Just something

" I know i have suffered things at the wrong place and wrong time, and i also know that what

i have been through is probably very little as compared to maybe some people.

But,

the thing is, all of us had our fair share of growing-up before,

no one deserved to be looked down and despised upon.

 

 

and because everyone had their fair share of their torturous past, everyone is shaped diffrently.

  

 

and we are to catalyse ourselves to fit best for someone. If you cant, just stay away from them.

Find a way to "click" and fit in well with other people.

 

He is who he is. I am who i am.

 

Its like a piece of puzzle, i have my unreasonable part of me, and also the tolenrant part of me"

 

Just something i said in a conversation recently.

Time flies

Yeah yeah you'll probably think im not much a diffrence as compared to some old hags sitting in some kopitiam talking about life etc. But you've got to agree with me here, time flies. AND its fast.

 

So yeah i dug my grave last year by returning from the southern-island,  and i crawled out early this year by submitting myself under the torturous hands of Ausmat staffs. Oh well, torturous it may be, it turned out to be a blessing. Another long road down my self-discovery and growing-up i have made throughout this year, pretty fruitful year i guess. Ausmat IS ending, dont deny it. Theres couple more days to my trials, and then 1 more month and it'll be out finals and there mark the end of my Ausmat.

 

Here am i, drunk with caffein, grieving about the fact that i didnt make an effort to slow things down throughout this year, so things wouldnt bypass so fast. (yeah and at this hour, 1.45am urghh).  Call me an emo-er, whatever.

 

sigh~time really flies. 1.5months more to go, i've gotta make the best out of it. Honestly, i really hate farewells, and i'm afraid of forgetting people.

 

P.S. I am a very forgeful person. That is why i am afraid of forgetting you, my dearest.

Blogs

I learnt something recently.

 

I learnt that not everything in life can be blogged, not everything in life can be mapped out on a blueprint. Some things are just best stay in our minds, that we remember it ourselves the way we want it to be, and make the best out of the memory.

 

That is my life, and that is my memory.

 

( i'll still blog but...god knows when again. we shall see )

Weeks

I don't know, these few weeks had been bad.

 

Although i did pretty well for my midyears, however there was something else in my life bugging me down. Hence my mood are always at a low tide.

 

Nothing much to blog about, really.

Summer Dream

So i went Sunway Lagoon on Thurs...

 

All i had got to say was....it was a very satisfying outing, and i was really...happy. Will always remember the sights and sounds.

Holiday

Holidays, a period of time for rest.

 

Well, come to think about it, i could really use this 1 week break after all. Although the first half of the year was not as stressful as i expected, but some things do run in my head once in a while and towards the end of my mid year Evaluation Examination, they came collectively as some sort of stress.

 

So yeah, maybe holidays arent meant to be so packed with activities and entertainment, maybe they were meant to serve as a time for reflection, a time to get back on track. Get all the focus back, set another realistic target and set out for it again. Also, shaking myself off those unrealistic dreams and desires, because seriously, some of them really aint going to happen. Of course, i am really exhausted of it as well.

 

I need to get more sleep as well, face's been severely infested with pimples due to the overwhelming stress coming from exams and the adrenaline rush. Need to catch a breath as well. Maybe i could get a day and tidy up my room, study desk, and get my car washed. Cant afford to break the monthly routine, really....

 

 

 

 

 

yeah...i should really take a break off everything. Sometimes, not having the need to care for anything in life is good for our soul.

 

bla bla bla

 

# If you choose not to turn your signal lights on when switching lanes on expressways, i would do all that i am capable of to annoy you and make sure you will not succeed in switching lanes ( yes that include speeding and pressing my car horn )

 

# You would, at all time, take your own sweet time choosing what dish for dinner at a mixed rice stall. That includes standing there for a centuary deciding whether to take another small piece of meat, or another drop of curry sauce. Oh of course, you would also jump queue.

 

# I like yogurts, with banana cubes inside.

 

# I like a refrigerator so fully stocked with orange juices, yougurt & yougurt drinks and of course, Yakult.

 

# I like swimming

 

# My graph of knowing of you against friendliness is not proportional. So pls do not mistaken me as a loner etc.

 

# I need a new pair of shades in my car, badly.

 

# Yeah i renewed my World of Warcraft subcription. Its the only game around that i like ( yes PS2 and rest of the computer games, bye! Oh except for Starcrft 2 and Diablo 3 ). So instead of casting myself into this realm of immense boredom, i continued the game. Yes i know you have lots of comments there, and i dont need to hear them nor knowing them. Its my life, i dont fucking care about your fucked up comments, go and comment on every single person's life and at the end of the day, you're the one not having a life.

 

# Yes, and i am VERY VERY sick of people telling me what should i do exactly in my life. and cant seem to shut the fuck up.

 

# I am ganking anf farming every single horde i see in the game, yeah i want you to slam your keyboard.

 

# I wish theres some sort of pills that, could kept you fed for the whole day with just one tablet.

 

# IN ADDITION to action movies and fantasy, i like chickflicks.

 

# Yes i am having applicable maths exam tomorrow, and im slacking now. So what?