Home or not

Just had a conversation with my mom, and i cant shake the feeling off that i actually wanted to tell her

 

"Just go away and leave me alone already"

 

for the entire course of the conversation. Then i recalled seeing my friend kissed his mom every morning before leaving his house. Also friends who prefer to stay home most of the time rather than going out, dining with their families everyday, so then i could already draw a clear distinction between myself and people like them.

 

Its different, our lifestyles. I had dinner outside alone all the time. I came back home 8-9pm+ and still find house's in darkness and empty most of the time. I dont talk to my parents much, am always in this isolated world of mines.

 

I have too much of something called independence. Can you see the negativity in it now?