Cold Snap

Heroes Season 3 - DONE! Wootz its been very entertaining watching the HEROES series, and i swear of ALL abilites that have been demonstrated by the characters inside the series, whether by good or malicious intention, this one has got to be the coolest one

 

  

 

And, off all the characters, Angela Petrelli has got to be my favourite actress/actor. She totally pulled off the many roles that was expected, and she did it with such brilliance. Be it a kinda mother, to a selfish company woman, or a confused lost person with all her guilts haunting her, or a helpless woman that was running for her life, she totally managed it.

 

 

 

You have my salutations!

Socks

So i've been very VERY addicted to the TV series HEROES untill the point that i can could watch 8+ episods a day. Yes it s very nice movie, and you'd probably wondering why am i had the title as "Socks" rather than "Heroes".

 

Well if those of you watched it, somewhere during the firts episod, Mrs Petrelli, mother of Peter and Nathan had both of them called to the police station because she stole socks. I was probably feeling the way the author wants me to feel, that she is an attention seeking woman with all the dark secrets behind her back. Oh wells, as i journey through the entire season 1 and 2 and finally reaching the end of season 3, during episod 23, she finally met her younger sister Alice.

 

Just for your info she used to be a big sister to her little one, and she always take care of her, her clothings etc. Once they were moved to a camp where people with special abilities were experimented, and that very one night where she sneaked out and left her sister behind, something awful happened and everyone was thought to be dead. That very moment where she and her younger sister reunited, and she said,

 

"Its time to go home. I Have socks for you.

Since that night, whenever i feel lost, whenever i dont know what to do.

I steal socks...

...for you.

To remind myself there are simple ways to protect the ones we love"

 

Which is so damn touching...if only you watch the entire episod 23 to get the idea. That was probably the MOST touching thing i've ever heard in the entire HEROES TV series. I'm getting more hooked with this series, because i'd thought most would eventually get dull, which turn out pretty true for many other series, but NOT THIS! Its just got better!

 

Alright yeah i think i should calm my enthusiasm and excitement down lol, because its getting late and i need to catch some sleep. Funny thing is my friend Giant missed 2 last episods of the season, but i could  __________, which i'll leave it to you to fill in the blanks =P, so no big deal haha. Candy dreams then y'all!

Compass

Yes the compass does point north all the time, but do you realize, it points south all the time as well?

 

When things turn bad, do we usually look back? Just a thought.

 

Soft Toys

I think i am just like a soft toy, just that i'm not stuffed with cottons.

 

I'm stuffed with anger and jealously all the time. Always asking "Why" to things i dont have, and to my own weaknesses.

I'm stuffed with insecurities, untill the point i sleep with myself cuddled up all the time and i have a high tendency to keep things tidy, and i will be very restless untill they are so, because by then would i feel safe by having everything under my control.

I'm stuffed with all my nightmares and bad memories, like a casette rewinding and repeating the same secenes again and again.

I'm stuffed with an attitude of mines which i don't quite understand where i got it from, but i get extremely worked up and mad everytime someone tries to take something i earned myself, that include even a char siew pao.

I'm stuffed with oversensitivity, that everytime people react in a way i tend to think i did something wrong all the time.

I'm stuffed with pessimism, not academic-wise, and tends to find myself ugly all the time.

I'm stuffed without a heart, i have never, or even if i had, i'd probably forgotten about how Love is.

 

This is Lester, on another chapter on himself.

School resumes!

Like i said, Uni resumes! All i can say nothing feels better than going back to the same Uni, lectures with all the familar faces and friends. =D

 

 

Eat those maggots you faggots!

So what happens if you wake up one morning, and found out your downstairs study room has maggots all over the floor? They could be falling from the sky and is still falling on your head! Its horrible! To have maggots in your house! Question is, where do they come from? Its the roof outside my room. YUCKness seriously, one dead rat laid opened like the ones you disected in the laboratory. Horrible smell as well.

 

Thats actually a bigger deal to talk about, but i'm really not in the mood for that so i'm onto faggots now.

 

My semester 2 timetable will be opened for Adjustment Mode tomorrow @ 10am. Anxious and excited am i, due to the fact i have absolutely nothing else to get excited for this holiday ( yes its that boring ), i get worriesome over some other things as well. I was wondering should i get my usual friend, Jan and Guo back on the exact same timetable again. Partly because i screwed one of the field project a little and am feeling guilty that i literally dragged Jan down, and Guo partially. So i was thinking should i get the same timetable with them again, or just screw it and let fate decide and i go according to what i would plan for myself?

 

Then i thought again, what would happen if i ever have to go every single tutorial class alone etc. The question "Do i need them?" keep popping over my head. Are friends really that important to the extend i can forgo my lifestyles and aims? Somehow, thats the feeling that went along with me to Singapore. I aint dont need too many friends, i have my aims and i should head straight for it. Friends should never be a stepping stone etc.

 

And i lied to myself that im not alone for 4 years?

 

Kintergarden was never a place for serious friendship, and primary school arent exactly filled with people that knows how to keep in contact with each other. I went SMK Taman Ehsan for one year, transferred to SMK Taman Bukit Maluri the next. The foundation of friendship are not even close to solid, and then it crumples and i move on to another construction. Then Singapore. Most of my buddies are kinda there from secondary school. I was happy and fun for some time. believe it or not i'd stuck to my sgporeans classmates way more than my hostelmates which are mostly scholars. Then i came back, did college and most of the closed ones went Australia. So i came Monash next, and suddenly i felt...

 

...I have no where to fall back on. Because i only have you guys, in the present.

 

I always see people celebrating birthdays with their past secondary schoolmates. Hanging out on a weekly basis with them. Birthday is one thing that i'd never really like. And those pictures of someone, sitting in front of a birthday cake, taking a group photo with a gang of friends, is something that really dampens my spirit for the day. I'm so jealous of those honestly. I think again and again, of the details of my pasttime and what couldve led to the "me" today. All i could say, again, is that world's fair. I've gained something, and lost something.

 

If this is what i have traded for the unique teenagehood ( getting the scholarship, going sg and what not ) i had experienced....

 

...I take it.

Blog

So blog is a lot about my life, what if there is nothing to blog about my life? maybe there is, yeah. its been really boring. And there has been too many things going through my head...i feel like yelling and getting those noises to stfu.

 

Its all bitter memories, have i not possess any good ones?