GCE O Lvl

Here I mark the end of General Certificate of Examination "Ordinary" Level...so...

 

THE END TO MY O LVLS!

 

I have yet to mentioned how numb I felt already, although did not feel much excitement however will promise myself to enjoy this next few weeks fully!

 

Thank you teachers, thank you ACS, thank you friends, this is my end in this school already.

Walking under the moonlight

Quit my counting down alrdy....this entry used 2 serve as a counting down for my GCE O lvl.....YOU ALL know its ending on 16/11/06 1715h....shame on u if u do not noe that....juz sth i did this morning....find it very interesting ( check out the time!! )

 

Chains and chains of thought flowed through my synapse...infiltrated my weakened mind and soul, left me bound to the pain that human called " insonmia ". I struggled to go asleep, however finding its effort fultile when I took a look at my all glow-in-the-dark alarm clock with its short hand pointing 5 and long hand...6...overwhelmed by this starvation which i had suffered for the entire night, along with the unsettled piece of mind, suffering from this double-dosage, I decided to walk out of my boarding school just like that and get some food at 7-11. Miraculously, I have hardly, or rather should I put it " My first time " out in the moonlight, with very slight gleam of lights revealing itself from the edge of the...I don't know...mountain? Not to mention singapore hardly have any hills though...what more about...anyways, it was really my first time out so early, i mean COME ON! who would wake up from their all cozy nest and stumble themselves in this early morning just to...get food at 7-11? Anyways my Physics paper starting at 8 am...so doesnt make a diffrence.

 

This thick mist-covered air is something I had never seen in my entire life spent in singapore. Only few buses were around, most people are old folks who...i have totally no idea what they are doing...i dragged my all noisy "get a life" pattern-ed sandals...on that all coarse cement tiles along the road. Indeed, an exihilarating experience. Making my way there, seeing all the shops closed, all the silence and quietness, on the contrary, it did not give me the creeps. Making my way to 7-11, grab my mashed potato ( of which i am tempted to stressed again on my amusement to how actually mashed potato can be made just from a single push on the button, watery yellow FLUID flowed out, and then after some 2 seconds, the sauce came pouring out and trust me, smell and looks of it are provocation to your taste buds.) and then I grabbed the Chunky Black Pepper Chicken Bread and then tear the plastic opened, threw it in the all well crouched and hidden tigery dragon-like microwave beneath, push the button "2" and there goes the automation. How fascinating. Enjoying every bite of it, I strolled my way back to Boarding School.

 

Strokes of lighting did frightened me for the fear of rain...however...this seemingly is the last second day of my GCE O lvls...and I would never fall sick within a day due to exposure to rainfall, at least a 3 days ( LOL )..." Come rain or shine! " or'd rather " come what may "....I continued my slow motioned walk back to my room. Getting into my school, and waling on the track field is something new to me also, at least I have never done that early in the morning where its not even time for birds to start chirping.  Flushed with this newfound experience, i am enticed to think that this is yet maybe something I always wanted in my life...? The heck i am talking about this sort of crap thingumajig. I walked my way back to my room along that familiar staircase and corridors, echoes of my thongs ( or rather slipper or sandal la...) numbed my ears. This trail is so familiar until I can even walk with my eyes blind-folded. Again, I realised that in factual, I have stayed for a whole 3 years already. Trust me, that is no short time you can wish to just bypass just with a click of a mouse or snap of your finger or blink of an eye or whatsoever. Here I am in my room, saturated with that Ipoh White Coffee's aroma, its stench of all addictive smell ( of which I am not ashamed to *ehem* inform you that I, once again addicted to coffee again...whoops! ) gave me a new lease of life, at least for today. However I glanced to the GCE O lvl timetable, i thought " So much for waking up and trying to study! "

 

Yes, I ended up blogging. Reason being, is because I am simply hateful towards studying. Seriously...which part of " finishing 6 GCE O LVL past year papers " sounds like theres a poosibility you might not do well in your papers? In addition to some extra mugging and clearing of all poosible doubts I have in my mind. Well if i might add a word, let's just make it that i am simply " Ready for my paper ". Thats all. However, I did take in the factor and key to success of which I have drawn as a lesson from my past...

 

Complesancy WILL lead to your downfall.

