Posting a fullstop to ACS(I) Boarding School

I am SURE u find tis topic fun rite? well actually.....ITS NO!! A BIG NO

 

packing is easy....putting it downstair's VERY easy also....but dumping all the things to save space os scary....and imagining how m i suppose 2 move ike some 5 boxes to my new hostel and some 2 bags around is gona kill me....gosh pls....dun gif me looks like " O.O wow 5 boxes and 2 bags? tats a lot man...." hey there...think carefully.....I AM LIVING IN SINGAPORE.....400km away from MY HOME!! and im moving not my stuffs...my books....im MOVING my LIFE OK??!!!

 

i had a pre-dump-things be4 the O lvls...i threw like i duno 500 tonnes of things away...n look at now still damn a lot left. and i haf to bring this whole load of stuffs back home also....DUN COME AND TELL ME to leave em there cuz theres simply NO FCUKING SPACE LEFT.....

 

seriously....i really dont mind paying S$100 for somebody to MOVE everything from packing here to moving over there and maybe unpacking.....gosh.....its damn fast to move everything....but...taking a cab n ARGHHH.....somehow i'd rather stayed in IB juz for not moving shits around....but then thinking of "sooner or later im gona move 2 another sucky hostel" changed my mind LOL.....

 

anger overwhelmed my sense of grief over leaving this boarding school....URGHH.....ne ways alrdy haf the mentality prepared like....next yr....moment go 2 new boarding..." u gotta b kidding...this IS the toilet?" or sth like " Gosh i haf to walk a million steps to even the NEAREST bus stops" or sth like " oh btw just to tell u that the bus's frequency is once every 1/2 hour" or " MY ROOM'S FACING WEST?? n NO AIR -CON??!!".....

 

#$%$#$% thoughts of this kills me....ENOUGH.....the end of my entry!! n again i would like to remind u tat...IM MOVING MY LIFE!! GET IT??!!

 

 

Post Exam happenings

ok....embrace yourself....cuz tis's gona be a damn long blogon me going to Genting Highland..ne ways check out the photos oso...

 

ok something NOT-GENTING 1st.....

 

ok first, on the day i finish my O lvl...i called my frens out for some movie-watching....sadly aiyo...all like " ala tired la...." " dun wan la...sry ya"....aiyo but in the end got 2 lo.....came back room straight away clla every1.....then toke a nap...till a bit late then realised a bit hungry...got my fren there Ian Chua 2 go Orchard wif me early so i can eat sth there....herad him all typin keyboard hard n told me " sry on clan war now"....WAH PIANG le.....gave up though...actually i didnt do muxch after the last paper....juz saw some bunch of indo boys jumped to the pool wif their sch u.....after that went Orchard....thought was late...but ah.....on time lol...grabbed the tickets n meet up wif my fren.....ate KFC.....met another 2 of my indian classmate.....Ruben Money ( yes thats his official name ) n Anish.....talked a bit...then went to watched Casino Royale 7....oh my tat name's lame.....however movie's nice....got  part after watching it all guys wil feel pain la....watch laio then realised that a bit late...so 5 of us....me...Russell...Mark Chia...Thana...Ian Chua decided 2 stay in a mansion...*evil geindz* Thana's house!

 

got to his house....cuz heard his house was renowned for the toilet....OH~~~~MY~~~~GOD......the toilet's....i duno how 2 describe....OWNAGE!! got a bath tub....all nice basin....shower cubical like all glass made....floor tiles like how nice....n then got plants here n there.....nice window or wateva u call tat....oh my god....his room like BIG BIG n BIG.....bed's wif some silk blanket though...walau...ne ways...his gandma was damn nice....got us some real lots of pillows n tis n tat....later Russ n I actually went to bathtub n start some hot-spring thingie inside...lol keep taking photo inside his toilet oso...then we play here n there...watch School Rumble...i played his PSP.....n then we ordered McD like 3am in the morning....lol...i ate damn a lot...then wana sleep....but all of us kept talking...not 2 mnetion how Russ n I slept on his queen-sized bed n he haf 2 sleep on the floor on a sleeping bag...how sad huh....LOL....n then finally all of us kept quiet n then all fall asleep....Mark woke up early n went back like 7am...then Russ...then me @ 11am......even played W3 oso....then went back by taking bus...after some 10min walk...sigh....hot weather~~~~

 

GENTING TRIP here.....know that some of u juz wana read genting rite?

