Coffee anyone?

I have this very bad habit, its a tendancy to "rush" things.

 

If i got back from college and i have

 

#1 Open the door

#2 Get my bag down

#3 Lock my car

#4 Drop my bag on my desk

#5 Get my water bottle up and wash it

#6 Empty my pockets ( yes my handphone and wallet )

#7 Have my dinner

#8 Wash all utensil

#9 Clean the table

#10 Empty trash bin and dispose them outside

#11 Collect all my laundry and have them nicely folded

#12 Get the newspaper alligned 90 degree on the living hall

#13 Turn out the gate. car porch, living hall lights

#14 Shower

#15 Get my"calender" book updated with all the homeworks

 

on my to-do list. i'll usually rush things. No idea why i do that but yeah. Today s a bit diffrent tho, cuz afetr my 7th item in my to-do list, a cup of coffee actually came in and chill things up a little. The coffee's aroma is simply soothing, really. Its like drugs lol ( in fact i think i am addicted to it =X ).

 

Funny, and usually i only get to settle down once i get them all done, and thats usually when you see me checking my hotmail inbox...facebook...friendster...and maybe blogging. Then some MSN chats and i'll waste all precious time stoning in front of the com till late night and sleep.

 

I know this is irrevelant, but really, i love coffee! Its like a gentle massage with all the aroma oil, followed by a SPA treatment etc etc etc.

 

Lesson of the story : take a break sometimes, its good for your soul. Be it during your hectic working schedule or the busy homework revising for an examination. Take a break at times, watch some TV etc. Like the chinese idiom, 休息是为了走更`长远的路. ( zomgawdwtfbbq *gasps* first chinese characters to appear on lester's blog! wow!) translation? a break is required so that you could travel more miles.

 

Life...sucks? lol

Yeah you heard me previously saying that life's great. Life sorta sucks now lol, however im still in a good mood.

 

I fell sick today lol ( so much for Beach day...urghh ). So for the first time in 2008, i got myself a MC! wow!

Life's good!

Life's great! really! at times.

 

In college you had fun with friends, then you go for chemistry lab assesment, and did decently well for it. Went swimming afterwards, during a windy weather.

 

Drove back home from college. Stucked in a heavy downpour, but its all good! Means i could go for McDonald Drive-Thru! Also a reward for keeping up the swimming routine.

 

On my way back, sorta didnt notice a pile of water and drove over it. Kinda fun!  ( and dangerous i know =P ) and i was laughing out loud in the car for no reason over this matter.

 

Got back home, shirts all got drenched due to the heavy downpour, nah but its all good.

 

Had my nice McD meal, and downloading of the movie What Happens in Vegas is near completion ( woops! ).

 

Sometimes ( yes i know life just suck at times, but sometimes its great! so don't give up the good times when its bad! ) life is just great. The simplicity of life is the key to happiness, and enjoy the details of life! Also be thankful we're free from earthquakes and hurricanes =D.

My addiction

After 2 years and 10 months, i can finally shake the addiction off me.

The addiction of World of Warcraft. When my subcription ended last night...i somewhat felt...a sense of relief.

Dreams

As the word suggests itself. The wonderful and intriguing part is where...in many dreams, often the needs and wants of your life that was wished in real life, was relfected in the dream, and sometimes achieved.

 

I toke a nap, woke up at 8pm. ( yes i am FULLY aware theres applicable math assesment tomorrow ) had my dinner and now its 8.35pm. I couldnt help it but to have that dream i had to be written down somewhere, so i guess blog is THE ideal place, since thats where you put all your daily boring stuffs there.

 

Before anything, theres only 1 dream i have remembered for life, and want to remember it for life, and im not telling ya! ( *face palm*) Good, so this dream has a very weird setting, which is...in my bedroom ( oh noes! ), involves couple of people around but theres this person which is the icon of that dream, let call that mysterious person ( to you, not to me ), SinX.  So i was in my tiny bedroom, and swimming inside. Yes, somehow my bedroom could fit in an OLYMPIC sized pool! So as you all kow ( maybe not all ), i liked swimming and there goes me inside swimming with couple of my buddies around. Oh shoot...im starting to forget the dream..oh noes! hurry! before it vanishes!

