World

Forget what happened earlier, I really dont know what happened.

All I can say is all the possible nightmares that couldve happen, happened. I lost my way, and I have never felt so helpless and traumatized before, it was until the point I really feel like pulling over at the road and just call for help because I really could barely move forward. I lost my way for nearly an hour.

Also all the comfort I needed was not there because...I don't know, I am never going to get any in my life? Its just going to be another silent struggle again even though I felt really traumatized earlier and I really could break down if there was indeed someone there for me. 

Only I could hold myself together, because time and time again people around me just couldn't be of even a little help...even you.

ALL IN!

Its 2 or 3 more weeks until my departure to Australia and I'm glad to say I'm prepared for it emotionally (meanwhile lets put aside preparation in terms of materials). Long holidays are good sometimes, yes i do mention it may be a tad boring but deep down I never took this holiday as boring to myself. I took it as a good time to rest and get myself ready in terms of emotions for whats coming up for me.

A good time to look at what I've done for the past year and also look forward to whats coming to my life. So here I am, all ready to embrace all the obstacles again because they make my life meaningful, because it'll be just like what everyone will be going through and although you may call it a boring and normal life, I'm glad to be able to enjoy a normal life.

Likewise I am going to miss my old home. Firstly is because I'm moving to Australia to study aboard, another is my family is moving to a condominium regardless. I somewhat always felt a great sense of attachment to my home, like I moved in when I'm a newborn and lived here ever since. If this house has a soul, I'd say its in sync with me for sure. Probably going to record every corner of my house and all the things that have happened. 

Feels good somewhat to keep moving forward. Look forward to my new hostel, my new environment, my new swimming pool in the campus, my new lifestyle, and of course my new phone =)

If I hadn't known enough, I'd say you're all mines. The first thing I'll get - probably the most superb calender organizer app around. One enough to let me note down every single present and oncoming activity in a very tidy and organized fashion with categorizing-capability. 

So glad I have the courage in the past to be able to drop everything behind just to find myself back so I could catch a breather, and live life like I do now with high spirits.

7th

Yeap the same day for the 22nd time in my life. However this time I took this birthday to a brand new level.

No birthday cake for the day. 

Actually not really, I had my birthday cake the next day with my family day since my mom's birthday falls on the 9th so might as well celebrate together. This time round my birthday I went to Mist club in Bangsar.

Now heres the best part. We left for the club pretty late, like 10.15 or so from subang. Well we had GPS and still lost our way, lets not get into the details shall we. Then we stopped by a petrol station where one of our friend, Boon were refilling his fuel tank for his car, whilst the GPS was passed to George who is in my car. So Boon actually went into the counter in the petrol station and inquired about the location of the club. I mean, might as well give it a shot when we're so hopeless.

Miracles do happen. So a stranger overheard his conversation and approached him, offering us help by leading us the way there. Not to mention he claimed that he is an ambassador there. I mean c'mon, what are the odds? The probability of such cases is as good as when all the planets in our Milky Way allign in a straight line. So we followed him either way while George is tweaking the GPS. The discussion concerning the stranger's kindness was pretty funny tho. I'd thought I would have to sell my ass to him in exchange for that kindness.

Well George did eventually found the location of the club and we were actually en route, according to the GPS. 中国报 was all I see when we were signaled to start looking for parking. Like seriously? We're going to a newspaper factory? Oh little did we know, Mist is just right within all those factories. Funny.

I dont know but I really do think its really my birthday and things really work MY way that day. Mist were fully booked and we were looking to open a bottle for the night. Guess what? He gave up one of his table for us, on one condition - we have to wait for his friends to come to agree with that. Nice. Again lets not forget the clock hadnt struck 12 yet so my magic still works. One of his female friends actually turned to us after a long wait, and offered us to go in first. 

There, all the magic that couldve happened, had happened. Can you imagine what'd happen otherwise? Either we couldnt find our way there, or we end up there like idiots not being able to enter the club. Thanks a bunch to the kind hearted man, and God for making all this happen haha. Its really too much of a coincidence, and it would be such a letdown if I cant enter because I really wanted to. We had fun afterwards in the club, obviously. 

Mist is actually ranked the best club for 2010. To top it off, age requirement is 23. =)

Oh, not to forget I also had some down-to-earth dinner with my university mates at Marche at TheCurve. That son of a bitch restaurant cost me RM60+ for my dinner. On the 8th I dined in at SilverSpoon at Menjalara with my family. Overall a very fulfilling birthday! =)

Just some pics for the restaurant dishes. Most of them are really delicious.

Chicken Parmigiana

Salmon Fillet

Stuff Mushroom

Chicken Ceaser Salad

Pepper Lamb Chop

The Chicken Parmigiana is really good. Like SERIOUS good. Gotta feel hungry looking at this pics, so, Lester signing off and heading to bed. Laters.