Of birds and cage

Such pathetic life i have, upon moving into a new boarding, i found my surrounding malnourished with internet. How awful and tragic for a person like me to face this depletion of "life" when internet and its entertainments are my power source. Im starving.

 

Now? I paid some S$10 for the hostel internet, and surprisingly today's quite a "weird day" for me. Went to a barber shop, and they charge S$22 for just a college students, i stretched out my eye widely and responded with a "ok........", rejecting this *ehem* offer. Buying all gloceries, washing powders, biscuit and tissues cost S$10 exactly. A motorcyclist on the road who was on his motorcycle, kept standing up and sitting down simultaneously while driving on the street, i thought he was fucking the air but NO, the hell is the guy doing lol. Swining my leg while waiting for a bus at a bus stop, simple because the seat is so god damn high from the ground and rarely theres a chance for a 183cm guy like to to have myself sitting on a seat when my legs are not in contact with the ground, then got a annoynamous person sending me a sms "stop swinging your leg", left me stunned lol, called up the person only to found out that my friend changed his hp and saw me swinging my leg...violently on the seat at the bus stop. Taking off my handphone skin, since the shell is tranparent and the skin beneath the shell is removed, my battery and all the parts inside the phone is now nude to its surrounding, what a feast for my eyes!

 

Enough for the good things lol, bad things had struck me for the past few months, one thing after another keep condemning my luck. Its not like im superstitious, however i DO believe that bad lucks do come at times and after that certain period you will blossom with this unlimited fragrance of luck. What a wonderful thing it is...to dream about. sigh. Getting into ACJC was the one and only thing i wished for and blessed with. The rest? nah....CCAs i wanted to get in...badminton, choir, getting into shooting club's school team, all like bubbles, popped and vanished. Getting into Oldham hall? Many claimed that its a "nice" hostel, but not me, a nice hostel is when its a HOSTEL and total freedom is granted. Perfect architectures...aesthetic polllution-free...air-conditioned rooms...those are always an added values to a hostel, however for a wild horse like me who dwelled on wide un-fenced plains, these places are a big NO-NO for me.

 

Moreover, my sly truency and all my cunning plans which were suppose to be "behind-the-scene" got exposed to the authorities of my hostel under this very unfortunate circumstance. Sky was falling on me that day when i got to know about it. Along with this unfrotunate events, i think God has all the more reasons to rain another series of unfortunate event on me, right after thatr, when i got paged by the office to go down and collect my bedlinens, i was left locked outside because i forgot to bring my room card and access was denied into my own room. NONE of my roomates were in and i had to go down and retrieve a temporary card to gain access to my room.

 

"No matter how dark the night is, morning always come..."

 

yea yea for the millionth time i have mentioned it. Today, finally the formula to all the dreadful deeds in my life has gotten to an end. I am seeing a sunrise now, and a bird who can once spread its wing and soar in the sky with the key to the lock is just right in front of me. For so many rules and regulation in my life that i have to take time out and mugged, I found this section of the booklet mentioned

 

" Boarders who wished to apply for a PRIVATE broadband internet service, a phone line is installed in the room. For boarders 18 years old and below, a conscent is required from guardian..." yadayadayada....

 

INTERNET! Now the tide has changed and its time for the scale to be even, if in return i have to follow this strict rules but i get to have a private internet connection and can have my own time over my favourite game World fo Warcraft, its definetly worth is. See? Chinese sayings are true at times lol. So for now, i will use my darn beak and drill the hell out of all pillars of the cage and break it and fly away! I can get myself an internet! Furthermore i can play WoW! YES! My saga in the world.............

 

of warcraft will have its continuation!

 

So much for that, i am feeling thristy now, so am lazy to type furthermore, moreover, i have my laundry downstair waiting for me. Laters, bitches!

the F*** in my life

Have you ever felt the utmost agitation in your life?

 

Yes i am experiencing it now. A lousy internet, is all that need to agitate me to the very extreme.

 

So now i am telling you now the

 

FUCK OF MY LIFE!

