Weeks

I don't know, these few weeks had been bad.

 

Although i did pretty well for my midyears, however there was something else in my life bugging me down. Hence my mood are always at a low tide.

 

Nothing much to blog about, really.

Summer Dream

So i went Sunway Lagoon on Thurs...

 

All i had got to say was....it was a very satisfying outing, and i was really...happy. Will always remember the sights and sounds.

Holiday

Holidays, a period of time for rest.

 

Well, come to think about it, i could really use this 1 week break after all. Although the first half of the year was not as stressful as i expected, but some things do run in my head once in a while and towards the end of my mid year Evaluation Examination, they came collectively as some sort of stress.

 

So yeah, maybe holidays arent meant to be so packed with activities and entertainment, maybe they were meant to serve as a time for reflection, a time to get back on track. Get all the focus back, set another realistic target and set out for it again. Also, shaking myself off those unrealistic dreams and desires, because seriously, some of them really aint going to happen. Of course, i am really exhausted of it as well.

 

I need to get more sleep as well, face's been severely infested with pimples due to the overwhelming stress coming from exams and the adrenaline rush. Need to catch a breath as well. Maybe i could get a day and tidy up my room, study desk, and get my car washed. Cant afford to break the monthly routine, really....

 

 

 

 

 

yeah...i should really take a break off everything. Sometimes, not having the need to care for anything in life is good for our soul.

 

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# If you choose not to turn your signal lights on when switching lanes on expressways, i would do all that i am capable of to annoy you and make sure you will not succeed in switching lanes ( yes that include speeding and pressing my car horn )

 

# You would, at all time, take your own sweet time choosing what dish for dinner at a mixed rice stall. That includes standing there for a centuary deciding whether to take another small piece of meat, or another drop of curry sauce. Oh of course, you would also jump queue.

 

# I like yogurts, with banana cubes inside.

 

# I like a refrigerator so fully stocked with orange juices, yougurt & yougurt drinks and of course, Yakult.

 

# I like swimming

 

# My graph of knowing of you against friendliness is not proportional. So pls do not mistaken me as a loner etc.

 

# I need a new pair of shades in my car, badly.

 

# Yeah i renewed my World of Warcraft subcription. Its the only game around that i like ( yes PS2 and rest of the computer games, bye! Oh except for Starcrft 2 and Diablo 3 ). So instead of casting myself into this realm of immense boredom, i continued the game. Yes i know you have lots of comments there, and i dont need to hear them nor knowing them. Its my life, i dont fucking care about your fucked up comments, go and comment on every single person's life and at the end of the day, you're the one not having a life.

 

# Yes, and i am VERY VERY sick of people telling me what should i do exactly in my life. and cant seem to shut the fuck up.

 

# I am ganking anf farming every single horde i see in the game, yeah i want you to slam your keyboard.

 

# I wish theres some sort of pills that, could kept you fed for the whole day with just one tablet.

 

# IN ADDITION to action movies and fantasy, i like chickflicks.

 

# Yes i am having applicable maths exam tomorrow, and im slacking now. So what?

 

Snake!

 

Nothing much recently really, just that i bought myself a Razer Krait gaming mouse today.

 

 

FInal Fantasy 13

See it for yourself.

 

 

..and wow i've got so many games i want to play now. Kingdom Hearts 3...Final Fantasy : Crisis Core...Final Fantasy 13...Devil May Cry 4...Starcraft 2...*drools*

Perfect

Prefect. Yeah, that came into my mind this morning when i was driving.

 

So i was thinking, what exactly is perfect? And who is it to decide whether is it perfect?

 

Personally, perfect is something when everything you have expected are fulfilled, and nothing unpleasant happened. Yes, you saw the italics, perfection, in my opinion falls back to your personal expectations on something.

 

Say you're out on a date with a guy ( somehow i got a feeling only girls read blogs, therefore my address to girls lol ), you'd expect him to get you a bouquet of flowers at the end of the day, dine in a classy restaurant and him settling the bills, and maybe some shopping with you, and off you both go back to each other's home. So there you go on your date with your checklist, and one after another have been fulfilled. Nothing went wrong. So, can i say your date is perfect? Yes, it is. ( and NO i am not letting you to answer a NO )

 

Alright, but on the very same date, the guy bought you a dress, brought you for some dessert tasting, and toke you to a hill and spend the whole night afterwards gazing at the star and do some sweet talk. IS IT still prefect? YES! Now,

 

Your boyfriend has a well built body, handsome, has a good career, kind, understanding. Sounds perfect?

Ok now, in addition to that, hes lovely, romantic, cheeky, sporting, smart, clever, sexy, hot, has a big long *ehem*...is he perfect? yes!

 

Well my point is that, this "perfect" thing is a standard set by you. Theres no measure to perfection, and theres no one out there who would tell you what is perfect for you, and YOU complaining about your IMPERFECT life, is thus an utmost bullshit. Ok not exactly a bullshit, made that comment because i was somewhat at a boiling point lol. You see, you know it and we know it, we all want more, and more and more and

 

GIMME GIMME MORE~GIMME GIMME~

 

OKAY lets not get sidetracked. It is our endless desires and greedy that causes that. We are never feeling content with the things we have now, we always want more, and much more. and

 

GIMME GIMME MORE~ GIMME GIMME~

 

EHEM *clears throat*. So how about this, you ask for less things in your life, so that all the things you have asked for are all fulfilled. So, tell me, why isnt you life any near perfection then? Yes i know although sometimes shits do happen, but life's isnt going to get any much much more imperfect due to that occasional shit right?