Monash Ball

Yes my best shot for the Monash Ball 2010. I did have a lot of fun, maybe because my secondary school's prom sucks because its not a prom and because its a boy's school, and Sunway College's graduation night just blows. So you can say its finally a dream come true for me, and i've never spent so much time shopping. 1Utama twice, Pyramid twice, and MidValley twice. Of course i did not coming back with harvest all the time, most of the time i went home empty handed but its a good insight into the current trend.
So i got my coat from TopMan with size 40 and shirt M size. Was taking L size initially but realized its too baggy so went for something slimmer. Belt's and undergarment's the same haha. I particularly love the pants, its from Sub, maybe because its size 34 (read earlier post) and i could fit it just well and i really love the slim cutting. Sub made a huge overhaul of their concept recently and i had the impression of their lala style untill i passed by the Sub concept store in SunwayPyramid, and i was stunned to find out - they have everything to my cup of tea. At least it made me feel like i DO HAVE AN ASS. Didnt get to see the shoes, HushPuppies leather shoes. Gosh you've got no idea how long i've spend shopping for shoes. Its a good 1 hour+ in the same department store section, the shoes either did not come with the size i want, or theyre simply ugly. Size 11, i finally found one! Got the socks right after that and im all prepared. Tie's from MyTieShop.

The whole outfit was pretty much a huge bet placed by myself. I know right away i wanted a formal looking blazier with more than just black colour, and i'd love to get a hand on the exact one i was wearing. Always had that imagine in my head just need to shop and hunt for it. Lucky me, i've found it. Actually i've spent a lot more time searching for it, untill the last shop with vincent and voon, i saw another guy put that blazier on and i was like "How could i have missed that?" because i was in TopMan earlier in the day. Shirt's the same thing. Pants i knew all along as well i dont want to have boring baggy slacks. Condition is not to have normal slack quality pants, and no baggy ones. So the hunt begun and i knew right away i could find one in Sub. I like the quality of the pants, its slightly leathery but has the jeans feel to it. It could really look formal and playful at the same time. For the shoes i know for my height i could not wear short tipped shoes, i have to get leather shoes with lengthen tips. Furthermore i dont want it to be plain black and with straps, i hate it, and i want some metal "thingy" to it. So i found one that i could just slip it in, with the silver tag in front with the brand name. Tie's cake. So yeah i have the image in my mind but god knows how it would turn out when i put everything together. And boy what a relieve, it did turn out good after all haha.

Satisfactory rating - 9.7 out of 10
Cost for the entire outfit? You dont want to know, but thank godness i've been saving for it so yeah.

Ball was just typical. Hell when they mentioned theyre up fro drinking afterwards at Library i'd thought its a club. Hell? Its a bar. I was like OH NO BUT I WANTED TO DANCE TONIGHT. Sat down regardless with tons of friends and enjoyed the talk. More like yelling for me. You know, the typical me got tipsy very fast. Somehow i ended up on a table with free flow of beer and ended up singing madly with bunch of people.
It was fun, at least in my definition of it, and at least for me. I did notice a few people have dissapeared, some went back earlier, some were actually feeling bored and were moving around and around trying to settle down, some threw up, and god knows what else. Oh wells, welcome to night life with night animals like me.

FUN NIGHT REGARDLESS, I ENJOYED THE COMPANY AND THE FUN A LOT!!

......Yeahhhhhhhh. Thats pretty much how i ended up. haha.

Fat

 

That, is of course NOT my body. However you should already have an idea whats today's entry will be about. FAT-ness!

 

I've been skinny all my life, never once fat, never once told im fat, and never looked fat. So yeah i went shopping yesterday in 1Utama for my Monash Ball outfit, wasnt very lucky, and so i went walking all by my own. Can you imagine, the entire mall has not a light-grey seemingly washed-out slim jeans that i could fit in? Every store i walk past i could literally hear the clothes and dummies point their finger and grasp their stomach while drown in laughter of my....fat-ness.

 

Seriously? One of the salesperson even indirectly told me i cant fit into one of the slim jeans with just one glance. SERIOUSLY? I must admit i was left pretty much devastated after yesterday. I couldnt find anything, can you imagine, 1Utama, and went home empty handed. Even my dad got couple of things geez.

 

So today went MidValley with 2Vs. Topman has a nice slim jean, but hell, size 34! GEEZ! I'm like just 1inch bigger or something and i relaly liked the jeans. DAMNIT! I couldnt bother to go into the details but yeah these two days hasnt been kind to me. I guess im like at the size of 35.5 or something, and the thing is when i feel my waist there aint no fats, i could feel my bone only.