 

ok after i got back from Thana's house...i DID NOT pack.....i went n play World of Warcraft till like 7pm....got back...packed everything NICELY in 1h....then stoned in my room to wait for Lester Wong for his parents 2 come n fetch me....(big thx! ).....on the way talked a lot though....go Golden Mill plaza n take a coach tats wat we planned.....woah nice night city light...then got there.....we waited a bit...go toilet....bithed bout the smell of the place there....saw some prostitudes....got some water....of which then i reminded " eh check your wallet ah...passport ah....n money la"....then our dear fren Tito....(oh btw Tito, Aik Wee, Lester, Lester Chew lol, Ian Lim, Alex Lua n Yong Thung went....as well as Lua's dad)....then tito checked n seemed panicked. i was all O.o then after few seconds...all of us like..uh...n then he told us he didnt bring passport...all of us toke it as a joke untill he repeated for like the million-th time....then thk god lester's parents do a quick drive to his house wif him n grab it...while the all of us juz sien sienz lo....then got to the bus....

 

obviously all of us cant sleep...toke some photo...some play PSP ( damn u!! )....MP3.....i got a chance 2 play pokemon yellow but...PLEASE!!! ne ways....i platyed Mario in the end...gamboy ftw....4got 2 mention oso...the bus's ride at 12am...so we should get there next early morning.....then bus on Johor stopped at Yong Peng for breaktime....Tito ate liek some big load of curry...me same thing as usual...LO MAI KAI n a PAO.....after which i slept (finally i can sleep liao)...by the time i woke up we're alrdy on our way up Genting Highlands alrdy.....nice....quite cold...VERY FOGGY.......then we went straight 2 the hotel....checked in...ah guess wat? no key....of course all of us haf our eyes fixed on Yong Thung simply cuz hes the 1 who helped us reserved the rooms...its HOTEL HIGHLAND....highclass sia....then he called a guy of which its him who helped us booked 1....we asked for checking at the counter for reservarion at 1st of which the counter-gal cant find....then he call...only 2 found out tat the guy dun wana reveal the room number n so on...WEIRD RIGHT??!! all of us was liek =.= alrdy....finaly got our bag stored somewhere....then Yong Thung told us that its actually tat fren of his's a worker inside...n its booked....illegally LOL tats y we got a discount...n we can only get the key by 12.30pm...oh my...ne ways...discounts ftw so we all head care...

 

then went outdoor theme park....bought the 2 days all-park ticket....wana try bumper car....in the end canceled...but we went for the ride inside the 1st wrodl theme park...n then during the ride we like " HEY YOU!!"....."CHI BAI" n like started shouting like mad...then tis close tat close...outside foggy oso...however we still went outdoor....sat Go Cart....raced a bit here n there....n oso wore the *ehem*  shower-cap  be4 putting up the damn helmet.....sat Space Shot....AHA! got 2 ppl didnt take it for whateva reason u get n whoever tat is u know la....lol....nice shot....came down....SHIOKNESS.....we even sat Teacup....lol spin spin like mad...Lua n I spin liek mad...Ian lim was liek crying 4 us 2 stop la...ne ways...its DAMN CRAMP inside the cup....sat Flying Jumbo oso lol...of which Lua kena kicked out cuz its odd number....after the ride we all chiong out n hugged him n kept telling I LOVE U cuz he simply stood outside n watched us while we were playing....oso went for archery....after tat went n ate KFC....of which be4 tat we ate McD for breakfast....then waited till 12.30pm...got in the rooms...ALL OF US WERE DRAINED!! we toke some 2h nap though....some smart elek brought PS2 n started playin soccer game like mad....then when we about to get out..tis Tito ( ehem just some addition he shitted like i duno...4 times tat day cuz of the curry...haihz...) he took some ice age to put on his MAKE-UP......waxed his hair...spray tis n tat la...check his shirt la...i duno he toke damn long....then we didnt go outdoor lo...went indoor instead....i played Time Crisis like mad cuz Tito was freakin pro in tis....he can like i duno...whank then gun like mad n it fires like mad la....n then we played Snooker oso....( im not ashamed to declare that i duno how 2 play tat at all ).....so we anyhow shoot la....ate a super X dinner...whos idea? Yong Thung....thx 2 the Curry Noodle house....oh my.....some simply food RM26...i was crying alrdy lol....played more games...then went back....we oso bought alcoholic drinks...i bought a RM13 canned Carlsberg.....damn tat was INSANE!! but aiya once in a while mah....ate some cake oso...got some cake called Opera Cake....says RM8.80...when i pay....they say RM10.40....i was all O.O WTF??!! Me,  Lester ,Aik Wee n Lua ate lo...i was all cryin n they all like cant tahan me oso liao lol....cuz it says its GST...i was like...wat~~~~RM2 for gst?? n then after tat we drank in the room...while they're [playin soceer game at late night....got drunk n started stayin crazy things....untill my fren PYT put and end to it by bringing the game Need For Speed : Carbon (damn new game) n stopped all my nonsense....i slept wif a guy...LOL...on a bed......eww....he snatched my blanket la...occupy 3/4 of the space la....luckily he didnt snore  of which i said " i'll kill him if he snores la" to PYT n the last day both of em told me i snored like mad at 2nd night LOL.....

