Lets blog

Hi guys! long time no see, lets blog about something!

 

So i am about to blog about me deleting an earlier blog because i found it inappropriate.

 

......WOW AWESOMENESS.

 

Nothing much. just kinda really bored cuz i cant play WoW. =( and i got a feeling only Thana and Ian reads this LOL. HI GUYS GONG XI CHRISTMAS, MERRY NEW YEAR, AND HAPPY FA CHAI!

BONG

Here comes the disclosure of my TEE examination results --

TER 92.1

YES! I literally jumped for joy for my results, but theres some part of myself crying and sobbing for something else tho. Oh well, cheers! Least all my hardwork and effort were paid off =D

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Yes, my life is as dull as title suggests.

 

I'm just here blogging cuz i'm bored *yawn*. Kinda up for the movie The Day When the Earth Stood Still, anyone? Man i doubt anyone read this blog anyways lol. Pretty much a private space and such.

 

What a long holiday, and long since i meet you, and long have i been thinking about you everyday, and too long have i been foolishly hoping for something. I feel so silly sigh~

 

( I guess its just the song making me so dilamun-cinta-ish lol )

Sound straight from the twilight

Yes!

 

For days i've been searching for the song, from Hitz.fm or MTVasia.com's charts. Moreover, i even checked the votes for the upcoming chart and i browsed one song after another ( yes literally ) unless the song is clearcut some song i have heard before, or their sound / gender is a complete mismatch. Just imagine Rihana singing Colbie Calliate's songs -.- . I checked thru the web for any hints thru parts of the lyrics, which of course turned out to be a failure. Interrogated my sis and no answers as well. Just when all hopes seems to be dampened, my sis happened to browse thru some of her old songs and played THAT song! WOOTZ!

 

No idea why i get so obsessed with this song either, its just this one morning when i woke up and this song kept ringing in my head and i just couldnt shake it off for the rest of the day. Spent in a total of nearly 3 hours searching for this song man. Least my heart is at peace now haha.

 

Estrella - Stay

 

Thats the song! Stream it somewhere on the internet if its no longer embeded in my blog.

 

Well anyways, glad i could workout a BBQ party at xmas eve, and pretty excited about celebrating a friend's birthday. I really wonder will the same happened to my bday...i've missed out so much over the past few years and i somewhat disliked bdays to a small extend now. However all joys may seem meaningless if that one factor does not go according to my will, its like missing tartar sauce for a fish n' chip meal. =(

 

Whatever. Hope you enjoy the song =D. Thats it and thats all.

These days

Seriously, these few nights been...kinda fun.

 

Went out yday for some drinking till 5am+ for some emo talks.

Just came back today from MOS again, although im not very fun tonight but still managed to enjoyed my night rather than sitting in front of com.

Got some karaoke next week reserved.

Turkey feast near xmas, maybe?

 

Although theres always something missing, but least my mind was always occupied with something. Nothing much to blog about rly. Thats all.

Time is immaterial

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Who gets bowled?

SO

 

hmm, where should i start actually. Well first of all i finished my current Pre-U course ( wohoooo oh yea yea lets to strip club and have some fun woohooo omgomgomg bewbies! ) *clears throat*. So, thats basically all and here begins my long drought of boredom.

 

NOT quite. The other i had a MAJOR breakthrough - i watched a horror movie! Second time watching one, and its pretty hillarious to see people with diffrent reactions. Well i was off at PJ nearby, had a swim actually in the afternoon, met at Asia cafe with hx,sara,bren,guo and headed off for the movie Quarantine. Hx was hugging his water bottle all the time throughout the movie, sara had the biggest reaction of all and actually positioned her legs on the couch eventually, and...i didnt quite actually noticed the rest simply because theyre not in my radar.  I had to say, the movie is one hell of a horror movie. It was filmed in a very manner, the movie was somewhat like a recording, hence many suspense and foreshadowing ( oh god secondary school literature ), and they were very well done. So, i had a hard time sleeping that night.

 

That was it for the day, and i pretty much stucked at home playing World of Warcraft : Warth of Lich King, although some parts of myself were crying to go out for some fresh air. Also my GEEEEEEENTING Highland ( somehow i still cant get the spelling of GENTING ) trip was again in vain. Sigh.

 

So anyways, we went out today with a short-term-farewell for george as our agenda, drunk was i yesterday and promised sara that we'd go ice skating today, only to found out 1hour before hand that my ankle still somewhat recovering from a past injury, and i was VERY reluctant to get down in the skating boots, although they explained again and again why a skating boot wouldnt twist my ankle again. So, yeah. Sorry =P. We went bowling instead.

 

I had got to admit that a bowling centre is where you can observed many of mankind's atrocities. Few to named are...having your fingers stucked in the bowl's hole, another is having your bowl swung backwards and fell behind. ( Actually what do you call the metal shit ball? bowl? ball? i really dont know ). Least we enjoyed the afternoon. Oh, and i was the worst bowler LOL. Turned out i scored the least, for two games!

 

Had our dinner, and chat a little, and to my surprise someone mentioned i was an introvert LOL. What a shocking moment in my life lol. Whatever.

 

Pretty fun day, fxeng going penang for 1 month, sloggi going Kelantan for 1 week. No idea how goes the next week for me. Least i have to swim regularly ( weekly in fact ), and helping my parents business out. What a holiday, and just the thought of doing researching for the furthering of my studies pains me. Seriously.

 

 

 

Ouch!

Ok, i'm going to cut this short.

 

OUCH!

 

lol nah, not like that. But anyways, yesterday i went jogging. It was a plan of mines to have McD for lunch that day, then jog, and then give my car a wash. So when i was on my car reaching the park near my house, weird as it may be, i actually did not notice my steps, twisted my ankle and fell down. Worst part is when i have to WALK my way back with that twisted ankle. Frankly, i cant diffrentiate between "twisted" and a "spraint", all i knew was that it was very painful and i was not relieved of that pain untill now.

 

Only get to see a doctor  this morning, would actually look for a specialists and you know, but today's a Sunday and tomorrow's a Deepavali, great, now i kinda hate holidays. So all i got was my ankle wrapped up, and now i cant use my left leg AT  ALL! That actually means, i literally jumped around my house using my right leg, SIT my way up to my room on the 2nd storey etc etc.

