felt it again. I will hence leave YOU to connect my dream to what i have mentioned earlier about what a dream is ( according to Dr. Chew's BullToyota dictionary's definition and not OX-FORD ).

Great White Sharks

OH

MY

GOD!

 

Check out the video below. Watch it, FIRST!

  

 

Arent Great Whites a wonder to the world? Theyre predators residing at the top of the food chain! (whales, bye!) Untill now im still deeply intrigued by their behaviours etc. Where do they migrate in which season, how they mate (is there even a mating season for these sharks?), how large in size can they get? ZOMGAWD! I really wish one day National Geographic Channel would give me a free trip, out of the blues (i think i heard such phrase before...), to somewhere on Earth which i could watch this magnificent creatures in real life action or close-up!

 

*drools*

 

So beautiful

Seriously.

 

Another name, another struggle.

 

Another ironic thing is i have always adviced people to have confidence in themselves all the time etc, in fact i think i'm the one lacking the most confidence in some aspects of my life. 

 

Also in some aspects of my life, to give up and to let it go is really what i tell myself most of the time.

 

"one more thing , one less thing". So people, be glad you have one weakness in your life, because you have strength that other people do not posses.

Sushi Equation

This is weird.

 

So i toke a nap this afternoon, and in the dream, i was told that when i wake up there'll be mixed rice, Miso Soup, and Unagi Sushi for dinner.

 

uhhh...wtf? and...

 

when i woke up, this equation kept popping over my head.

 

y = sin^2 ( x )

 

y = 1 - cos^2 ( x ),    let cos ( x ) = unagi sushi

 

y = 1 - ( unagi sushi )^2

 

HELP! Why is that equation still hovering over my head even untill now?! arghh!

The past and present

Yeah, the past and present.

 

Come to think about it, the "ME" back in Msia now and the "ME" back then in Singapore is so much happier. It was after all a right choice made by me, and after that 3 months+ break i toke last year, yeah i'd say its all worthwhile now.

 

I have a goal, well not exactly a goal but, as in i know what is needed to be done in my life and i will do it.

I have the freedom i want, although i have to get involve with traffic jams half an hour a day, but its really a fair trade, i like it this way now, and i get to sing out loud in the car.

I have buddies that are generally a year younger than me and...yeah...just friends and friends, no whatsoever malice intentions. (yes, i still openly bitch in front of them all the time lol )

I get to laugh once again as i did in standard 6 in primary school, yes, mad laughters everyday.

 

i got myself a life, yeah. Laugh at me being a loser of not being able to cope with Singapore's lifestyle, but i'll laugh harder at you not knowing how to enjoy your life and have to bear with that torment.

 

"Its not the years in your life that counts, but the life in your years"

 

 

Heres my swimming pool

Its here! My swimming pool's here!

 

So i got to swim for Thursday and Friday. Gosh, never felt so good in a while. For those sad loners mout there, facing stress everyday, i'd reckon you take a break and swim ( and exercize, not there to dip your feet in the water ). Oh did i mention the early morning sun-tan? its the best. Until know i still have no whatesoever idea on why do i like to swim.

 

AND...

 

Im stopping World of Warcraft! isnt that just great a news to y'all! Its expiring on May 23rd, and im not going to extend my subcription. Anyways, please do me a favor, if you catch me playing World of Warcraft after that, please point your middle finger out to me and exclaimed "FUCK YOU". Well, as far as i know i see no point in playing such a godamn screwed game, so am putting my very best effort to fend off this stupid game out from my life. Just hope that i will not succumb to temptations ( at least untill World of Wacraft : Wrath of Lich King comes out, which will probably be another half a year at least )

 

its 4pm now. Guess i'll take nap ( yes i know theres a project due on this coming Monday and an assesment for Applicable Mathematics this Thurs, but...who cares lol  )

 

Oh ya, and why are you guys making a big deal out of my calender planner? =D its just a godamn calender, just that guys are hardly that organized and im the exception =P

wheres my swim pool?

ok, so

 

I went for swimming at 2.15pm today, well actually it only opens at 3pm according to the college 's guidebook, so i tried to sneak in earlier simple because i dont want to waste another 45min waiting for it. so

 

I went to the pool, and..URGHH! Of all people, its a bunch of AUSMAT-ians there playing cards by the bench. god. so yeah, i asked why were they here ( not really a valid question tho, i mean c'mon who ask questions as those  in this situation ), said they were chilling out? and i was bombarded by the same question i threw at them. so

 

"swimming" they laughed. well they sorta didnt believe i was really out here to swim. so i changed into my swimming gears and came out of the shower room. and this cleaner over the other side of the pool said no, no way. so obviously frustrated, i went back and changed back to my normal clothings and approach that cleaner. so

 

i asked. "isnt it 3pm? its just slightly earlier". he corrected me. its 4PM! i was...urghh! this sunshine is best for sun-tanning and i'll be missing this chance again? oh!  Well actually, previously, i noticed the notice board at the swimming pool saying its open at 4pm only, but i insist its 3pm, according to the godamn guidebook. so

 

i went back to the bunch of AUSMAT-ians chilling out there and chat a little, bitching a little how i got the time mixed blablabla. and...and...and...and....also...and...and...also....URGHHH! ARGHHHH! so

 

yet another day of dissapointment.