 

2nd day....woke up early...down to breakfast...McD AGAIN LOL.....eh shit i think i 4got wat we do liao...le me think a while again...think think think

 

ok remember after brwosin through all my photos....early morning go take bumper car...lol all kids lining up suddeny a grp of 7 guys came oso LOL...we totally owned the place....created lots of noise like mad.....i duno how we ended up in Sungai Temberong or wateva shit tat is....actually oh yea be4 tat we toke Corkscrew....damn nice...Tito n I were like SCREAMING mad when the siren for the ride started lol....got every1's within 50m radius their attention LOL....then afterride finish...when it stopped...SCREAM AGAIN LOL.....n also the Flying Coaster...newest game...paid RM10....hiu.....exciting....its like ur're encase in sth n u just being flunked around....ok back to the sungai thingie.....we lined up....hesitated....n still went for it....me Lester n Ian sat 2gather....the other 2 went earlier.....then when we chong down...my head's all down....SPLASH...i was wondering how wet it can be.....split second....load of water fell on us....jean's half wet....hair all VERY wet...shirt slightly but poor lester in front of me totaly got wet....n then another 1.....even wetter LOL.....we even planned 2 take Flying Dragon wif a wet body but oh wells its closed....went back hotel n dry ourselves....its still like 2pm or i duno around there....s i said...i really duno how we ended up in tis wet game....ne ways Mines Train's close oso sad..under renovation i think....then after tat...oh my nice of em 2 go play Pool...i was all =.=" come Genting n play pool....n played 2 matches of Bowling wif my fren though....sucked at it sigh....not 2 mention stupid worker there found out that 2 of us r not wearing proper shoes n play lol...so in the end 3 ppl...i rent another pair of shoes lo....aftre finish.....play 1 game of pool...n seriously sicked of it...went arcade n played game....my fren kept laughing when i dared him that i play Para-para...n then he got addicted to the parapara song...at least 2h i think....then 2 of us went out...met Aik Wee...he too a bit sienz...so 3 of us went archery....then we haf sorta race....lol....went outdoor..sat Flying Jumbo again LOL.....cuz nobody around....fog's juz cleared....sat the Spinner...the cair spinner tingie la...for like 2 times woo-0hoo nice...then sat Cyclone oso....lol....shouted like mad oso....then of which later Lester n Tito came joining....of which Lua was accompanying sad Ian who tore away his tag away....in the hotel....sigh...we sat like another 2 rounds of spinner...muz admit its lot more crazier wif Tito around...hes plain mad....shout like mad...scold all the vuldgarities lol....of which we planned 2 hold each other's chair while we spin lol....but cancel la...a bit the scary sia...lol...then poor Aik Wee...while holding his sandals...tis small boy beside him held the chair way form the start...( i was behind him ) halfway swug the chair n it hit right to Aik Wee...he managed to block n hold it...(dangerous sia) n he was all screaming at the kid LOL n then the kid ALMOST grabbed his chain...duno how he swung his chair 2 get close 2 him...but its was in a matter of like 30cm...damn neaar...luckily he didnt....lol Aik Wee even kena called a "scary cat" by the boy cuz he was holding the sandals LOL....it was funny....then we all sat the aeroplane thingie....lol...so childish...n gues wat? we went for a Dinasaour ride...u'll get wat i mean when u c the photos...crazy things we did...lots of em...n then we ate some quite renowned restaurant at 1st world oso...i ate Curry Noodle....tried my fren's Laksa (eww)....drank Teh Tarik....n shit-chatted....of which when suddenly all of us were in silence...this joker PYT suddenly break the silence by sayin " WAH O LVL FINISH LIAO! " he left me all =.=""""

 

at night....alcohol again...tis time round i drank Volka...hehez...all of us drank except for Lester of which he just refuse 2 drink...O.o....wateva tat is...we started going mad n dying for a game or sth 2 do....eventually we went out 4 a walk...all of our face were damn red...i merely wore a shirt....loosen-ly worn...(u'll c in the pic) n a....track pants LOL.....n anyhow wore a shoe....then went out...FREKIN COLD....we also went to the fountain in front of Hotel Genting and....we walked into the pool LOL.....n then all of us even lied in front of the main entrance of Hotel Genting n lay flat on ground...till a security guard came chasing us of.....settled a but...wif Tito still like " I dare you to..." tis n tat.....they all duno go where but me n PYT sat in front of Starbucks n like chatting as if we werent drunk at all...(urghh pls i haf very VERY gd self control...*ehem*....y wouldnt u belive me *hiccup* ).....then we planned to eat Dim Sum lol...went to the restaurant...closed...aiya sad la...ended up in...McD AGAIN LOL!!!! i ate somethign then went back room....played NFS : Carbon..got very tired n slept....in like less than 20min...very tired...