 

LESSON FOR ME :

 

Yeah i could seriously run, and was trained in running 2.4km often last time, and were no where behind those ah-mak and ah-pats jogging in the park as well. But the thing is, i twisted my ankle, i couldnt get my jog done. If applied to other aspects in our lives, i would actually say - complacency kills. Yes it does, you thought you're such a brilliant student and you're able to score for many subjects easily, but at the end of the day, if i'm complacent people will still take over me. So yeah, i'll be more serious in my revision for my finals now.

 

LESSON FOR YOU :

 

Don't get turned down by all the failures in your life, if you're like those ah-mak and ah-pats, one day or another if you keep trying, you'll be able to shine like the sun. Doesnt mean you're disadvantaged, say in the field of academy, means you'll be facing failures for the fucking rest of your life! Getting an academic-wise failure, doesnt mark the end of your life or a doomsday. Keep trying, stay with your pace but put in efforts bit by bit and i'm sure you WILL overtake and succeed in your life. ( BUT  and BUT that doesnt mean you can be complacent! Its like Lester's First Law of Life lol, only if you applied my First Law of Life only can you applied the second one, just like Newton's haha...ha...ha -.-""  )

 

Yeah and did i mentioned i was a little embarassed at the park? Cuz when i was jogging my way to the park, i overtoke a guy, and when that very same guy got there, i was on the bench with my left ankle twisted and right knee injured. You have no idea how many pairs of eyes stared at me. lol. What a day. So, all my carwash plan all gone, i cant swim anymore next week and i'll get fat ( NOOOOOO ), i cant go rewatch Eagle Eye with my sis ( which is coming back tomorrow ) which i had promised her. Oh yeah did i mention my parents left me at the clinic ( fair enough, they had to rush for work ) and i drove home myself with my left ankle bandaged? Tell me i'm so amazing of a guy. LOL =D

 

 

 

No more

It is said that no two snowflakes are alike, and it is also true that no two years in your life will be the same.

 

People come and go, and like i saw the other day on my friend's MSN personal note, "By fate we meet, by choice we've became friends". Or perhaps something more, which is very one directional. It surprises me all the time how time passed by, and by a blink of an eye, i'm approaching the end of another year.

 

Alright cut all the nonsenses out.

 

I just want to say i'll miss you. Thats all.

Ha ha ha ha

Now i got a confession~

Ha ha ha ha~

...

...

...

Careful what you wishing for~

Cuz you just might get it~

Cuz you just might get it~

Cuz you just might~

 

BANG!

 

There i was, sitting in the car strucked by this pandemonium! A sudden catastrophe caught me unprepared and i was left devastated, with eyes staring blankly in front. Yes you've guessed it! I got into a car accident. ( somehow i made it sounded like its so much fun, its not really lol...actually i didnt mean to "lol" anyways )

 

So yeah i got down from my car, and really there was nothing to argue. Clearly i was the one at fault, as in why would it be his fault if he was staying still during a traffic jam, and then some car kissed his ass. I apologised, and thank god hes a malay at mid 20s, and hes not hard to deal with. Imagined what would've happen if someone came out of the car furiously and then scolds me in the middle of an expressway. Terribad. So yeah i apologised, and first thing he did after leaving his car was to take a snapshot. So i suggested that we moved further in front to talk things out since we're sorta blocking the traffic ( and yes theres only 2 lanes ). 

 

So we moved foward to a petrol station, and there goes the talking. He just prompted me the question, "how?". Well obviously i said i could, to some extend ( i'll leave the defining of "some" to some other day ) i could pay for his repairs, so long he dont report me., simply because my driving liciense is still under probation and if a report is filed, my liciense will have a high probability of facing a confiscation. Well frankly, his car had only a obvious scratch, bent a little at the back, and a car boot that cannot be opened. Mines on the other hand...was...you should just see it with your own eyes ( check below ).

 

Frankly, he wasnt that awful of a person, even joked that i was lucky to have crashed into this cheap old car instead of some others. So yeah, both of us toke snapshots of our cars. I paid him an amount of 100bucks initially ( DONT patronize me by telling me i shouldve given less, i wished i could but this aint happening. Given you in his position would you want 50 or a 100? Think again), gotten each other's contact number. Well he mentioned what should be done of this if i sorta like dissapeared into thin air if he evers need additional repair bills, my reply was just "report me then". So i continued to college.

 

THE END~

 

When I grow up~

Wana see the world~

Drive nice car~

Wana have~

 

SMOKE OUT FROM MY CAR'S ENGINE?!

 

Yeah, when i was on the way back from college, due to the accident, some damage was done to my car's radiator and caused my engine to have smokes coming out. Contacted my parents and while i was on the phone, i'd thought i could somewhat make it back cuz the smoke really aint that much. However as i drive, the meter seems to keep going up and when its approaching the red bar, i was like "ok my turn to have to stop my car on the highway just like any other cars that does that and ends up casuing a traffic jam". Well thankfully the road had 3 lanes and i aint blocking that much traffic anyways. Turned on the signal lights, and put the triangle-whatever-sign some distance behind my car, and sat inside. Yeah i would've STOOD OUTSIDE becasue it was somewhat dangerous, but it started raining.

 

Although safety's always first but somehow i'd rather sit in the car, you have no idea how much attention i paid to my rear and side mirrors for cars appraoching from my back. Well, neighbour opens a car garage, so he got me someone to toll my car. They kept emphasizing that i shouldnt let anyone toll my car except for this car-toller-whatever-name-for-the-vehicle with the carplate XXX YYYY ( haha not telling you =P ). Many other people came and asked whether i needed a toll and offered A SHIT LOAD OF GREAT SERVICES, again and again i rejected, about 4 of them. So finally he came and got my car tolled.

 

Zzzzzzz. Long way to my neighbour's garage, and another hour of waiting untill they came then only i got get a lift back home.

 

Long day, really. Lesson learnt. Like my sis said, i lost my virginity, it all falls back to "how hard and how loud" it is and everyone has their "first time". Well on the bright side, i was on my ~8years old car, knocked onto a not-so-ber-jenama-car, and i survived!