GCE "O" Level

Ok heres another coverage on all the subjects I sat for GCE "O" Level....n all the happenings....however it'll only cover written papers due to my memory lost....and uh...they're in order

 

30/10/06

 

Higher Chinese PI & PII - as i mentioned be4..11i couldnt care much bout HCL here due to its numerous atrocities...." can do but cannot score " somehow tis explains everything

 

02/11/06

 

Literature Elective - err....dammit lo..fren spotted correctly but i missed out...so so done lo...not 2 mention the fun part's when late evening 2 frens n me went n burn the books....of which the video is in my friendster profile....i even sent the link 2 my Lit teacher n here is her reply

 

"Thank you for a most entertaining 8 minutes or so. But I must say most of the quotes you have selected are very appropriate and reflects a truly great understanding of the text. Well-done gentlemen. Although I'm sure lots of book-lovers around the world will curse you for burning a book, whatever it is.

 

Anyway, have a great holiday after your 'O's."

 

I LOL'ed.....

 

06/11/06

 

E Maths PI - I am super-nervous!! kinda la...not 2 mention the day be4 tat i had a very bad schedule for my sleeping times...slept some 5 hours in the day...in the end insomia untill 4am++....luckily got my chicken essence!! then went in...omg...the paper was SO HARD untill upon finishing the paper i was LAUGHING HARD about the paper...oh my surely we're poisoned by all those crazy hard mind-twisting prelim papers...O lvl IS NOT HARD AT ALL!! crazy teachers 4 making us worry....but of course I've learned from my past mistakes be...dont let complesancy be your downfall!!

 

Social Studies - i prayed so hard...yes n im DAMN WORRIED....cuz i couldnt flunk my combined humanities simply becuz my geog sucks n i depend solely on my combind humanities to gif me a gd grade as 1 humanities is required in L1R5....it would b hard cuz theres juz simply TOO many things 2 study n its impoosible 4 me 2 memorize em all...so praying for the easiest topic of all " Merger & Separation " 2 come out....when i went in....n check the paper.....MERGER AND SEPARATION!!!!!!! THANK YOU GOD FOR MAKING THIS MIRACLE!!!!!

 

08/11/06

 

English PI & II - paper 1 nth much la...except for be4 i went in Ms Chew was there reminding every1 about what they need 2 look out for la...wat 2 do la...n things 2 ensure tat A1 la....nice teacher....i'd say...dedicated? she's the ONLY eng teacher tat came n advice on every1 lo...even me...the moment she saw me like " u noe ur writing cannot..." this n tat n be4 i went in she stood just BESIDE the door and like every1 she knew she like " remember ya..." n this n tat....hehez not bad mah...gd teacher....n during paper 2...i accidentally dropped my ICs to the floor some 1/2 metre away....got n invigilator all the way here n then just " sorry I dropped by ICs can u help me pick up?" LOL hes damn jacked la....damn bad of me oso.....go n poke fun of ppl.....overall PI n PII i'd say im confident...it was very carefully done and all that i've learned r put to use...all those fluency la...bombastic words la...improved expressions la...so PI PII PII (oral exam) all well done...what d'ya think i can get for Eng? wished for n A2...B3 i'll jump in exceitement alrdy lo...wat more bout A2

 

09/11/06

 

Biology PI & PII - MCQ 1st la...i saw this question on " whats the cause for rickets" n i IMMEDIATELY noe its lack of vitamin D n iron...but then hor during double checking i doubted it n changed to "iron and vitamin C"...obviously was soooo dissapointed by it la....of which i fren laughed " vitamin C's for ur damn face la!!" sigh....paper 2 section A wasnt tat well done cuz its ALWAYS on application n the question always vary.....however thx 2 Section B ask things like "wats the use of placenta" n many more kinda mugger-like-it-all questions....vomit all the craps out....so far no question left me without knowing WHAT to write AT ALL.....so overall SHOULD b ok...somehow i got a feeling that its not gona b gd...

 

Geography PII - I was so tired then....n hungry....n i knew even i mugged geog like crazy ( I SWEAR!!) i still wont do very well though...prayed 4 a miracle though lol....ok heres how the question goes....10 question...5 on human geog 5 on physical geog....of which at least 1 question muz b done from both human n phy geog....n we do a total of 4 questions....so the only way to score is mug phy geog like crazy....

 

ok here comes the pain....i was VERY sure Coastal...Rivers and Weathering ( weathering alone n wif the combination of other chapters like maybe climate 2gather in 1 question)....so i mugged the 3 of em so HARD.....cuz river is a VERY BIG topic...trust me all teachers will say so...as well as all students....its the biggest chapter....in fact....so draggin my all tired ( somehow its the aftermath effects of chicken essence ) body in2 the exam hall...opened the paper...

 

Not a single question on Rivers...Coastal of which 4 of out 6 sub questions are ALL on sand-dunes....of which the coastal feature i partially thought its not in syllabus n barely even glance through it.....if u see it this way....a guarantee of 50% of my paper all gone....i was very badly struck n it was a major setback to my morale....very bad....i DID thought it was the end.....