 

last day...all of us woke up slightly late....got a call from Lester early morning ( seriously....lester if ur reading tis....UR MAD?!! kaoz crazy guy duno how he got the energy n stamina 2 withold all the tiredness n wake up early 1...) then i mumbled n told him " 8.30" when he asked when we should meet....PYT n Ian in my rm was all dead n refused 2 wake up simply for the sake of breakfast....i got down 2 their rm n waited 4 em....got out...ate Buffet...its a new reatsaurant just next to the main lobby in Hotel Genting called The Coffee Terace....very nicely designed...food was awesome...some RM25....per head...worth it i muz say....i hardcore eat like siao....after tat...fruits n 5 glasses of orange juice....of which they retire form eating n were plannign wat 2 do next....told em " Im bombing Paris " n went back room 2 do some...*ehem* exporting....then when i wana play NFS....they came 2 my room...n then played soccer game...damn u guys of snatching my game grr...i slept....untill like 12++ then they went back 2 their rm n pack...as well as my rm.......after we passed the room cards back 2 the guy secretly outside...oh FYI....only 1 of us did all this...all of us haf our hands washed off lol...no la....went out 2 eat Burger King.....walked straight 2 the bus terminal....n got back....

 

bus trip was fast....it rained like crazy....not 2 mention they even stopped at Batu Caves for a break ( OMG its fcuking near 2 my house la!!! ) n then went through KL n then back on the highway....long drive....heavy rain...stopped at yong peng next for break...same thing....a LO MAI KAI n a PAO...of which most of em eat Uncle Tan Fishball noodle i duno y.....got some drink n talked mad 4 a while on the bus....then reached immgiration centre....got over....n then chatted all the way till we reach the Golden Mill plaza....tagged on2 my fren's cab...dropped off my sch...n here I am typin....gosh....i spent 1h15min typin tis...seriously...exluding all the activites i've done...wow long blog....ne ways its been a REALLY REALLY fun trip....

 

although some ( VERY little ) disputement came up....soome little unhappiness...but all were cleared off fast.... its really fun 4the all of us 2 go 4 a trip...all the mad things lol....seriously...we were VERY noisy....esp Tito...toke up handphone n acted like ehs talking n said things like " HELO? HELO? Excuse me?" like some million times n guess wat? ALL strangers he targetted were tricked....n he everytime walked a bit then shouted " EH!!! " DAMN LOUD lol everytime he did tat all of us like LOL....crazy guy....PYT wif all his sarcasm n mad laughing....Aik Wee n his freakin lies n lame shits.....n the rest for accompanying...wow fun trip.....realy did enjoyed myself...

 

oh guess wat? n then later the next day got JC admission breifing like 8am in the moring n we all like "urghh....c u 2molo"...hehe i dun mind....cuz i cna play WoW once again lol....n uh thx 4 the nice fun trip.....

GCE O Lvl

Here I mark the end of General Certificate of Examination "Ordinary" Level...so...

 

THE END TO MY O LVLS!

 

I have yet to mentioned how numb I felt already, although did not feel much excitement however will promise myself to enjoy this next few weeks fully!

 

Thank you teachers, thank you ACS, thank you friends, this is my end in this school already.

Walking under the moonlight

Quit my counting down alrdy....this entry used 2 serve as a counting down for my GCE O lvl.....YOU ALL know its ending on 16/11/06 1715h....shame on u if u do not noe that....juz sth i did this morning....find it very interesting ( check out the time!! )

 

Chains and chains of thought flowed through my synapse...infiltrated my weakened mind and soul, left me bound to the pain that human called " insonmia ". I struggled to go asleep, however finding its effort fultile when I took a look at my all glow-in-the-dark alarm clock with its short hand pointing 5 and long hand...6...overwhelmed by this starvation which i had suffered for the entire night, along with the unsettled piece of mind, suffering from this double-dosage, I decided to walk out of my boarding school just like that and get some food at 7-11. Miraculously, I have hardly, or rather should I put it " My first time " out in the moonlight, with very slight gleam of lights revealing itself from the edge of the...I don't know...mountain? Not to mention singapore hardly have any hills though...what more about...anyways, it was really my first time out so early, i mean COME ON! who would wake up from their all cozy nest and stumble themselves in this early morning just to...get food at 7-11? Anyways my Physics paper starting at 8 am...so doesnt make a diffrence.