 

When i grow up~

(just so you know, thats actually a pussycat's doll's song. heh) 

 

( Below are the pics, the golden coloured vehicle is mines and the silver is my victim's car =X )

 

Quiet Silence that nobody hears

Well it just kinda scares me when this post-mock exam break is...unusually silent. Or maybe its just me always have so many voice in my head that i cant seem to get used to a moment of silence. Whatever.

 

People seem to have their own worries, their own plans and have things of their own to be done. Pretty scary when your MSN shows about 60 people online and all of them seems all so quiet and busy with something. Anyways this break been quiet, there are people making full use of it as a break, some sulking throughout this holiday over their underperformance during mocks, some actually studyin, some actually gaming, and some actually blogging and bitching about everything like me.

 

Actually i felt the presence of troubled souls way more than you know, the opposite. Don't know, just really curious what people are actually thinking at the back of their head. Are they really worried about mocks? Well because i for one would never be able to comprehend why lecturers would pass out such a tough paper and lower the average marks of all Ausmat students. Maybe because they think by lowering the internal marks, will bring about a moderation which will be marginally higher after the externals? I don't know. Are people worried about some other issues in life? I was at the verge of sanity by the way, because i was left with absolutely nothing to do. 

 

Felt some desperation for some company, yeah sounds desperate. But oh wells, i admit i cant stand loneliness that much, always feels better with someone pr anyone. I don't know, everybody seems to be holding onto their own worries and not pouring it out.

 

Nothing unusual, and nothing of the norm also. Just some predictable unpredictability of life that i would love to note it down somewhere. Blogged about this mainly because of the uneasiness i felt. Thats it and thats all.

My sassy me.

So i watched My Sassy Girl, and this movies have tons of things about love blah, and about destiny.

 

Destiny. Yeah would you actually believe in that? Fate? They all sounded the same anyways.

 

As for me i really believe in fate, as in who we met, where we end up, what did we do, what happened around us. They all have a reason for happening. Personally i've seen enough mircles in my life, trust me whenever you're down and start sulking for exams, and when i say "Miracles do happen", i really mean it because i've seen it and i've exprienced many.

 

First when i went Singapore, and the first trip i made alone when going back Singapore, i was completely clueless where i shuld be getting down when i reach thbus station in sg etc. Halfway in Johor Bahru, everyone in the bus alighted leaving me and another lady. Yes i was frantic and restless and terrified, to a small extend haha. So when i went thru the immigration centre ( Causeway Point and not Second link, and i swear thats the only time i went thru that for the course of 2 years, ad maybe another second time ) So, this lady lost in the immigration centre, and because of the traffic we had to proceed and while on the other side of the bridge. One of the staff in the bus went searching for her leaving me alone in the bus.

 

Yeah awful experience, then she finally came, with her heels broken. Amazingly she sat near me, and i noticed her taking another pair of new shoes out. She initiated a conversation with me, telling me how one day in KL she bypassed shoe repairers on the street but ignored them, but somehow got the urge to get a pair of shoes for godknow what reasons. And there was she, trying to rush to the bus and her heels broke. Later when we reached she walked me thru buildings and all the confusing paths to the nearest MT stations, 10min walk at least.

 

I used that path ever since.

I bitched about drivers not turning on car signal lights. Then one dayi was day-dreaming in car and forgotten to turn it on during a turn. Now i know why.

 

I hate drivers who drives slow, but once my mind was just somewhere else when i was driving, now i know why some drive so slow.

 

And many many more things kept happening to me and i really noticed it myself, i know i may look an entirely diffrent person from the outside all the time, with all my amplified emotions. I know...i know...

 

I get angry too easily...i laugh too easily...i frown too easily...well because grief make people crazy. I know it sounds selfish, wrong etc. "I thought i was diffrent. I thought i was strong but i'm not". I kept using the reason that i'm always so diffrent thats why i'm like that all the time. Its like a shield and i use it as an excuse all the time. Its pretty pointless most of the time, and stupid. Funny and everytime after such things happen, i felt so ever awful and like, you know the typical "how i wish i've never done that". Maybe thats part of growing up i don't know.

 

Oh and did i mention, this movie My Sassy Girl, i watched it halfway and never continued it untill today. Always thinking its going to be an awful dumbass movie...for a dumbass. Hell, miracle. I now know why...destiny made me watch this movie right now right then. See thats the reason why i love movies. Well something happened recently ( check the date and day ), and this movie had really strucked me hard. I know im all speechless now and probably and apology would never help.

 

Call me emo or whatever, that is because you refuse to sit down, flip the pages and read the storybook. Oh wells, so...hmm...sorry? "How i wished i've never done that". Maybe thats exactly why it happened. Maybe. Perhaps. I don't know.

 

 

Just something

" I know i have suffered things at the wrong place and wrong time, and i also know that what

i have been through is probably very little as compared to maybe some people.

But,

the thing is, all of us had our fair share of growing-up before,

no one deserved to be looked down and despised upon.

 

 

and because everyone had their fair share of their torturous past, everyone is shaped diffrently.

  

 

and we are to catalyse ourselves to fit best for someone. If you cant, just stay away from them.

Find a way to "click" and fit in well with other people.

 

He is who he is. I am who i am.

 

Its like a piece of puzzle, i have my unreasonable part of me, and also the tolenrant part of me"

 

Just something i said in a conversation recently.

Time flies

Yeah yeah you'll probably think im not much a diffrence as compared to some old hags sitting in some kopitiam talking about life etc. But you've got to agree with me here, time flies. AND its fast.

 

So yeah i dug my grave last year by returning from the southern-island,  and i crawled out early this year by submitting myself under the torturous hands of Ausmat staffs. Oh well, torturous it may be, it turned out to be a blessing. Another long road down my self-discovery and growing-up i have made throughout this year, pretty fruitful year i guess. Ausmat IS ending, dont deny it. Theres couple more days to my trials, and then 1 more month and it'll be out finals and there mark the end of my Ausmat.

 

Here am i, drunk with caffein, grieving about the fact that i didnt make an effort to slow things down throughout this year, so things wouldnt bypass so fast. (yeah and at this hour, 1.45am urghh).  Call me an emo-er, whatever.

