Homework (remix)

I swear, do not ever ever attempt to type a chemistry report or complete any homework, with headphones on with volume near 100% and playing this

 

 

You cant get anything achieved except reaching complete clubbing-mode. Maybe its just me very prone to clubbing mode everytime i heard heavy electronic music.

...is bad

I have a fetish. A fetish for movies. It goes the same for songs.

 

Movies are not as bad as mp3 really, for music-wise i just have to own every single damn song i came across. Hence i bought the awesome iPod nano 16GB ( rather than 8GB ), which filled up just a little over 8GB the FIRST TIME i loaded my songs in. Awesome much? Now it sits nearly 10GB ( 9.96GB precisely, i just viewed my iTunes a sec ago ).

 

Movies are like first love. Yeah you heard me, the very moment i set my gaze on the title or trailer, i'll be in love with it. That of course, does not apply to all of the damn movies around the world. Once i've gotten enchanted with one, i have to watch it regardless, which brings me to today's movie wishlist.

 

1. Ip-Man 2. Hell i didnt know that movie is so good untill i've watched it. Got hooked ever since.

2. When in Rome. Dudes like me dig chick-flick/romantic movies as such.

3. Iron-Man 2. Seriously, can you say no to that?

4. Prince of Persia. MOREEEE action movies wootz!

5. Sex and the City 2. Dont laugh, i actually liked sex and the city and i've watched it at a young age on HBO channel. But i'd download it over going to the screens for it, dont think its worth the money.

 

Owh and by the way, i forgot what newspaper add was that, New Straits Time or so, i've been seeing those advertisements on the road side, just plain white background and 2 lines of words. Dang, they play really well with words and really gotten you to think.

 

"If less is more. Is more less?"

 

"Is a zebra white with black stripes? Or black with white stripes?"

 

"Does a professional footballer work? Or play?"

 

Pretty interesting stuff. Thats all, laters!

Broken

I actually studied just now, good progress. And now i'm caught in this maelstorm of emoness again. Friend asked what do i think about love and giving up on it and such, all i could say was

"Dont stop looking for Love. Dont ever stop untill you've found one".

hmm..figures.

This and That

Another day, another entry. Been investing a lot of time into this blog anyways, have so much to say all the time anyways. But somethings are just better off to keep to myself really, but one thing's for sure. This blog aint political and i wouldnt even try to make myself sound gd from my entries, because i tell you - some blogs i read are just so fake sometimes. They've phrased almost everything so commercially. I dont know, least mine's a place for an outlet and somewhere i could vent some of my feelings, thats a given.

 

Many things happened recently, i mean its all minor stuff. Here and there, this and that. Like just now, i just found out the fish that had been badly infected by white spot and were quarantined in my makeshift ICU, initially thought its balance system was severed but a while ago it actually sort recovered. I guess its in a traumatized state now, when i dropped it back into the big aquarium while changing the water for the "ICU", it actually dashed around in the tank like a fish with MAD FISH DISEASE, so fast at lighting speed that its movement is giving my eyes a hard time registering. I felt awful really, to see it suffered so badly, not to mention its tails were extremely in bad shape now.

 

Jonathan's birthday today, but he didnt put it up on facebook. Talked about wanted to know who actually remembered. Hell how could i? lol but thanks to jiayean who reminded me so i...literally could be the first to wished him on facebook. Screw and _|_ those who still claimed theyre the first the wish him happy bday on facebook, hello? L2scroll down and read whos the first? Owh and tianhui a.k.a peanut butter banana guy actually talked to me on msn!.........and the occasion is math assignment -.-. Seriously you jackass, dont do that, and dont ditch ppl in a conversation because it sucks! =(   I'd talk to any of you in Australia any time any day man. Except peigy, im actually intimidated to talk to her. She sounded like she could devour me anytime even through msn, although her ton of voice is still gentle.