 

This thick mist-covered air is something I had never seen in my entire life spent in singapore. Only few buses were around, most people are old folks who...i have totally no idea what they are doing...i dragged my all noisy "get a life" pattern-ed sandals...on that all coarse cement tiles along the road. Indeed, an exihilarating experience. Making my way there, seeing all the shops closed, all the silence and quietness, on the contrary, it did not give me the creeps. Making my way to 7-11, grab my mashed potato ( of which i am tempted to stressed again on my amusement to how actually mashed potato can be made just from a single push on the button, watery yellow FLUID flowed out, and then after some 2 seconds, the sauce came pouring out and trust me, smell and looks of it are provocation to your taste buds.) and then I grabbed the Chunky Black Pepper Chicken Bread and then tear the plastic opened, threw it in the all well crouched and hidden tigery dragon-like microwave beneath, push the button "2" and there goes the automation. How fascinating. Enjoying every bite of it, I strolled my way back to Boarding School.

 

Strokes of lighting did frightened me for the fear of rain...however...this seemingly is the last second day of my GCE O lvls...and I would never fall sick within a day due to exposure to rainfall, at least a 3 days ( LOL )..." Come rain or shine! " or'd rather " come what may "....I continued my slow motioned walk back to my room. Getting into my school, and waling on the track field is something new to me also, at least I have never done that early in the morning where its not even time for birds to start chirping.  Flushed with this newfound experience, i am enticed to think that this is yet maybe something I always wanted in my life...? The heck i am talking about this sort of crap thingumajig. I walked my way back to my room along that familiar staircase and corridors, echoes of my thongs ( or rather slipper or sandal la...) numbed my ears. This trail is so familiar until I can even walk with my eyes blind-folded. Again, I realised that in factual, I have stayed for a whole 3 years already. Trust me, that is no short time you can wish to just bypass just with a click of a mouse or snap of your finger or blink of an eye or whatsoever. Here I am in my room, saturated with that Ipoh White Coffee's aroma, its stench of all addictive smell ( of which I am not ashamed to *ehem* inform you that I, once again addicted to coffee again...whoops! ) gave me a new lease of life, at least for today. However I glanced to the GCE O lvl timetable, i thought " So much for waking up and trying to study! "

 

Yes, I ended up blogging. Reason being, is because I am simply hateful towards studying. Seriously...which part of " finishing 6 GCE O LVL past year papers " sounds like theres a poosibility you might not do well in your papers? In addition to some extra mugging and clearing of all poosible doubts I have in my mind. Well if i might add a word, let's just make it that i am simply " Ready for my paper ". Thats all. However, I did take in the factor and key to success of which I have drawn as a lesson from my past...

 

Complesancy WILL lead to your downfall.

GCE "O" Level

Ok heres another coverage on all the subjects I sat for GCE "O" Level....n all the happenings....however it'll only cover written papers due to my memory lost....and uh...they're in order

 

30/10/06

 

Higher Chinese PI & PII - as i mentioned be4..11i couldnt care much bout HCL here due to its numerous atrocities...." can do but cannot score " somehow tis explains everything

 

02/11/06

 

Literature Elective - err....dammit lo..fren spotted correctly but i missed out...so so done lo...not 2 mention the fun part's when late evening 2 frens n me went n burn the books....of which the video is in my friendster profile....i even sent the link 2 my Lit teacher n here is her reply

 

"Thank you for a most entertaining 8 minutes or so. But I must say most of the quotes you have selected are very appropriate and reflects a truly great understanding of the text. Well-done gentlemen. Although I'm sure lots of book-lovers around the world will curse you for burning a book, whatever it is.

 

Anyway, have a great holiday after your 'O's."

 

I LOL'ed.....

 

06/11/06

 

E Maths PI - I am super-nervous!! kinda la...not 2 mention the day be4 tat i had a very bad schedule for my sleeping times...slept some 5 hours in the day...in the end insomia untill 4am++....luckily got my chicken essence!! then went in...omg...the paper was SO HARD untill upon finishing the paper i was LAUGHING HARD about the paper...oh my surely we're poisoned by all those crazy hard mind-twisting prelim papers...O lvl IS NOT HARD AT ALL!! crazy teachers 4 making us worry....but of course I've learned from my past mistakes be...dont let complesancy be your downfall!!

 

Social Studies - i prayed so hard...yes n im DAMN WORRIED....cuz i couldnt flunk my combined humanities simply becuz my geog sucks n i depend solely on my combind humanities to gif me a gd grade as 1 humanities is required in L1R5....it would b hard cuz theres juz simply TOO many things 2 study n its impoosible 4 me 2 memorize em all...so praying for the easiest topic of all " Merger & Separation " 2 come out....when i went in....n check the paper.....MERGER AND SEPARATION!!!!!!! THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING THIS MIRACLE!!!!!