 

sigh~time really flies. 1.5months more to go, i've gotta make the best out of it. Honestly, i really hate farewells, and i'm afraid of forgetting people.

 

P.S. I am a very forgeful person. That is why i am afraid of forgetting you, my dearest.

Blogs

I learnt something recently.

 

I learnt that not everything in life can be blogged, not everything in life can be mapped out on a blueprint. Some things are just best stay in our minds, that we remember it ourselves the way we want it to be, and make the best out of the memory.

 

That is my life, and that is my memory.

 

( i'll still blog but...god knows when again. we shall see )

Weeks

I don't know, these few weeks had been bad.

 

Although i did pretty well for my midyears, however there was something else in my life bugging me down. Hence my mood are always at a low tide.

 

Nothing much to blog about, really.

Summer Dream

So i went Sunway Lagoon on Thurs...

 

All i had got to say was....it was a very satisfying outing, and i was really...happy. Will always remember the sights and sounds.

Holiday

Holidays, a period of time for rest.

 

Well, come to think about it, i could really use this 1 week break after all. Although the first half of the year was not as stressful as i expected, but some things do run in my head once in a while and towards the end of my mid year Evaluation Examination, they came collectively as some sort of stress.

 

So yeah, maybe holidays arent meant to be so packed with activities and entertainment, maybe they were meant to serve as a time for reflection, a time to get back on track. Get all the focus back, set another realistic target and set out for it again. Also, shaking myself off those unrealistic dreams and desires, because seriously, some of them really aint going to happen. Of course, i am really exhausted of it as well.

 

I need to get more sleep as well, face's been severely infested with pimples due to the overwhelming stress coming from exams and the adrenaline rush. Need to catch a breath as well. Maybe i could get a day and tidy up my room, study desk, and get my car washed. Cant afford to break the monthly routine, really....

 

 

 

 

 

yeah...i should really take a break off everything. Sometimes, not having the need to care for anything in life is good for our soul.

 

bla bla bla

 

# If you choose not to turn your signal lights on when switching lanes on expressways, i would do all that i am capable of to annoy you and make sure you will not succeed in switching lanes ( yes that include speeding and pressing my car horn )

 

# You would, at all time, take your own sweet time choosing what dish for dinner at a mixed rice stall. That includes standing there for a centuary deciding whether to take another small piece of meat, or another drop of curry sauce. Oh of course, you would also jump queue.

 

# I like yogurts, with banana cubes inside.

 

# I like a refrigerator so fully stocked with orange juices, yougurt & yougurt drinks and of course, Yakult.

 

# I like swimming

 

# My graph of knowing of you against friendliness is not proportional. So pls do not mistaken me as a loner etc.

 

# I need a new pair of shades in my car, badly.

 

# Yeah i renewed my World of Warcraft subcription. Its the only game around that i like ( yes PS2 and rest of the computer games, bye! Oh except for Starcrft 2 and Diablo 3 ). So instead of casting myself into this realm of immense boredom, i continued the game. Yes i know you have lots of comments there, and i dont need to hear them nor knowing them. Its my life, i dont fucking care about your fucked up comments, go and comment on every single person's life and at the end of the day, you're the one not having a life.

 

# Yes, and i am VERY VERY sick of people telling me what should i do exactly in my life. and cant seem to shut the fuck up.

 

# I am ganking anf farming every single horde i see in the game, yeah i want you to slam your keyboard.

 

# I wish theres some sort of pills that, could kept you fed for the whole day with just one tablet.

 

# IN ADDITION to action movies and fantasy, i like chickflicks.

 

# Yes i am having applicable maths exam tomorrow, and im slacking now. So what?

 

Snake!

 

Nothing much recently really, just that i bought myself a Razer Krait gaming mouse today.

 

 

FInal Fantasy 13

See it for yourself.

 

 

..and wow i've got so many games i want to play now. Kingdom Hearts 3...Final Fantasy : Crisis Core...Final Fantasy 13...Devil May Cry 4...Starcraft 2...*drools*

Perfect

Prefect. Yeah, that came into my mind this morning when i was driving.

 

So i was thinking, what exactly is perfect? And who is it to decide whether is it perfect?

 

Personally, perfect is something when everything you have expected are fulfilled, and nothing unpleasant happened. Yes, you saw the italics, perfection, in my opinion falls back to your personal expectations on something.

 

Say you're out on a date with a guy ( somehow i got a feeling only girls read blogs, therefore my address to girls lol ), you'd expect him to get you a bouquet of flowers at the end of the day, dine in a classy restaurant and him settling the bills, and maybe some shopping with you, and off you both go back to each other's home. So there you go on your date with your checklist, and one after another have been fulfilled. Nothing went wrong. So, can i say your date is perfect? Yes, it is. ( and NO i am not letting you to answer a NO )

 

Alright, but on the very same date, the guy bought you a dress, brought you for some dessert tasting, and toke you to a hill and spend the whole night afterwards gazing at the star and do some sweet talk. IS IT still prefect? YES! Now,

 

Your boyfriend has a well built body, handsome, has a good career, kind, understanding. Sounds perfect?

Ok now, in addition to that, hes lovely, romantic, cheeky, sporting, smart, clever, sexy, hot, has a big long *ehem*...is he perfect? yes!

 

Well my point is that, this "perfect" thing is a standard set by you. Theres no measure to perfection, and theres no one out there who would tell you what is perfect for you, and YOU complaining about your IMPERFECT life, is thus an utmost bullshit. Ok not exactly a bullshit, made that comment because i was somewhat at a boiling point lol. You see, you know it and we know it, we all want more, and more and more and

 

GIMME GIMME MORE~GIMME GIMME~

 

OKAY lets not get sidetracked. It is our endless desires and greedy that causes that. We are never feeling content with the things we have now, we always want more, and much more. and

 

GIMME GIMME MORE~ GIMME GIMME~

 

EHEM *clears throat*. So how about this, you ask for less things in your life, so that all the things you have asked for are all fulfilled. So, tell me, why isnt you life any near perfection then? Yes i know although sometimes shits do happen, but life's isnt going to get any much much more imperfect due to that occasional shit right?

