Entering Hibernation

As of now, May 5th 2010, 11:35pm. I am sitting in front of my computer, with piles of Thermodynamics tutorial in front of me, completely

 

x_x BRAIN DEAD x_x

 

This is the many instances i really felt disgusted with study, and another look at my textbook/tutorial or any revision done will get me puked. Its not like i've taken enough breaks already, but seriously if you'd ask me to look at the fuckin steam tables again, i'll slit my own damn throat open.

 

 ( hmm i just looked at the steam table again... )

Dont bother enlarging the image, i just randomly picked it from a google image. Chose the one that resembles the steam tables im referring to all the time. Its just numbers and numbers and all of them in 4+ decimal places. Thank godness I was prepared for this when i picked Chemical Engineering. It was always between Chemistry or Chemical Engineering. Chemistry would mean Science Faculty to me. Hell, thank god i did not take chemistry. It is one of my many hated subjects now, and mind you it was my favourite subject. I'd prefer subjects like Thermodynamics anytime. Guess i was lucky to find my niche course.

Somehow i got asked a lot recently by people, like arent we stressed out due to the neverending assignments/test etc, for chemical eng particularly. I dont know really, i would usually whine about it. Somehow theres just this voice telling me everything will turn out just fine these days. Two assignments due next week? No worries, it'll be sorted out eventually.

Like come to think about it, theres really nothing much to worry about, because everytime you think you're heading for a fall, you almost turned out ok all the time. Really, think about how many times you ACTUALLY failed at something. No matter how dark the night is, morning always come. Then when you've recovered you'd probably think that you were dumb to even worry about it right? But then again, you commit the mistake of being neurotic when you come face to face with another crisis. So let me tell you here, the next time you're in a dire situation, think of how you've almost always recover from a crisis, have faith and carry on. And remember, the moment you tell yourselve "I cant make it", i can tell you that you're already halfway near failure already. Maybe you've survived yet again like what i've mentioned earlier, but i'm telling you this attitude wont bring you far. Confidence is the key to success...mostly =D.

........The reason why im still awake is actually i've just eaten a heavy supper, and i've taken naps in the afternoon already. I know tomorrow will turn out to be a disaster of i sleep early. So i'm just hanging out a little later untill my fatigue starts kicking in and thats the best time to sleep.

Oh and i've bought a new monitor because the previous one just sorta...died on me. Samsung B2030 20-inch widescreen. I know i know 22inch is prob the best looking dimension but oh wells, its a want not a need. Moreover when im headed for Aus with a laptop, no one else in the house would appreciate the monitor as much as i did. Hence...you know. Watched Transformer II : Revenge of the Fallen with 1080p quality ( weighed a good 10.9GB for one movie, beat that! ) the moment i plugged in the monitor. Boy...it was plain awesome! Working on a 1080p Avatar download now haha.

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I think i should just head to bed -.- CANDY DREAMS!