Holiday

Holidays, a period of time for rest.

 

Well, come to think about it, i could really use this 1 week break after all. Although the first half of the year was not as stressful as i expected, but some things do run in my head once in a while and towards the end of my mid year Evaluation Examination, they came collectively as some sort of stress.

 

So yeah, maybe holidays arent meant to be so packed with activities and entertainment, maybe they were meant to serve as a time for reflection, a time to get back on track. Get all the focus back, set another realistic target and set out for it again. Also, shaking myself off those unrealistic dreams and desires, because seriously, some of them really aint going to happen. Of course, i am really exhausted of it as well.

 

I need to get more sleep as well, face's been severely infested with pimples due to the overwhelming stress coming from exams and the adrenaline rush. Need to catch a breath as well. Maybe i could get a day and tidy up my room, study desk, and get my car washed. Cant afford to break the monthly routine, really....

 

 

 

 

 

yeah...i should really take a break off everything. Sometimes, not having the need to care for anything in life is good for our soul.

 

bla bla bla

 

# If you choose not to turn your signal lights on when switching lanes on expressways, i would do all that i am capable of to annoy you and make sure you will not succeed in switching lanes ( yes that include speeding and pressing my car horn )

 

# You would, at all time, take your own sweet time choosing what dish for dinner at a mixed rice stall. That includes standing there for a centuary deciding whether to take another small piece of meat, or another drop of curry sauce. Oh of course, you would also jump queue.

 

# I like yogurts, with banana cubes inside.

 

# I like a refrigerator so fully stocked with orange juices, yougurt & yougurt drinks and of course, Yakult.

 

# I like swimming

 

# My graph of knowing of you against friendliness is not proportional. So pls do not mistaken me as a loner etc.

 

# I need a new pair of shades in my car, badly.

 

# Yeah i renewed my World of Warcraft subcription. Its the only game around that i like ( yes PS2 and rest of the computer games, bye! Oh except for Starcrft 2 and Diablo 3 ). So instead of casting myself into this realm of immense boredom, i continued the game. Yes i know you have lots of comments there, and i dont need to hear them nor knowing them. Its my life, i dont fucking care about your fucked up comments, go and comment on every single person's life and at the end of the day, you're the one not having a life.

 

# Yes, and i am VERY VERY sick of people telling me what should i do exactly in my life. and cant seem to shut the fuck up.

 

# I am ganking anf farming every single horde i see in the game, yeah i want you to slam your keyboard.

 

# I wish theres some sort of pills that, could kept you fed for the whole day with just one tablet.

 

# IN ADDITION to action movies and fantasy, i like chickflicks.

 

# Yes i am having applicable maths exam tomorrow, and im slacking now. So what?

 

Snake!

 

Nothing much recently really, just that i bought myself a Razer Krait gaming mouse today.

 

 

FInal Fantasy 13

See it for yourself.

 

 

..and wow i've got so many games i want to play now. Kingdom Hearts 3...Final Fantasy : Crisis Core...Final Fantasy 13...Devil May Cry 4...Starcraft 2...*drools*

Perfect

Prefect. Yeah, that came into my mind this morning when i was driving.

 

So i was thinking, what exactly is perfect? And who is it to decide whether is it perfect?

 

Personally, perfect is something when everything you have expected are fulfilled, and nothing unpleasant happened. Yes, you saw the italics, perfection, in my opinion falls back to your personal expectations on something.

 

Say you're out on a date with a guy ( somehow i got a feeling only girls read blogs, therefore my address to girls lol ), you'd expect him to get you a bouquet of flowers at the end of the day, dine in a classy restaurant and him settling the bills, and maybe some shopping with you, and off you both go back to each other's home. So there you go on your date with your checklist, and one after another have been fulfilled. Nothing went wrong. So, can i say your date is perfect? Yes, it is. ( and NO i am not letting you to answer a NO )

 

Alright, but on the very same date, the guy bought you a dress, brought you for some dessert tasting, and toke you to a hill and spend the whole night afterwards gazing at the star and do some sweet talk. IS IT still prefect? YES! Now,

 

Your boyfriend has a well built body, handsome, has a good career, kind, understanding. Sounds perfect?

Ok now, in addition to that, hes lovely, romantic, cheeky, sporting, smart, clever, sexy, hot, has a big long *ehem*...is he perfect? yes!