 

No reservation

( pls have the music fully streamed before reading this, trust me, it makes a hell lot of diffrence with music playing while you're reading this. and do not read anything before the music plays! =D )

(edited 12 june, 1900h - the music has been changed. however its still available at       http://h1.ripway.com/Icesylvs/ZoeKateWatchVideo.mp3     )

 

So i watched No reservations, again. And i must really say you're one hella a dumbass if you don't reserve 2hours of your entire life for this fantastic movie. Genre of this movie will be romance, and its very very touching and meaningful.

 

Came across a dialogue in the movie, and imma gonna quote it right here because its simply so meaningful.

 

"i wish there was a cookbook for life, you know, and the recipe telling us exactly what to do.

I know...I know...you're gonna say how else can we learn."

 

"hmm no. i actually wasnt gonna say that. you wanna guess again?"

 

"no no, go ahead"

 

"what i was gonna say was...you know it better than anyone. Its the recipe you've created yourself that are the best. "

 

Well, i guess what i've learnt from this movie is that, your life is yours to live and life's really unpredictable. Its the mere predictable unpredictability of life that we all should enjoy, come rain or shine, just let things happen, maybe you'll feel much better not...caring for something sometimes. If things turn up unpredictable, or not as you had expected. its not something wrong. Life's is never a thing about "i never done this" or "i never done that", life's not something to be bound by rules and regulations.

 

So...you there. Do me a favor today. Do something...diffrent today, not something big. Just something small and diffrent. Take a break off your studies...drop by 7-11 purposely for an ice-cream...water the plants...go out for some fresh air. For those who chose to stream my blog's music fully, you've just done something diffrent. So, how do you feel now? =D

 

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Ok, so i watched 27 Dresses, AGAIN, i just finished the ENTIRE movie at 10.15pm now. I'm sorry but you guys should really know i LIKE movies, drama and acting etc...especially movies with romance as their genre ( how often you find guys with that sorta interest? Well, look outside your window now, its a blue moon hanging in the skies now ).  I would contantly repeat myself with the lines from the movie's script, i would try out their expression in front of the mirror a lot. Yeah i really do. So i came across another line in the movie that is very very meaningful, and i think i mentioned it somewhere before...

 

"Why do you wanna be me when you get to be yourself?"

 

Yeah, you heard what i just said, and im pretty sure you get the message im trying to pass to you. Weird as it may be, but to be frank if i were to really go for the things i like, that would be drama. And my ambition? actor, and a chemistry lecturer, at least for now. On a serious note, yeah.

 

Things girls need to know about guys

Yes, things tha..t...girls....need.....to..kn...ow....about...guys...or..m...e...

 

ANYWAYS

 

I saw this Facebook Group, "60 things girls need to know about guys", so am just picking up few thats really relevant to me lol.

 

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

(oh yes i think of YOU everynight before i go to sleep)

 

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him

(not exactly EVERYTHING but i will do something at least to get YOUR attention)

 

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
(who doesnt)

 

11. Guys get jealous easily.
(maybe its just me)

 

17. Guys are very open about themselves.
(at least for me)

 

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

(100% true for me)

 

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

(applicable to certain people only, however i mean it at times, too bad you just have to guess)

 

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.
(LOL yes!)

 

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
(i couldnt agree more on that)

 

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

(or slapping harder on the arm, yes you know who am i talking about. "shut up~")

 

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

(thats definitely so true!)

 

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to talk to.

(am i shy? lol)

 

60. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

(quite true...but that applies for guy friends as well for entertainment =X )

 

Lastly, if your sight kept crossing with mines, means...*hint hint*...ya know =D

 

 

 

 

 

Sky and its Thundering Farts

So it was yesterday's news to be typed today, but no matter!

 

So, yesterday i had my EALD(P) subject's play, and it was graded. It was a blast, even though we forgot our lines, my devil's horn dropped etc. Least we got it done, in 13minutes! Well we'd thought our play would be too short which would get us penalized. It rained, and it was a real heavy downpour, and we couldnt shake the dialogues in the first Act of our play out from our heads. "Shut the door son!". Well previously in the morning we watched a YouTube video in the class as well on how to do rave dance, theres one move that looks as if you're doing some laundry, its shaking your ass up&down and "brushing" something. So our friend did that move due to ranging hormones, without realizing that our EALD tearcher was there. There you go, joke of the day. Oh did i mention his ass was facing right at her face? haha

 

So, it was raining very heavily there in my college, all the corridors were flooded. ( yes, FLOODED. moreover, we were at the balcony level and yes there ARE classes on the "balcony level" ).  The all anxious Ms.Ruma was rushing here and there just to make sure her students did not slipped. Afterwards, one of my friend left and the other was waiting for me to give him a lift back home. Borrowed an umbrella...ella...ella...e...e...rushed to my car in this stormy evening. Of course i got drenched, and drove my car out from the college's parking using the alternate exit which is near the back gate. Parked my car near the DEANS illegally under a shelter, rushed to my friend and escaped safely =D.

 

So after i gave my friend a lift, WOW traffic jams everywhere! Flash floods were in every part of KL. I was attempting to take the LDP expressway back home, only to changed my mind after stucked in a jam in the same BIG YELLOW BOX for at least 15minutes. Turned back to college and attempted NKBE expressway, and changed my mind after seeing the jams and stucked in a godamn place for about 30min after making the detour.

 

Yes i was banging my head to my steering, turning my steering violently and smashing my face to the window due to frustrations. Oh man, did i mention that my mobile phone's battery died completely? Means i could not turn it on at all! After going through all the alternatives i have, which includes making my way to my dad's office at Amcorp Mall ( lets talk about that when I exit Subang in the first place ), raiding my friend's house, park in a dark corner of the street and sleep in the car, i decided to go Sunway Pyramid...ALONE!

 

So i had Subway at Pyramid for dinner. I TRIED to shop for a new pair of swimming goggles and swimwear, but failed miserebly due to lack of....god what? Courage? lol. IN ADDITION to that, i was lacking in cash and i could not locate a godamn UOB ATM Machine to do some cash withdrawal at all! Oh yes, seems that none of the staffs in Sunway Pyramid has an idea where an ATM machine can be found.  So after spending some 1hour in Pyramid, i decided to take my leave. OH! Petrol's running low due to this horrible jam, so i'll pump some petrol on my way back.

