Think, not.

I guess my mom's right. She said i should stop thinking about things too much. Which in fact, i do all the time.

 

Think about what i did in the day, how people react to it, why do they react in such a way, is there any poosibility they might react otherwise if i said otherwise, what are the consequences, what effects will it dawn on me the next day and in the near future, can i mend it back, can i just ignore it, is there an importance to what happened earlier, will it have a snowballing effect on what i did to him/her in the past, does she/he mind, did i do that subconsciously to others as well, is it a bad habit or attitude, is it my problem or theirs to deal with, why are they behaving as such, do others think its fine or its an issue, what do i think of him/her in the future, what will become of the person, what will become of me, are these characteristics i should look out for in the future, will these characteristic give me an advantage, are these vales people are lacking, why is that so...

 

so on and so forth....

 

Do you think that much?

 

One thing's for sure, everyday i thought of something and the next day another thing, and sometime in the future, i know they will somewhat be connected. It struck me the other day, i was telling another friend of mines about Avatar's "Wake up, Jake! Wake up!" and then i felt as if a wire had been connected and it suddenly occur to me, hey "Wake up, Jake, wake up" had a pattern of "X, , X" and i linked it to the movie's director and i recalled seeing the movie emphasizing "From the directors of Titanic" and i realized hey, "X, , X" sounded familar in Titanic.

 

"Come back, Jack, come back". There you go.

 

Don't know, i honestly felt my brain is a little unique but hey, as far as i know i should be normal just like everyone else right? Wait...i swear i just found out something again. Its correct that i should feel unique! There is nothing too wrong with it, because its like what people usually say...that we're all unique! So if we're all unique from each other, which SHOULD be the case, then thats normal!! ( or you've already realised that a long time ago? -.- )

 

Whatever, but i think there are further understanding in that to be discovered. Maybe if i think harder i might get it. Hold on a second...i'm thinking again...damn.