Alrighty people, here i am telling you this - i am really fucking sick of my life. Dont be fooled by all the demonstrations of optimism, the fact is that i have been struggling with that goddamn bloody A lvl which inflicted so much agony in my life, and those stress were so fucking uneccessary. really.
Finally i have some Nationla Day holiday, which it stretched from Wed to Fri, includind Sat and Sun, i have some 5 days holiday to rest and chill out ad cath up with homeworks. BUT NO! This life's a bitch and that fate is really an assshole to have EVERYTHING against me.
Wednesday, have to wake up early, go to school exactly the same time, went for some lame celebration, then have to go out with my Chinese CUltural Society ( which involved drama only ) and we have to bring a bunch of Indonesian exchange students for a cultural tour, because our club name said so. ALRIGHT i went out untill 3pm, came back, and was very tired and I spend most of the time resting and sleeeping.
Woke up today, Thursday on 12pm. Guess what? At 1.30pm my hostel having a sports carnival. YEA YEA although our house was used to be some "loser house" however we clinched the champion for this event, everyone was delighted, but it ended at 6pm+, and i just woke up taking a nap, what time is it now? YOU FUCKING TELL ME?! its near 12! Where on Earth any human have the mood to study now? DO NOT PATRONIZE ME I TELL YOU! Do that and i'll make sure i'll go straight to your mom and mutilate her and i will burn down every single thing you treasure in your life!
Tommorrow, Friday, WHAT A COINCIDENCE! She smsed me tonight asking me to help her in the day with her new house! OH NICE JOKE! Not 1h, but FOR THE DAY! You tell me what to do really. Oh yea, and its 10am in the morning, imagine how much more early i have to wake up and just to reach there on time.
Saturday, SURPRISINGLY got some chinese drama coming up and what a coincidence it falls during this holiday, although i purchased the ticket recently, but i never realised that it was actually during this holiday. Furthermore its a club activity that is compulsary. WHAT THE FUCK REALLY? its not going to start at night and last for few hours, its taking place in the afternoon. Means, you have to wake up early, get ready, travel under the hot sun, watch the damn movie, rush back for dinner yadayda...one of my friend even invited me for a group study and i am so tempted to just point a fucking middle finger back to her. MY SCHOOL LFE HAVE ITS TOIL ME ON OK?! I AM NO ROBOTS!
Sunday, you tell me what's left for me. I have swimming coaching in the afternoon, that is 4pm. Right after that i would be busy showring and rushing down for dinner. Then some hostel assembly untill 8pm.
Seriously people, YOU FUCKING TELL ME HOW TO LIVE LIFE LIKE THIS? I HAVE ALMOST NO TIME FOR MYSELF! For once i have time to chill out and sort things out, you gave me all this shits and expect me to cope with it and still catch up with my academic performance? People i did not socre all distinctions for my mid-year OK!
I SCORED THREE...3 FAILS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Out of 5 subjects!!!!!!!
YOU DONT EXPECT ME TO COME BACK FROM ALL THESE AND STILL DOES HOMEWORK!
There are some real bastards and son of a bitch out there, which can do this, theyre robots and and work so much much much more than they can even have time to think in their life, its just way beyond the proportion. Yes its them, BUT THERE NO SUCH GENES IN MY VEINS OK?! I JUST CANT DO IT! Got the guts and come and tell me " if he/she can do it, i dont understnd why you cant do it also"
God DAMN you. You're a motherfucking assshole, and i wish when it reaches the day you're dying, i would reward you with and additional 20 more stabs in your heart, and i would pour hot tomato soup into that would, seasoned with salt later, later craving "son of a bitch" on your face, cut off every fingers of yours, pluck to chopticks at your eyes, and make you swallow a big bucket of detergent to make sure your brain is well washed. YOU WILL DIE SAYING THAT! I WILL TURN TO THE SATANIC VERSES AND I WILL EVEN IN MY DEATH WILL COME AFTER YOUR DARN FUCKING SOUL AND SATURATE YOU WITH FEAR AND AGONY EVERYNIGHT! YOU HEAR ME??!!!
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