 

In the radio it goes Pricillia Patrick ( sincerest apologies if i mispelled your name ), host for Shell Time Saving Traffic, saying something like traffic jam is some everyday routine for some people, but not you! You plan ahead, choose the right time and righr route to avoid them, then follow by the Time Saving Traffic itself. " Yo yo wassup you're listening to Time Saving Traffic, brought to you by Shell. Pump 30 Ringgit at Shell, and stand a chance to win over 1 million kilometres weekly". i know it sounds insane but if im not mistaken, thats what being said. She carried on after that advertisement and report that its pretty pointless to make your trip to any petrol stations. What...was...argh?!

 

Did not believe that untill i saw it with my own eyes. EVERY single gas stations are swarmed with cars. But...why? Petrol price increase again. Now, my car's full tank would cost me RM80. Thank god i made it back home even though my petrol's running out. Phew, what a long day. Left a note "mom, pump my WIRA if you want before 12. Im sleeping cucz im tired". Oh guess what? Meter's still at F ( or E i forgot...gosh! ) this morning, so i still had to pump it myself. Yes, you've guessed it! I was staring furiously at the meters at the pumps this morning, and also my car's petrol meter.

 

Well this morning was kinda hillarious, because almost every driver friend of mines was bitching about the petrol's price. Funny, some joked that he never drove so slow in his entire life before ( and was at 40 or 50km/h lol ), and another was saying every time he laid his foot on the acceleration paddle, its a another cut on his heart. I'm burning another 80cents! lol.

 

Thats all about it i guess. Oh, and i had a dream just now, i was at a bar disco, and i saw one of the rumored pair of lover in my AUSMAT, giving each other french kiss. A very passionate one. Something highly unexpected, cuz they're childlike IRL. Kinda funny when i thought of it again after i woke up. lol.

 

( *gasping for air* finally im done typing )

Coffee anyone?

I have this very bad habit, its a tendancy to "rush" things.

 

If i got back from college and i have

 

#1 Open the door

#2 Get my bag down

#3 Lock my car

#4 Drop my bag on my desk

#5 Get my water bottle up and wash it

#6 Empty my pockets ( yes my handphone and wallet )

#7 Have my dinner

#8 Wash all utensil

#9 Clean the table

#10 Empty trash bin and dispose them outside

#11 Collect all my laundry and have them nicely folded

#12 Get the newspaper alligned 90 degree on the living hall

#13 Turn out the gate. car porch, living hall lights

#14 Shower

#15 Get my"calender" book updated with all the homeworks

 

on my to-do list. i'll usually rush things. No idea why i do that but yeah. Today s a bit diffrent tho, cuz afetr my 7th item in my to-do list, a cup of coffee actually came in and chill things up a little. The coffee's aroma is simply soothing, really. Its like drugs lol ( in fact i think i am addicted to it =X ).

 

Funny, and usually i only get to settle down once i get them all done, and thats usually when you see me checking my hotmail inbox...facebook...friendster...and maybe blogging. Then some MSN chats and i'll waste all precious time stoning in front of the com till late night and sleep.

 

I know this is irrevelant, but really, i love coffee! Its like a gentle massage with all the aroma oil, followed by a SPA treatment etc etc etc.

 

Lesson of the story : take a break sometimes, its good for your soul. Be it during your hectic working schedule or the busy homework revising for an examination. Take a break at times, watch some TV etc. Like the chinese idiom, 休息是为了走更`长远的路. ( zomgawdwtfbbq *gasps* first chinese characters to appear on lester's blog! wow!) translation? a break is required so that you could travel more miles.

 

Life...sucks? lol

Yeah you heard me previously saying that life's great. Life sorta sucks now lol, however im still in a good mood.

 

I fell sick today lol ( so much for Beach day...urghh ). So for the first time in 2008, i got myself a MC! wow!

Life's good!

Life's great! really! at times.

 

In college you had fun with friends, then you go for chemistry lab assesment, and did decently well for it. Went swimming afterwards, during a windy weather.

 

Drove back home from college. Stucked in a heavy downpour, but its all good! Means i could go for McDonald Drive-Thru! Also a reward for keeping up the swimming routine.

 

On my way back, sorta didnt notice a pile of water and drove over it. Kinda fun!  ( and dangerous i know =P ) and i was laughing out loud in the car for no reason over this matter.

 

Got back home, shirts all got drenched due to the heavy downpour, nah but its all good.

 

Had my nice McD meal, and downloading of the movie What Happens in Vegas is near completion ( woops! ).

 

Sometimes ( yes i know life just suck at times, but sometimes its great! so don't give up the good times when its bad! ) life is just great. The simplicity of life is the key to happiness, and enjoy the details of life! Also be thankful we're free from earthquakes and hurricanes =D.

My addiction

After 2 years and 10 months, i can finally shake the addiction off me.

The addiction of World of Warcraft. When my subcription ended last night...i somewhat felt...a sense of relief.

Dreams

As the word suggests itself. The wonderful and intriguing part is where...in many dreams, often the needs and wants of your life that was wished in real life, was relfected in the dream, and sometimes achieved.

 

I toke a nap, woke up at 8pm. ( yes i am FULLY aware theres applicable math assesment tomorrow ) had my dinner and now its 8.35pm. I couldnt help it but to have that dream i had to be written down somewhere, so i guess blog is THE ideal place, since thats where you put all your daily boring stuffs there.

 

Before anything, theres only 1 dream i have remembered for life, and want to remember it for life, and im not telling ya! ( *face palm*) Good, so this dream has a very weird setting, which is...in my bedroom ( oh noes! ), involves couple of people around but theres this person which is the icon of that dream, let call that mysterious person ( to you, not to me ), SinX.  So i was in my tiny bedroom, and swimming inside. Yes, somehow my bedroom could fit in an OLYMPIC sized pool! So as you all kow ( maybe not all ), i liked swimming and there goes me inside swimming with couple of my buddies around. Oh shoot...im starting to forget the dream..oh noes! hurry! before it vanishes!