 

08/11/06

 

English PI & II - paper 1 nth much la...except for be4 i went in Ms Chew was there reminding every1 about what they need 2 look out for la...wat 2 do la...n things 2 ensure tat A1 la....nice teacher....i'd say...dedicated? she's the ONLY eng teacher tat came n advice on every1 lo...even me...the moment she saw me like " u noe ur writing cannot..." this n tat n be4 i went in she stood just BESIDE the door and like every1 she knew she like " remember ya..." n this n tat....hehez not bad mah...gd teacher....n during paper 2...i accidentally dropped my ICs to the floor some 1/2 metre away....got n invigilator all the way here n then just " sorry I dropped by ICs can u help me pick up?" LOL hes damn jacked la....damn bad of me oso.....go n poke fun of ppl.....overall PI n PII i'd say im confident...it was very carefully done and all that i've learned r put to use...all those fluency la...bombastic words la...improved expressions la...so PI PII PII (oral exam) all well done...what d'ya think i can get for Eng? wished for n A2...B3 i'll jump in exceitement alrdy lo...wat more bout A2

 

09/11/06

 

Biology PI & PII - MCQ 1st la...i saw this question on " whats the cause for rickets" n i IMMEDIATELY noe its lack of vitamin D n iron...but then hor during double checking i doubted it n changed to "iron and vitamin C"...obviously was soooo dissapointed by it la....of which i fren laughed " vitamin C's for ur damn face la!!" sigh....paper 2 section A wasnt tat well done cuz its ALWAYS on application n the question always vary.....however thx 2 Section B ask things like "wats the use of placenta" n many more kinda mugger-like-it-all questions....vomit all the craps out....so far no question left me without knowing WHAT to write AT ALL.....so overall SHOULD b ok...somehow i got a feeling that its not gona b gd...

 

Geography PII - I was so tired then....n hungry....n i knew even i mugged geog like crazy ( I SWEAR!!) i still wont do very well though...prayed 4 a miracle though lol....ok heres how the question goes....10 question...5 on human geog 5 on physical geog....of which at least 1 question muz b done from both human n phy geog....n we do a total of 4 questions....so the only way to score is mug phy geog like crazy....

 

ok here comes the pain....i was VERY sure Coastal...Rivers and Weathering ( weathering alone n wif the combination of other chapters like maybe climate 2gather in 1 question)....so i mugged the 3 of em so HARD.....cuz river is a VERY BIG topic...trust me all teachers will say so...as well as all students....its the biggest chapter....in fact....so draggin my all tired ( somehow its the aftermath effects of chicken essence ) body in2 the exam hall...opened the paper...

 

Not a single question on Rivers...Coastal of which 4 of out 6 sub questions are ALL on sand-dunes....of which the coastal feature i partially thought its not in syllabus n barely even glance through it.....if u see it this way....a guarantee of 50% of my paper all gone....i was very badly struck n it was a major setback to my morale....very bad....i DID thought it was the end.....

 

somehow miracles happen....(YEA IN A BAD WAY!!)...but it does happen...i recalled juz be4 the paper i fren asked me on the 5 layers of a tropical forest..."aiya wont come up 1 la!!" i commented but he insisted me in looking 4 the answer...so told him " from top emergent...canopy...understorey...shrub....n ground lvl " after some deep thought of it....n guess wat? a big chunk of forest question came out in the paper n they asked " describe the structure and characteristic of tropical rainforests".....oh my....n then thk god at the last minute i did last question i was able 2 vomit out all the formation of tropical storms ( AT LEAST HALF A PAGE!! thank god...) n "effects of drought"...which covers 70% of the question....phew....

 

but to GCE O LVL....i am REALLY disappointed 2wards u....i couldnt care much bout geog now anymore n i SWEAR i would never go for geog....of all the hard works i memorized the 2 thumb-thick marianne cheong geog txt bk u gave me this shit for O lvl? seriously...i am VERY VERY disappointed of what juz happned....its the part wher really LOTS n LOTS of hard works put in all gone to waste...u noe how many times i mug for all coastal? more than 5 times!!! how many times for rivers...MORE THAN 6 TIMES ALSO!! weathering? AT LEAST 4 TIMES!!! n u treat me like this? there r few times rly the OUTMOST concentration was put in....i am really devastated....really....I HATE YOU GEOGRAPHY!!! u wasted all my precious time on the rest pof my subjects n RLY u juz gave me that shit just like that?? FUCK U LA!!! i would've have used those times on my physics especially on some 100% A1 studyin....n a 300% A1 practising of e math.....SCREW U!! U INSOLENT *wateva* OF A BITCH!!!! FUCK U FUCKING FUCKED FUCKER!! IM GONA DIP UR CHITO ASS INTO SOME SALSA N I WISH UR DAMN ASS OUT THERE CANT EVEN FART N U JUST DIE OF THE FUCKING PAIN SHIT IN UR ASS N U HAF 2 VOMIT IT OUT!! whoops who m i refering to? no one i think...ala juz treat geog as a person la....IM GONA STAB U WIF A SALT COATED DAGGER RIGHT THROUGH UR SPINE U HEAR ME???!!! IM GONA COLLECT UR BLOOD N POUR IT ALL OVER UR DAMN FUCKING (geog) FACE!!!