 

Had dinner just now, by a dimsum van that drives through my neighbourhood at night. cost my RM9.70 for 1 meal -.- seriously, i've overspent for this month. And now i felt guilt, fat guilt because of

1) overspending money

2) eating fat stuff like dim sum

3) wasted 4 plastic bags by packing those food, hell the van is just right outside my house and i couldve just used a plate.

Which brings me to my solution

1) Declare a state of financial emergency

2) drink chinese tea and workout more

3) took 3 of the cleaner plastic bag, hung them up and aired them so i could reuse them

 

Hmm what else...

 

Nothing much really i shouldnt just type things here just for the sake of typing. Saw a friend's comment on facebook, "everyone also have a person deep inside their heart, nothing special". Which kinda struck me, i'd never thought that way. It almost always appeared i am the only one. Maybe because the person for me just meant so much untill the point that everything else around me seemed invinsible.

 

And i am procrasinating as i type here, been trying to study since 9pm but its a good 11.45pm now and i'd probably head to bed soon. Sara Bareilles - Gravity. Good song anyways.

 

I dont know why would humans emo...it's becoming a habit now really. I couldnt even play my games now. I dont know anymore, i dont know what else to do anymore, i cant think straight anymore...but one thing's a given, i have to hold myself on together because what i wanted would make me selfish...

Love, a different kind.

To think about it, there are people who loves me. A different kind really.

 

Sometimes i live my life suspecting everyone around me, but once in a while i guess i need a gentle reminder that there are people who loves and cares about me, and i too shall pass the love on. Just going to make a little list of examples,

 

1) A friend who decided to take the trouble and helped me with my assignment when i am really stucked, that is untill he forgets to send me the copies lol.

 

2) My neighbour, who always give me their homecook soup nearly on a daily basis. I love homecook soups!

 

3) A certain clown i've known throughout my Uni days who'd once actually bothered to comfort me through an email full of words. I swear i melted the instance i saw the email.

 

4) A BIG friend of mines who accepts me just the way i am.

 

5) All the jerks who bothered to talk to me on msn whenever i put a distress msg as my pm. I know i laughed at you falling for it, but in all honesty i really didnt put it up just to trick you guys. I know you'd probably never knew about it because i was too thick-skinnned to even admit the facts, but i love you all dearly for it.

 

so on and so forth. and i'm probably too shy to mention my mom here. Oh wait, i just did =D.

 

LOVE IS IN THE AIR( a tad late for that i know)

 

Ripway

Godamnit, tell me this is not happening...again!

 

Ripway.com suspended my account for the second time! What crime did i commit on this very surface of this 3rd rock from the Sun, no more malicious and evil than just pure uploading mp3 and embedding them to my blog to deserve a ban!!

 

Wait a second...maybe the copyright infringement was the crime after all. Oh damn. Whatever. Just make a 3rd account whats the big deal LOL. Meantime the song was suppose to be embed was Leona Lewis's - I Got You. Nice song there, check out Miley Cyrus's - When I Look At You as well.

 

Its good to have friends who understands you really. You're one BIG (i'm pretty sure you know who you are haha) friend really, thx =D.

Smoke

The other day my friend sorta had a misunderstanding with one of the lab technician during our laboratory session, it wasnt directly involving me but i had to step out to clear some of the misunderstanding. A mutual understanding was eventually reached, but left me breathless for a while.

 

For the whole day, to be honest.

 

I felt very tensed frankly. It just reminded me a whole lot of things in the past, and all i wanted to do was actually...smoke.

 

 

Incense therapy would work, but i dont have the luxury in Uni.

 

 

Hell thats more like it. Just another problem, i dont carry with me cigarattes all the time and...i dont have friends carrying them around. I dont know what else to say, so many thoughts running in my mind and every breath is a gasp and as though there are a pair of skeletal hands clasped around my neck suffocating me. I just want to grab a stick, smoke it at a corner and just...chill out.

 

Im not a frequent smoker and you can have my words that i have very good health conscious. I smoked only a handful of times, probably much lesser than the max number of fingers on just one of your arm. I sort of remembered the sensation though, and once in a blue moon i think i just need that.