 

oh SinX suddenly appeared on my messy un-made bed ( did i mention my bed is right next to the swim pool? lol ). SinX just sleeps on my bed and just stay aslept. Of course the usual bitchy me gave that WTF-look at SinX but did not question about SinX from my buddies. Lotsa things happen ( forgive me for being old and senile, i AM forgetting the story already ), like a leaking pipe next to the bed connecting to the swim pool, it burst open and drenched the bed and SinX but funny thing is SinX stay aslept.

 

Thats not the point reallly, the point is that no matter what happened around SinX, SinX seems not to be bothered. I had a birthday party downstair even ( that birthday is totally irrelevant...oh wait, not exactly. Its a big and fun birthday with many many many friends...which...nvm lets not go into that ). Its like a 2 or 3 days long dream, but i can always felt SinX's sorrow there lying on MY bed ( of which i did not sleep for that 2 or 3 days ).

 

So then i finally found a note or something. It goes something like this, SinX's soulmate is sentenced to lifetime imprisonment, and i remember seeing something about the date 31st, forgot the month but i remember very fontly about 31st...OH YES! Its not a lifetime imprisonment, but a...life...time...impri...sonment...and that SinX's soulmate is free from imprisonment on the 31st of XXXmonth and XXXyear? I dont get it, in this dream, someone sentenced to a lifetime imprisonment...can be released some day before his death. funny eh. So anyways...now this is the touching part ( to me )...

 

SinX chooses to stay asleep until that soulmate of SinX's free from imprisonment.

 

I know it sounds crappy...but throughout the whole dream, i kept hearing SinX's weeping, from within the heart. Very, very, very sorrowful tears. From a completely broken heart. Never felt so ever pitiful for anyone a long time, and i just felt it again. I will hence leave YOU to connect my dream to what i have mentioned earlier about what a dream is ( according to Dr. Chew's BullToyota dictionary's definition and not OX-FORD ).

Great White Sharks

OH

MY

GOD!

 

Check out the video below. Watch it, FIRST!

  

 

Arent Great Whites a wonder to the world? Theyre predators residing at the top of the food chain! (whales, bye!) Untill now im still deeply intrigued by their behaviours etc. Where do they migrate in which season, how they mate (is there even a mating season for these sharks?), how large in size can they get? ZOMGAWD! I really wish one day National Geographic Channel would give me a free trip, out of the blues (i think i heard such phrase before...), to somewhere on Earth which i could watch this magnificent creatures in real life action or close-up!

 

*drools*

 

So beautiful

Seriously.

 

Another name, another struggle.

 

Another ironic thing is i have always adviced people to have confidence in themselves all the time etc, in fact i think i'm the one lacking the most confidence in some aspects of my life. 

 

Also in some aspects of my life, to give up and to let it go is really what i tell myself most of the time.

 

"one more thing , one less thing". So people, be glad you have one weakness in your life, because you have strength that other people do not posses.

Sushi Equation

This is weird.

 

So i toke a nap this afternoon, and in the dream, i was told that when i wake up there'll be mixed rice, Miso Soup, and Unagi Sushi for dinner.

 

uhhh...wtf? and...

 

when i woke up, this equation kept popping over my head.

 

y = sin^2 ( x )

 

y = 1 - cos^2 ( x ),    let cos ( x ) = unagi sushi

 

y = 1 - ( unagi sushi )^2

 

HELP! Why is that equation still hovering over my head even untill now?! arghh!

The past and present

Yeah, the past and present.

 

Come to think about it, the "ME" back in Msia now and the "ME" back then in Singapore is so much happier. It was after all a right choice made by me, and after that 3 months+ break i toke last year, yeah i'd say its all worthwhile now.

 

I have a goal, well not exactly a goal but, as in i know what is needed to be done in my life and i will do it.

I have the freedom i want, although i have to get involve with traffic jams half an hour a day, but its really a fair trade, i like it this way now, and i get to sing out loud in the car.

I have buddies that are generally a year younger than me and...yeah...just friends and friends, no whatsoever malice intentions. (yes, i still openly bitch in front of them all the time lol )

I get to laugh once again as i did in standard 6 in primary school, yes, mad laughters everyday.

 

i got myself a life, yeah. Laugh at me being a loser of not being able to cope with Singapore's lifestyle, but i'll laugh harder at you not knowing how to enjoy your life and have to bear with that torment.

 

"Its not the years in your life that counts, but the life in your years"

 

 

Heres my swimming pool

Its here! My swimming pool's here!

 

So i got to swim for Thursday and Friday. Gosh, never felt so good in a while. For those sad loners mout there, facing stress everyday, i'd reckon you take a break and swim ( and exercize, not there to dip your feet in the water ). Oh did i mention the early morning sun-tan? its the best. Until know i still have no whatesoever idea on why do i like to swim.

 

AND...

 

Im stopping World of Warcraft! isnt that just great a news to y'all! Its expiring on May 23rd, and im not going to extend my subcription. Anyways, please do me a favor, if you catch me playing World of Warcraft after that, please point your middle finger out to me and exclaimed "FUCK YOU". Well, as far as i know i see no point in playing such a godamn screwed game, so am putting my very best effort to fend off this stupid game out from my life. Just hope that i will not succumb to temptations ( at least untill World of Wacraft : Wrath of Lich King comes out, which will probably be another half a year at least )

 

its 4pm now. Guess i'll take nap ( yes i know theres a project due on this coming Monday and an assesment for Applicable Mathematics this Thurs, but...who cares lol  )

 

Oh ya, and why are you guys making a big deal out of my calender planner? =D its just a godamn calender, just that guys are hardly that organized and im the exception =P

wheres my swim pool?

ok, so

 

I went for swimming at 2.15pm today, well actually it only opens at 3pm according to the college 's guidebook, so i tried to sneak in earlier simple because i dont want to waste another 45min waiting for it. so

 

I went to the pool, and..URGHH! Of all people, its a bunch of AUSMAT-ians there playing cards by the bench. god. so yeah, i asked why were they here ( not really a valid question tho, i mean c'mon who ask questions as those  in this situation ), said they were chilling out? and i was bombarded by the same question i threw at them. so

 

"swimming" they laughed. well they sorta didnt believe i was really out here to swim. so i changed into my swimming gears and came out of the shower room. and this cleaner over the other side of the pool said no, no way. so obviously frustrated, i went back and changed back to my normal clothings and approach that cleaner. so

 

i asked. "isnt it 3pm? its just slightly earlier". he corrected me. its 4PM! i was...urghh! this sunshine is best for sun-tanning and i'll be missing this chance again? oh!  Well actually, previously, i noticed the notice board at the swimming pool saying its open at 4pm only, but i insist its 3pm, according to the godamn guidebook. so

 

i went back to the bunch of AUSMAT-ians chilling out there and chat a little, bitching a little how i got the time mixed blablabla. and...and...and...and....also...and...and...also....URGHHH! ARGHHHH! so

 

yet another day of dissapointment.