 

AWWWWWW!!!!!!

 

10/11/06

 

E Math PII - THE TIDE HAS CHANGE!! e math totally owned by me....100% all noe how 2 do..even upon double checking n doing a reverse working on all the sums 2 double check the answer all correct oso....WOO HAH!! sumore got 1 trick on the angle properties....it was so lucky ( miracles do happen....) that my teacher gave me this paper 2 do for a while....got 1 Q i duno how 1 do...only 2 realize that the angle is slight diffrent cuz the value is minus n i should use 180 n minus it away...n then in the paper got this question on this trick...luckily i was able to spot it lo LOL.....wah i feel so gd now lol

 

14/11/06

 

A Math PI - ok...i totally channeled 80% of my time on2 Phy n chemistry....cuz i noe a math...is...HOPELESS...n guess wat? however i woke up 11 am this morning...went 2 scxh eat lunch n start mugging from 12pm....all the way till 1.30pm then i go 2 the audi 4 the paper....cna do 80%...yes when i mean CAN DO it includes all the doubts i haf in the working n so on....ne ways...its not a tough paper....i think B3? or lower i dont know...i rly fed-up wif it alrdy....come wat may....come rain or shine....so be it....

 

15/11/06

 

Physics PI & PII - seriously i typed 1 juz now but encountered a problem so retypin now.....O lvl.....ur such a cheapo ya noe? I did some 6-7 poast O lvl paper like mad n what u gave us? some easy shit....SOOO many on definitions.....seriously....for you teachers reading out there....you haf a blame to carry also...U SHIFTED ALL OUR FOCUS YA NOE?! maybe not the other but definetly mines!! its such a deifinition-based paper....imagine ur 1 ppl who studied like mad n did all the high-end + tough questionds that could poosibly appear....n then what came out benefits some noobs out there who just simply flip through those pages n memorize few definitions....seriously...YOU'RE A WASTE OF MY LIFE!! i studied so hard.....n then this sorta disheartening shit came out....plus teacher's ( BIG THANKS YA!! ) off-focusing idealogies....u totally screwed my A1.....u screwed it all!! I MUDDEG N STUDIED PHYSICS LIKE MAD OK???!!! U SCREWED MY FUTURE!!!! THAT 1 or 2 points in L1R5 could affect a lot n you just PLAY AROUND WITH IT LIKE WE'RE SOME TOYS??!! THIS SI MADNESS??! I DUN GET WHY EARTH GOT SUCH ATROCITIES EXISTING!!! THIS IS BEYOND WORDS!!! n trust me....i've refrained all the vuldgarities...LOTS OF EM I SWEAR IN YOU GOD'S NAME!!!

 

Geography PI - MCQ....1h15min.....started at 4.30pm....seriously.....i have (and again SERIOSULY) nevert felt so worn out and both mentally n physically exhausted....the aftermath of the destruction had upon me ( big thanks to physics ) really left me in a....i duno...zombie-like robot or robotic zombie state...n again i am badly struck again like geog paper II....this really turned me down...i did the MCQs....n sriously realised that REALLY even a NOOB can do it easily without revision ( read just the entry on PHYSICS paper juz on top of this to solve the gist on y m i sayin it in this matter )......last day....errps make it 1 more day...seriously...O lvl...wat u've done now can hardly bring my mood up all again, unless I score like shit 2molo for chem...oh yea n not 2 mention i suddenly haf this worry on my chemistry suddenly...can the 82% chemistry holder Lester Chew able to get A1 once again in O lvl? well u'd BETTER MAKE SURE THAT HAPPEN!!!

 

16/11/06

 

A Math PII - what more can u think if i say...."27/80 marks of the whole paper are left blank".....watdya think? however....juz wana let u noe...i TRIED MY BEST....tats wat i can tell u.....tried n put in my best for it alrdy....got nth more 2 say....

 

Chemistry PI & PII - i got nth more 2 say....MCQ i can reason out why like the answer is lets say A and reason for why B C and D is not...95% all i cna confirm the answer.....n uh paper II...nth usual...very application liked....ne ways....A1 la...