 

oh SinX suddenly appeared on my messy un-made bed ( did i mention my bed is right next to the swim pool? lol ). SinX just sleeps on my bed and just stay aslept. Of course the usual bitchy me gave that WTF-look at SinX but did not question about SinX from my buddies. Lotsa things happen ( forgive me for being old and senile, i AM forgetting the story already ), like a leaking pipe next to the bed connecting to the swim pool, it burst open and drenched the bed and SinX but funny thing is SinX stay aslept.

 

Thats not the point reallly, the point is that no matter what happened around SinX, SinX seems not to be bothered. I had a birthday party downstair even ( that birthday is totally irrelevant...oh wait, not exactly. Its a big and fun birthday with many many many friends...which...nvm lets not go into that ). Its like a 2 or 3 days long dream, but i can always felt SinX's sorrow there lying on MY bed ( of which i did not sleep for that 2 or 3 days ).

 

So then i finally found a note or something. It goes something like this, SinX's soulmate is sentenced to lifetime imprisonment, and i remember seeing something about the date 31st, forgot the month but i remember very fontly about 31st...OH YES! Its not a lifetime imprisonment, but a...life...time...impri...sonment...and that SinX's soulmate is free from imprisonment on the 31st of XXXmonth and XXXyear? I dont get it, in this dream, someone sentenced to a lifetime imprisonment...can be released some day before his death. funny eh. So anyways...now this is the touching part ( to me )...

 

SinX chooses to stay asleep until that soulmate of SinX's free from imprisonment.

 

I know it sounds crappy...but throughout the whole dream, i kept hearing SinX's weeping, from within the heart. Very, very, very sorrowful tears. From a completely broken heart. Never felt so ever pitiful for anyone a long time, and i just felt it again. I will hence leave YOU to connect my dream to what i have mentioned earlier about what a dream is ( according to Dr. Chew's BullToyota dictionary's definition and not OX-FORD ).

Great White Sharks

OH

MY

GOD!

 

Check out the video below. Watch it, FIRST!

  

 

Arent Great Whites a wonder to the world? Theyre predators residing at the top of the food chain! (whales, bye!) Untill now im still deeply intrigued by their behaviours etc. Where do they migrate in which season, how they mate (is there even a mating season for these sharks?), how large in size can they get? ZOMGAWD! I really wish one day National Geographic Channel would give me a free trip, out of the blues (i think i heard such phrase before...), to somewhere on Earth which i could watch this magnificent creatures in real life action or close-up!

 

*drools*

 

So beautiful

Seriously.

 

Another name, another struggle.

 

Another ironic thing is i have always adviced people to have confidence in themselves all the time etc, in fact i think i'm the one lacking the most confidence in some aspects of my life. 

 

Also in some aspects of my life, to give up and to let it go is really what i tell myself most of the time.

 

"one more thing , one less thing". So people, be glad you have one weakness in your life, because you have strength that other people do not posses.

Sushi Equation

This is weird.

 

So i toke a nap this afternoon, and in the dream, i was told that when i wake up there'll be mixed rice, Miso Soup, and Unagi Sushi for dinner.

 

uhhh...wtf? and...

 

when i woke up, this equation kept popping over my head.

 

y = sin^2 ( x )

 

y = 1 - cos^2 ( x ),    let cos ( x ) = unagi sushi

 

y = 1 - ( unagi sushi )^2

 

HELP! Why is that equation still hovering over my head even untill now?! arghh!

The past and present

Yeah, the past and present.

 

Come to think about it, the "ME" back in Msia now and the "ME" back then in Singapore is so much happier. It was after all a right choice made by me, and after that 3 months+ break i toke last year, yeah i'd say its all worthwhile now.

 

I have a goal, well not exactly a goal but, as in i know what is needed to be done in my life and i will do it.

I have the freedom i want, although i have to get involve with traffic jams half an hour a day, but its really a fair trade, i like it this way now, and i get to sing out loud in the car.

I have buddies that are generally a year younger than me and...yeah...just friends and friends, no whatsoever malice intentions. (yes, i still openly bitch in front of them all the time lol )

I get to laugh once again as i did in standard 6 in primary school, yes, mad laughters everyday.

 

i got myself a life, yeah. Laugh at me being a loser of not being able to cope with Singapore's lifestyle, but i'll laugh harder at you not knowing how to enjoy your life and have to bear with that torment.

 

"Its not the years in your life that counts, but the life in your years"