 

Oh no, you mean because of my height and bone structure i could never fit in those awesome looking slim jeans? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ITS NOT FAIR.

 

P.S. basically im feeling to crappy to paragraph them nicely and mention all the details. urgh.

Photography

Its a tricky thing. Also a pain especially for me - I dont mind bringing the camera and taking good picture for people, only problem is THERE is no one there to take the picture for me!

 

 

Fanciful aint it? Its not my camera btw and i definitely do not own that lens. Its just that i am going for monash ball, and as much as i dont mind taking pictures of everyone else, i just hope i have as much photos of mines as the rest...and as good =P

 

So yeah, figures. Hopefully i could get someone.

 

Oh btw, today was a long day. I actually spent hours sitting in front of my school's comp with 2 of my other groupmates doing HYSYS. Was there since 2.30pm till 6pm. Crazy. It was tiring seriously, but somehow it felt good after all the exhaustion. Like some sense of achievement. Simply put it, we managed to solve the questions by in-depth thinking and lots of discussion and i've really felt that i've learn a lot from the assignment, and theyre exactly like howmy future jobscope would cover. I hope every assignment could achiev this as well, but that doesnt mean i shd get assignments 24/7!

 

So yeah, laters!

One after another

Sometimes, you really just wonder, whats the significance of my existance.

And sometimes, i just want to escape somewhere. Sit down, and think things through. Go somewhere where i feel minute and insignificant, so every other stressful matters in my life would deemed as only pebbles beneath my very foot. Or sometimes, i just want to climb a hill, get to the top and scream my lungs out. All those supressed feelings and all those words that can never be voiced out could all channel somewhere.

We all could use an outlet sometimes, really. Only thing is - when you're actually there, you might end up doing absolutely nothing. Im saying all these because im putting my feeling into this, and i really felt like using an outlet earlier, but come to think about it, i may end up pretending at the end. We're just so used to masking our innermost self sometimes. The weak fragile part.

Whenever we got hurt, we just kept thinking "Wounds would only be healed after bleeding enough. So are feelings and we just need some time". It becomes a habit...

 

 

 

...It already is. I dont know, this is all i could and wanted to say.

 

Apology's aint free ya know

Simply put it,

 

I'll never apologize to someone who'd think whose fault is entirely on the other party and none on their part.

 

I dont recall myself doing that for a long while, and i usually admit at least a mistake on my part whenever someone apologize to make the situation less akward. Unless they attempt to pull off reverse psychology by attempting to do a sarcastic "sorry" and try to put the sympathy on them. Please, reverse psychology dont work on people like me. I know your damn cheap tricks. So again, if you're unwilling to compromise and reflect on whatever happened like i did, sit right there and expect a full apology from me...

 

...it aint gonna happen.

 

 

Show me your tooth!

Today, is a day that i cannot afford to miss noting everything down and making an entry, because theres just so much epicness, as seen with the awesome EPIC PURPLE colour font i used today. Actually its a little hard to read aint it?

 

Start of this morning. The very instance i woke up, its different already. I actually woke up before 6am, by my own, before the Morning Quran Call begins and before my phone's alarm went off (yes i am resorted to using phone for alarm sigh ). The alarm and the MorningQuranCall finally went off and i proceed with my usual morning clean-ups. Seriously, no one wakes you up better than Malaysia's local 6am MorningQuranCall. Breakfast, and left my house. Got honked by a car when i was in front of a round-about on the road, waiting for my turn to get out. Seriously, how about you try showing me how to move out in the midst of all the cars? Weird shit.

 

Went to lecture, had the same typical convo, more like getting spammed at for the entire lecture. Who calls you "NOOB" and spams you that 30 times for a one hour period lecture? That has got to be none other than my old old friend, and her boyfriend which actually used some gel for his hair this morning. Weird much. Not to mention khai hong wore a shirt that i've never seen before. By then its already started working its way down the core of my brain - that today will be different.

 

Went to swim afterwards, and wore that dreadful swimming cap because i love my hair too much, not because i want to increase my aquadynamic. Saw another chinese guy, which im guessing is a chinese ( like china chinese ) came down swimming. He sure has some ManBoobs, muscular one thankfully for him. Noticed that because we were actually on the topic of ManBoobs during our lecture earlier, and i was told that the cause of it are chicken because of the hormone injections and being warned about it and my great liking towards fried chicken fast foods like Poppeyes. I dont have ManBoobs you idiots. grr. Went down to shower, and when i was leaving the chinese dude is already done swimming. What? Wasnt that like just a good 10min only? Weird much.