Narcissism

Yeah, the title says it all. i'm just being perasan blablabla yadayada...BUT STILL...

 

I mean, c'mon, how often when you look at someone, you found out that the person's eyes are all fixed on you and immediately divert away when discovered? ( yes pls dont argue that, i have to look at the person in the first place to notice that.)

 

How often you noticed someone's actually looking at you when you're in a big lecture hall? (yes DO YOU KNOW that eyes sparkle exceptionally bright when two person's sights are connected? lawl )

 

Yes, i know you're with your head supported with your hand on the desk now and leaning on your chair reading this, and you'll probably go "yeah yea whatever!" or "gosh...does Lester posses a mirror? he really needs to take a good look of himself and lower his self-esteem a lil, cuz its all too sky-rockting! urghh!".

 

lol. oh c'mon, why take away the last bit of happiness away from my life? not exaclty the very last bit of it, but...you know. unless you feed on people's misfortune and soooo into sadism.

 

ANYWAYS...

 

#1 My car hit the road divider a lilttle today when i was driving. woops! who cares, its an 8 years old car =X

 

#2 i washed my car yesterday early evening. it rain in the late evening. so i got it all dried up and wiped, again. guess what? its raining now again. urghh!

 

#3 i dont get it, why is it that everytime i cook my Maggie Chicken Flavoured instant noodle in the microwave, it always spilled out? its not THAT filled with soup anyways. gosh.

 

#4 yeah, someone told me that i have very unique personality today. i was glad to hear that and i carried on with a demonstration of the proudness of my UNIQUE  personality, "yes, i like britney spears a lot". /jaw drops

 

#5 i got a new cool door for my room! it looks like hotel room now! wootz

 

 

 

words

So i watched the movie 27 Dresses on DVD yesterday and i just rewatched it today.

 

I don't know man, i felt quite the same as her in the movie a lot. As in, many times i've got so much words and thoughts and feelings i want to pour out, but all i could do is just turn away and act out a face.

 

Yeah...guess thats all. anyways get the music loaded as well, "Be Here Now" by Ray LaMontagne.

Boiling Point

So i'm just curious,

 

How'd you guys know how to annoy people so well?

 

You just HAVE to commit some atrocities in your life, be it intentionally or not, you just have the means to turn someone's blood to its boiling point!

 

What is wrong with you all? You've been spending nearly 2 decade on this third rock from the Sun and you are telling me now you have no what sort of any idea how the Earth rotates and how the society runs? You guys are horrible you know!

 

From not being able to diffrentiate between an insult and an advice, to not understanding the importance of giving a person the fullest convenience when you're requesting a favor off him, and unloading shit load of questions which i cannot even answer and still keep them bombarding at me despite all my effort to convey the message that "i don't know" to you, and also the stubborness and the loud tone you're using when i'm trying to explain something in a very nice manner.

 

GOD! C'mon! Are you all taking my kindness all too granted, and have clinched the peak that is on top of my head? Again and again i questioned myself, am i exercizing very little control over my own temper. However things such as these kept happening to me and i don't see that "bestowed" upon the rest of the population around me. So when i got all boiled up, i had to carry the blame for being too hot-tempered etc. I mean seriously, wtf?

YouTube Awards 2007

For once, ok fine, maybe twie, i would actually take my stance here and asked that you spent at least THIRYTY minutes, viewing the following videos posted below. You will be enlightened on which of the categories the follwing videos posted below is for the youTube Awards 2007. ( Well, frankly, those below are only the ones falling under my preference.) For more info, pls check out

 

(ok the thing is, after some thoughts, i had all the YouTube embeded videos removed. pls surf the website stated below, trust me its very

convenient and fast there.)

 

http://www.youtube.com/ytawards07

 

 

Comedy

 

-Let me borrow that top-

(as suggested, a comedy with lesbians inside, and how he went crazy about that pretty old friend of "hers" with that cute top)

 

 

-Potter Puppet Pals in "The Mysterious Ticking Noise"-

(Harry potter...snape...snape...and pls, fellow harry potter fans, dont hold grudge against this guy who came up with this "musical")

  

 

-David Blaine Street Magic Part 3-

(well you know who David Blaine is, just that his tricks and spells are a lot more kickass now)

 

 

  

 

 - PARIS IN JAIL: The Music Video -

( You know who paris, and how she end up in jail. i think this girl here can be a better Paris, really.)

  

 

Commentary

 

- Chris Crocker - LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE! -

(I'm Mrs. Oh My God that britney shameless~you want a piece of me~i'm Mr. Oh-my-god-i-hide-under-my-blanket-and-weep-for-mrs-oh-my-god-that-britney-shameless)

 

  

 

Creative

 

- How to paint the MONA LISA with MS PAINT -

( i really had my jaws widely opened throughout the entire duratio of this clip )

  

 

- How We Met -

(fantastic, i'm bad at describing whats this video about, but, just take a look even for the first 10sec, you'll love it)

  

 

Short Film

 

- My Name is Lisa -

( Very very touching, this video has my no1 vote )

  

 

- Doll Face -

( pls, finish the video before you had it paused halfway and decided its a crap video. You'll find it very inspiring )

 

 

- Black Button -

  ( same as Doll Face, just pls finish the video )

 

Adorable

 

- Laughing Baby -

( yes, cute, end of my comments)