I am blind, dumb and dazed

" The days have aquire a peculiar blankness and emptiness "

 

Sure it applies to me. In the midst of mugging for GCE "O" Level, chains and chains of thought were channelled through my very imbecil mind....striving to witheld myself from those thoughts, I fell into this realm of cosmos which questions are never asked. The questioning of taking exams always played a role as an obstacle in my striving of excellence in academic and yet I can never shake it off. Or'd rather dwell in it. How sad huh? People blindly study what they're being fed upon, and never question the existance of those knowledge, if i might add a word, they added on to the atrocities of blindly studying by just, again, blindly memorizing what it was being thought and those thoughts are like sands, just a small gust of wind will just erode it off their mind. Sometimes it pains me to know that people are still too engulfed in what this world prepare for them, and not think beyond that. They are merely souless, mortal vessel which are just too addicted to the warmth of their dear nests and locomotion is barely their daily their activity, in the end, you will rot in great pain where you will get paid off by the very worms inside of your nest - they feed on your flesh. See how the cycle goes? Trapped in that vicious cycle. Money. Fame. Reputation. Materialism.  Tell me now, what have become of this world? I once traced back all the way to my childhood days where I catched grasshoppers...I asked for more homeworks...I breed tadpoles...school is a place where everyday what drive your motivation to study is to uncover the gists contained in between those lines and your fellow educators will furnish your minds with both wisdom and knowledge and you, as you mastering your knowledge, knowledge succumbs to you and you grew in rapidity. However, LOOK AT the system now. What we do now are all bounded by the very merciless GCE "O" Level. We are no longer the masters, but the slaves and we bow to knowledge and heed whatever they told us to do. Mugging Goegraphy...doing mathematics for which its complexity hardly ever come in handful to most of us...Literature of which the essence of the text has already lost by the fact we have to memorise even the techniques of aswering a simple question on " How tension is built up? " and not by our senses...Studying history's no longer an alternative pathway for the better upbringing of a child and the source of moral education, its just plainly a looking back to the past and remembering all the points so we could have enough points to answer for structured essay questions...biology no longer brings us back to nature, we are stucked by laboratories, and it fascinates me to even know that my Biology teacher told me that all living things on Earth are beautiful, even onions, the fleshy scale leaves, their arrangement, and what are we learning Biology for....Pure chemistry also no longer let us understand the actions that triggers an reaction and how this orderly world goes with a rule and stick with it, but its now merely a resposibility to remember that acid reats only with four reactants and memorise their products, that's all...Physics no longer interest us in why things go that way and not the other and people are lacking imagination in sciences, are there anyone out there who can proved that E = mc^2 is wrong? where is our second Einstein...and English, was just like how it is in my Literature text, that all teachers' job is to ensure we spell "Honour" and not "Honor" for our examinations and " dot their "i"s and cross their "t"s ".

 

My omnipresent god, where is the answer to all this? Didn't Christianity teach us the sinfulness of Materialism...didn't it teach us to be better human...and countless teachings...and why are there no one on Earth dared to go against those evils? Why is some Church now is a place to compete for membership? Why some Christians just cannot want the best out of somebody they love and let them do things which are...neutral and of which harm is no where to be seen...yet they FORCEFULLY and ANNOYINGLY bugged someone to go to Church plainly for the sake of NOT GOING to hell, are they still afraid of death in spite of their great faith in You? 

 

" For what good a man has to gain the world, but lost his soul? " Mark, Chapter 8 : Verse 36 ( sorry if i make a mistake in the wrong verse )

 

I remembered this by heart, and live by it...but why I still see people praying for money?

 

Yet another bunch of scholars came. Vietnamese...then PRCs...then Indonesians...I see that look on their face...so helpless...so innocent...and I pity the fact that they are nothing but tools to drive economy and wealth for the speeding up of the end of Earth of which the Earth is...i suppose dying now...that is how I see that...I bumped into an Indonesian living by my next room, he told me how afraid he was with another roomate of his due to his scary outlook appearance, I assured him that this is a safe Boarding School and offered him protection if he ever get bullied...for which I totally understand the bitterness of being bullied...he doubted the proper procedure to just turn on the water and utilise the shower and I showed him the way, in addition to that, he even questioned me on " Is there hot water?" and " How to adjust?". It brought me back to my first time here, and how innocent i was also and now my scope of vision is grealy widened and now I see things a lot more clearly now, and I really wish, that this pitiful soul will stay innocent and safe...

 

Inspired by my friends, of which he told me " Singapore's a developed and advance country now, why you even compare with them?" gave the realization of how small am I...I am engulfed by what I have now...and only seeing it through a kaleidoscope...so small...there are more people dying out there...there are more people out there who just never seen such clean water tap waters...there are more people out there who will never have air-conditioned class rooms ( of which I am dearly tempted to say the fact that I, too, came from a school that only with 6 rusty lights and 4 dust-covered fans, no doors, wooden chairs and tables and many more)...and we only keep asking for more and more...without even looking back...what a sad place with so many saddening peoples...

 

Just by this morning, I went to jog for some 3km with 2 of my indonesians friends of which their surpirse invitation shocked and encouraged me to try new things and always challange myself...seeing those people out there waiting for buses...that grief...or rather solemn on their face...working? Even the very aunty that brought me my 2 half-boiled eggs, have the look on the face which nagged me a lot.

 

So...where are you now and what are you doing now?