 

Made my way to Damansara since i've made an appointment for my tooth consultation by my noob friend. Not to mention, off 3 public parking ticket machine, 1 did not respond, 1 ate my money and only 1 worked. Geez. The dentist kept doubting my abilities to make sound decisions as an adult myself and kept asking me to refer to my parents again and have them to accompany me the next time. "Dental medical treatments are expensive, we are no ordinary doctors". Hell i know that gosh! Before anything, let me drop the scan of the x-ray for easier reference.

 

 

Now, R is right. L is left. ( duh ). Let me draw your attention to the bottom left of the PICTURE, see that wisdom tooth? What a silly wisdom tooth. Seriously, do you have to grow that way? That is one. Another is the last tooth, which is also a wisdom tooth ( more commonly referred as 3rd Molar Tooth by dentists) at the top left of the PICTURE. Its actually decayed. The fragment of my tooth that broke off months ago i mentioned? That sudden spike of pain? Its actually because it has already decayed my tooth thats why it could fell off. So, to quote my dentist, he said "its waiting to be removed" in addition to that oddly grown tooth. The best part comes in now. So i asked him ( I actually asked a shit tons of things, like seriously A LOT ) about the removal of the wisdom tooth which he referred to it as surgery repeatedly earlier which i dont get it,

 

Dentist "If you are going to remove both tooth (at once), you will have to be sedated"

Me "Sedated? Wouldnt ordinary...injection work?"

Dentist "Local anesthetic? Yes, but if you're removing two at once you will have to be put out"

Me "Put out as in...faint?"

Dentist "Yes"

 

WHAT! You have got to be kidding me. Is the surgery THAT big? It is no wonder he mentioned the "surgery" would cost in the range of 800 or so which i was very stunned to hear that. Oh wells, after much discussion and reassurance its fine for me to pay for the various treatments today, i went ahead with a X-Ray scan of my tooh which cost a RM100 and i got a copy of the pic, and also a scaling for my tooth. Well apparently there are persistent dirts behind my tooth. That scaling was torturous. Thanks to that, a lot of shits were removed. Yeah, shits. Made another appointment with a day which my parents could accompany me so they could be briefed further about the complications and details of the surgery, and went looking for lunch.

 

My awesome pork noodle stall did not open, which left me a little saddened. Went to hair salon later and i actually sat down, told my hair dresser that i want to thin my hair down, and when she asked me again i actually told her "i actually have no idea what to do with my hair" lol. Well i insisted on her just thinning and tidying my hair up, which turned out pretty good. Went for another noodles commonly known as 三间庄 for lunch. Bought CharSiewPuff next door before heading home, imma going to have it for teatime after this.

 

On the way back, when i was at the road junction waiting for the cars to clear, three school girls, yes i mean literally schoolgirls in their bags their school uniform their ponytails, stared at my car and me with a very weird expression. I really felt like winding my window down and asked them whats wrong, because just a second earlier i heard weird noises and was planning to pull my car to the side after i got off this junction. Hey silly girls, at least wave at me and draw my attention and point at my tyre or something. Well i thought my tyre air ran out again ( which on some 2 weeks ago it got punctured by a nail ). And when i put my signal on and pull off to the side of the road, i actually got quite a lot of aunties' gaze whom are waiting for their children in front of the school.

 

CHEY! Its only a huge piece of styrofoam stucked to my tyre and made that weird noise. Again, why cant those silly schoolgirls draw my attention to it rather than just staring at my car. Silly.

 

Took a nap and here i am! Long entry, my arm sure is tired haha but im pretty sure today's event require some good documentation. Furthermore, WindowsLive, if you dare delete this blog, i'll hunt you to the end of the world since i have archives of blog entries since the year of 2006 and im not ready to lose any of those. Alright laters fellas!

 

Wishing Well

Saw something the other, it was actually Kuroshio Sea Aquarium. It was the second largest aquarium int he world.

 

 

So my wishlist is now,

 

1' To spectate Great White Sharks behind cages OR Swim alongside with a whale shark / whale ( i'd prefer whale shark because other whales gives me the impression that they'll swallow me whole O_O ) in the open ocean

 

2' To visit to Georgia Aquarium in Atlanta / Okinawa Churaumi Aquarium in Japan / The aquarium in Dubai Mall.

 

Either of that. I really love aquariums. And really, i would be very much satisfied for the rest of my life if i get to do, especially the first one, and i would never give that dream up no matter how old i am. I will, and i know i'll never give that dream up because its something i've been having since childhood days and its still strong as it used to be.