 

Well my point is that, this "perfect" thing is a standard set by you. Theres no measure to perfection, and theres no one out there who would tell you what is perfect for you, and YOU complaining about your IMPERFECT life, is thus an utmost bullshit. Ok not exactly a bullshit, made that comment because i was somewhat at a boiling point lol. You see, you know it and we know it, we all want more, and more and more and

 

GIMME GIMME MORE~GIMME GIMME~

 

OKAY lets not get sidetracked. It is our endless desires and greedy that causes that. We are never feeling content with the things we have now, we always want more, and much more. and

 

GIMME GIMME MORE~ GIMME GIMME~

 

EHEM *clears throat*. So how about this, you ask for less things in your life, so that all the things you have asked for are all fulfilled. So, tell me, why isnt you life any near perfection then? Yes i know although sometimes shits do happen, but life's isnt going to get any much much more imperfect due to that occasional shit right?

 

No reservation

( pls have the music fully streamed before reading this, trust me, it makes a hell lot of diffrence with music playing while you're reading this. and do not read anything before the music plays! =D )

(edited 12 june, 1900h - the music has been changed. however its still available at       http://h1.ripway.com/Icesylvs/ZoeKateWatchVideo.mp3     )

 

So i watched No reservations, again. And i must really say you're one hella a dumbass if you don't reserve 2hours of your entire life for this fantastic movie. Genre of this movie will be romance, and its very very touching and meaningful.

 

Came across a dialogue in the movie, and imma gonna quote it right here because its simply so meaningful.

 

"i wish there was a cookbook for life, you know, and the recipe telling us exactly what to do.

I know...I know...you're gonna say how else can we learn."

 

"hmm no. i actually wasnt gonna say that. you wanna guess again?"

 

"no no, go ahead"

 

"what i was gonna say was...you know it better than anyone. Its the recipe you've created yourself that are the best. "

 

Well, i guess what i've learnt from this movie is that, your life is yours to live and life's really unpredictable. Its the mere predictable unpredictability of life that we all should enjoy, come rain or shine, just let things happen, maybe you'll feel much better not...caring for something sometimes. If things turn up unpredictable, or not as you had expected. its not something wrong. Life's is never a thing about "i never done this" or "i never done that", life's not something to be bound by rules and regulations.

 

So...you there. Do me a favor today. Do something...diffrent today, not something big. Just something small and diffrent. Take a break off your studies...drop by 7-11 purposely for an ice-cream...water the plants...go out for some fresh air. For those who chose to stream my blog's music fully, you've just done something diffrent. So, how do you feel now? =D

 

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[Edited 2215h]

 

Ok, so i watched 27 Dresses, AGAIN, i just finished the ENTIRE movie at 10.15pm now. I'm sorry but you guys should really know i LIKE movies, drama and acting etc...especially movies with romance as their genre ( how often you find guys with that sorta interest? Well, look outside your window now, its a blue moon hanging in the skies now ).  I would contantly repeat myself with the lines from the movie's script, i would try out their expression in front of the mirror a lot. Yeah i really do. So i came across another line in the movie that is very very meaningful, and i think i mentioned it somewhere before...

 

"Why do you wanna be me when you get to be yourself?"

 

Yeah, you heard what i just said, and im pretty sure you get the message im trying to pass to you. Weird as it may be, but to be frank if i were to really go for the things i like, that would be drama. And my ambition? actor, and a chemistry lecturer, at least for now. On a serious note, yeah.

 

Things girls need to know about guys

Yes, things tha..t...girls....need.....to..kn...ow....about...guys...or..m...e...

 

ANYWAYS

 

I saw this Facebook Group, "60 things girls need to know about guys", so am just picking up few thats really relevant to me lol.

 

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

(oh yes i think of YOU everynight before i go to sleep)

 

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

(not exactly EVERYTHING but i will do something at least to get YOUR attention)

 

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
(who doesnt)

 

11. Guys get jealous easily.
(maybe its just me)

 

17. Guys are very open about themselves.
(at least for me)

 

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

(100% true for me)

 

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

(applicable to certain people only, however i mean it at times, too bad you just have to guess)

 

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
(LOL yes!)

 

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
(i couldnt agree more on that)

 

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

(or slapping harder on the arm, yes you know who am i talking about. "shut up~")

 

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

(thats definitely so true!)

 

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to.

(am i shy? lol)

 

60. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

(quite true...but that applies for guy friends as well for entertainment =X )

 

Lastly, if your sight kept crossing with mines, means...*hint hint*...ya know =D