 

After some stressful week on my Junior College posting, and my utmost dissapointment over my GCE O level result of which it REALLY did not fuckin demonstrate and reflect the effort i put into the examination AT ALL. FUCK YOU, YOU GOD DAMN BASTARD O LVL!

 

Upon being subjected to these torments and I still have to face the MOST nerve-biting case in my life - lousy internets. Of which this problem alone has caused my to bang my keyboard hardly before...screamed at whoever i sees...have no appetide over any kind of food thingumajig...

 

Scenario I

You wake up early in the morning, 3am and tried to at least have a chance to enjoy your World of Warcraft because simply it has been a long long long time since you last played it and then found it so laggy that you cant even cast a single spell in the game and then ended up disconnected from the server for many many many times

 

Scenario II

You wake up again on the same morning at 5am, and tried again, same thing happened

 

Scenario III

You wake up once again at 9am, same shit happens

 

Scenario VI

In the afternoon you tried the same thing and it happens again

 

Scenario V

You cannot log into msn AT ALL and for a 10 minutes non-stop trying you finally get it logged in

 

Scenario VI

You found out that you cannot log in your hotmail account

 

Scenario VII

You tried numerous times then only you can get into your blog

 

Seriously people, you still have such things in a hostel in this 21st centuary? You are outdated. If you tell me you cant even know how to make a copy of a folder. You are seriously outdated. If you are telling me you dont even know how to install a program. You are seriously undoutedly outdated. If you are telling me you dont even know how to shut down a computer. You are seriously undoubtedly a...i don't know you go ahead and figure on your own a word... 

 

While on the other hand you complained that we do not learn to study well....we just do not learn to do houseworks...we just do not learn how to do our own laundry...we just do not know how to behave...we just do not know how to drive....we just do not know how to cook....while we have already mastered it you simply toke the reason that "i am tired and old" to get away with it. NO WAY.You  better darn make sure you have the same turn-outs and not some dimished returns. Futhermore, it is plain dumb to bring in "time" into the arguement, you have your career but we also have our career - study. Is the scale even now?

 

I am seriously very sick of my life now, frankly i just PON school last Friday for no reason, simply because i am SICK OF MY LIFE. This lousy retarded education system is ripping every student's life out and you are telling me you are selecting the best for elitism and to rule the rest of us? I am telling you that you are just selecting the same person over and over again with the same attributes and term them as "good"..."smart"...you are just making this society dumb and slow and not creative anymore you know?

 

People with good results. "Oh they are smart" HELL FUCKING NO. They are just people who just commit more time to STUDY the same thing others are made available to. That is all. Look at nowadays society...does this word "mugger" sounds anymore familiar to you?

 

You scientists debunk to have your fellow creations to serve this world better and make it a better place. Do you think so? Look outside your window and try to take a deep breathe. What is it? Try to flip open your newspaper or your TIME magazine, what is it that you see inside? War. Go to your junior college and attend your GP sessions. What is it that they need you to submit regarding in an arguement as your assignment? You more or less can figure out. AND THEN you have to guts to come and tell me " Oh wells what to do, it is what society is and you HAVE to know"

 

I'd rather die now.

 

One more simple question, are you happy now with your life? You may say now but let me assured you, bear this question in time and when you get agitated by something in your life question yourself this, you might just result in giving up reading my blog and drove off to shop and you will end up in a traffic jam and you will start bitching. you happy?

 

Now, i dont have a mood to play World of Wacraft now. (Hooray lester can does his homeworks now!) In addition to that, i am even unfocused on my homeworks now than ever before ( try me this aint working, im still an ordinary teenagers).

 

The more tou try to refrain us from something we want, the more we will crave for it. There are instances where i play WoW and i automatically stopped and did my homeworks, even i was surprised with that nature that time. However if you give me a bloody internet to surf on, and when there are unsatisfaction...you jodly well make sure you don't say anything "exothermic"...

 

Conclusion - I see no point in studying, and no reason over why i cannot get a good internet, and why am i stucked in this world and not dead yet.