Shower

Well i didnt get that but i'm pretty sure the land my home sits on did. 

 

Weather's kinda nice and moody as well, brings back some memories. Also reminded me of myself last year, and i'm exactly on the same situation now and comitting the exact same mistakes again. Can't help it sometimes, humans are not flawless.

 

So yeah, a little sloppy tonight. Should probably catch an early rest and clear my brain off those miseries. Laters all.

Left here to bleed

Finally i watched movie / spent money untill the point where i have to declare Ramadan for myself for entertainments as well - a time to fast from movies and overspending my money. Went movie the other with my bestest hannah-montanah-rangers, and then headed to Jan's house with Sean there for steamboat. Then followed by a lot of chatting and "patching". Gamers would probably get what i said.

 

And here am i studying for structures, last min revision for tomorrow's exam.

 

Something's coming and something's missing; and something felt like a forever as well.

 

Ordinary days really, except the fact that we're really behind time for our structure project. Oh and i went shopping the other, got myself a grey jeans and a grey shirt and a white t-shirt. Cool beans. Although i probably need to make a trip back because when i'm trying my new jeans in their fitting room, all i did was check for my waist and completely forgotten about the length of my jeans, which is too long and need to make some amendments to shorten it so i wont have to fold it twice everytime i wear it.

 

This morning while waiting for my friend to come pick me up, i was watching Discovery Channel and they were talking about pheromones etc.

 

 

Well i guess the conversation suggests a lot of pheromones, its something running on our body and its one kind of scent that attracts a certain people, and that could poosibly be the major factor for all the "love" going around, putting it at layman's term, our genes are responsible for love. So i'm just curious, are lesbians and gays...peoples with their smell receptor mixed up and hence their different sexual orientation? If so would gene therapy provide a solution, or rather a pathway to readjusting their sexual orientation? Interesting topic thats worth putting a brief thought into it.

 

Figures.

New Soul

Our souls do get worn out due to all the workload and stress, so sometimes it needs to breathe.

 

Its just that at some point of time during your education life you will have everything clogged up like a pipe, and you just seem to be unable to carry foward with your life. That is what exactly happening to me right now.

 

Chemistry Lab Report.

Chemistry Tutorial.

Structures Project.

Electric Lab.

Structure Tutorial.

Structure Test next week.

 

But hey, you just need to sit down and defragment all your workloads, and then the pipe will just naturally unclog itself. Either that or let time do the trick. So yeah i think i shouldnt stain my soul with too much agony and stress, and rather embrace life and take this hectic schedule as a challenge.

 

Its all going to get well pretty soon, i can get my chem report done tomorrow. Tutorial during second break or during lecture. Structure project is fine, we just need to sort out the buckling/yield test only. Test is fine so long i finish this and last week's tutorial this weekend. Electric lab is fine too! Because everyone i knew and everyone they knew couldnt finish the lab either, so i shouldnt be so worried if i cant! And then i can look foward to this Sat for movies!

 

And lastly,

 

I would really like to freeze my time right here. because everything is just near perfection for me now.

Love + Hate Rojak

Seriously, sometimes you'll bump into a situation where you dont know whether to hate or thank a friend. Usual bitchy and demanding me called Guo and asked him to email me the soft copies of tutorials from the campus computer ( which i could've done it today when i have the time? lol ) and he sorta walked back into library and did it for me, and sent me this

 

 

 

with that middle finger as title. Really made me smiled and shook my head at the same time. Its ok, you're still and ass LOL.

A different kind of pain

So i was bored, and i heppened to check out my friend's note that has me tag. The typical quiz thing about self-discovery through a series of questions. Link's  http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx. So i did and series of answer came out, one that i have to agree is the followed one

 

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

 

Which is like BAM, wow to a moderate extend it says about me ( although those answers are fashioned to be very generic, like horoscopes and hence readers always find it applicable to them ). And i figured out maybe thats why i always have my calender with me, to keep track of things. Anyways, i saw an advertisement in the cinema, and its pretty damn hillarious and good.

 

 

Enjoy!

Feeling cottons

Today is a day that i'm feeling like i'm stuffed with cottons. Heart's feeling are so puffy and fluffy. Had too many feelings intertwine with each other that untill one point of time i couldnt even think straight at all. And then i went "pms-ing" a little because of that and then felt guilty for all the friends who caught in the mild-wildfire. "Is it too late to say, i'm sorry, to you?" i really wonder.

 

Maybe i'm oversensitive, which i am. And maybe i should just stop overthinking.

extra-ordinary

A life of the ordinary or one of the extraordinary? Sometimes its hard to make that one choice and both side seems to have grass of equivalent goodness. My dad pointed out something, something along the line like sometimes you wished you were more ordinary and less famous, every step you toke out from your very doorstep is a danger lurking somewhere. Well anyways just a diary of various happenings.

 

Watched The Proposal with the Hannah-Montanah-Rangers + Jin. Sadly we were a little late and we refused to get the upmost front seat, so we got two sets of couple seats, in the non-couple seats column.

 

Got a weird "Bye!!!" sms from Jia Hao, a recently reunited primary sch classmate, and toke me a full couple of minutes to realized hes texting that to me because hes leaving to Aus simply because classes are resuming.

 

Met a bunch of few other primary classmates which hadnt seen them for a straight 8 years. One at MidValley and another a steak house near kepong. We all agreed it was Facebook who brought us back together.

 

Became the laboratory-rat for our Electric quiz, sacrificed 2 of my attempts. However i got a full 100% eventually all because of the magical sheet of paper they'd called answer. Its circulating around engineering students like a freaking Monash leaflet. /shrugs

 

Went Jan's house with Sean and Guo because we have a 4 hour break ( damn the chem lecture replacement ). Only to find out that of all 3 com, none of them have L4D.

 

Failed to get a G.I.Joe movie gang going this week, and found out Guo had a bad cough, Jin and TianHui to somewhat fell ill a little. On top of that, another email from Monash alerting that someone been CONFIRMED to be contracted with H1N1 virus on 7th August. Geez!

 

Didnt swim for one week, and already feeling the tummy.

 

Installed L4D in my computer, was somewhat afraid to play alone. Another is that the fact that i think the game is "unclean", hence it occasionally & randomly boots me out of the game or simply not responding.

 

Was going to photocopied my friend's Chemistry lecture notes, but procrasination and forgetfulness toke control of me. What to do~ guess i'll just pass it back to him tomorrow lol.

 

Finally got the movie X-Men Origins - Wolverine downloaded. Somewhat didnt have that interest to watch it yet, perhaps i remembered the movie in such detail that i could rewatched it base on my memory?

 

Blogging now and staring at the vacuum cleaner machine. Its my monthly routine to vacuum the entire house twice. Also the cloths hanging outside that are suppose to be collected in and be folded. Hmm, lets give it another 10min then only i'll get my ass moving. Lol lazy me.

 

So ever lazy to install my printer, its almost a month since i last reformatted my computer and still, printer is a pain in the ass to be installed/configured/updated so my driver wont keep alerting me with error messages.

 

Made a promise to myself that i must get the swimming ID done next week, so guilt and insecurity would not haunt me whenever i visit the Sun-U residence swimming pool and trepass with my already-one-year-expired swimming ID card.

 

Just turned back and close the glass door of my book closet. Just cant stand untidiness sometimes.

 

Thinking of the poosibility of me missing out anything interesting that should be blogged about now.

 

Guess not. Alrighty, thats it and thats all =D