 

somehow miracles happen....(YEA IN A BAD WAY!!)...but it does happen...i recalled juz be4 the paper i fren asked me on the 5 layers of a tropical forest..."aiya wont come up 1 la!!" i commented but he insisted me in looking 4 the answer...so told him " from top emergent...canopy...understorey...shrub....n ground lvl " after some deep thought of it....n guess wat? a big chunk of forest question came out in the paper n they asked " describe the structure and characteristic of tropical rainforests".....oh my....n then thk god at the last minute i did last question i was able 2 vomit out all the formation of tropical storms ( AT LEAST HALF A PAGE!! thank god...) n "effects of drought"...which covers 70% of the question....phew....

 

but to GCE O LVL....i am REALLY disappointed 2wards u....i couldnt care much bout geog now anymore n i SWEAR i would never go for geog....of all the hard works i memorized the 2 thumb-thick marianne cheong geog txt bk u gave me this shit for O lvl? seriously...i am VERY VERY disappointed of what juz happned....its the part wher really LOTS n LOTS of hard works put in all gone to waste...u noe how many times i mug for all coastal? more than 5 times!!! how many times for rivers...MORE THAN 6 TIMES ALSO!! weathering? AT LEAST 4 TIMES!!! n u treat me like this? there r few times rly the OUTMOST concentration was put in....i am really devastated....really....I HATE YOU GEOGRAPHY!!! u wasted all my precious time on the rest pof my subjects n RLY u juz gave me that shit just like that?? FUCK U LA!!! i would've have used those times on my physics especially on some 100% A1 studyin....n a 300% A1 practising of e math.....SCREW U!! U INSOLENT *wateva* OF A BITCH!!!! FUCK U FUCKING FUCKED FUCKER!! IM GONA DIP UR CHITO ASS INTO SOME SALSA N I WISH UR DAMN ASS OUT THERE CANT EVEN FART N U JUST DIE OF THE FUCKING PAIN SHIT IN UR ASS N U HAF 2 VOMIT IT OUT!! whoops who m i refering to? no one i think...ala juz treat geog as a person la....IM GONA STAB U WIF A SALT COATED DAGGER RIGHT THROUGH UR SPINE U HEAR ME???!!! IM GONA COLLECT UR BLOOD N POUR IT ALL OVER UR DAMN FUCKING (geog) FACE!!!

 

AWWWWWW!!!!!!

 

10/11/06

 

E Math PII - THE TIDE HAS CHANGE!! e math totally owned by me....100% all noe how 2 do..even upon double checking n doing a reverse working on all the sums 2 double check the answer all correct oso....WOO HAH!! sumore got 1 trick on the angle properties....it was so lucky ( miracles do happen....) that my teacher gave me this paper 2 do for a while....got 1 Q i duno how 1 do...only 2 realize that the angle is slight diffrent cuz the value is minus n i should use 180 n minus it away...n then in the paper got this question on this trick...luckily i was able to spot it lo LOL.....wah i feel so gd now lol

 

14/11/06

 

A Math PI - ok...i totally channeled 80% of my time on2 Phy n chemistry....cuz i noe a math...is...HOPELESS...n guess wat? however i woke up 11 am this morning...went 2 scxh eat lunch n start mugging from 12pm....all the way till 1.30pm then i go 2 the audi 4 the paper....cna do 80%...yes when i mean CAN DO it includes all the doubts i haf in the working n so on....ne ways...its not a tough paper....i think B3? or lower i dont know...i rly fed-up wif it alrdy....come wat may....come rain or shine....so be it....

 

15/11/06

 

Physics PI & PII - seriously i typed 1 juz now but encountered a problem so retypin now.....O lvl.....ur such a cheapo ya noe? I did some 6-7 poast O lvl paper like mad n what u gave us? some easy shit....SOOO many on definitions.....seriously....for you teachers reading out there....you haf a blame to carry also...U SHIFTED ALL OUR FOCUS YA NOE?! maybe not the other but definetly mines!! its such a deifinition-based paper....imagine ur 1 ppl who studied like mad n did all the high-end + tough questionds that could poosibly appear....n then what came out benefits some noobs out there who just simply flip through those pages n memorize few definitions....seriously...YOU'RE A WASTE OF MY LIFE!! i studied so hard.....n then this sorta disheartening shit came out....plus teacher's ( BIG THANKS YA!! ) off-focusing idealogies....u totally screwed my A1.....u screwed it all!! I MUDDEG N STUDIED PHYSICS LIKE MAD OK???!!! U SCREWED MY FUTURE!!!! THAT 1 or 2 points in L1R5 could affect a lot n you just PLAY AROUND WITH IT LIKE WE'RE SOME TOYS??!! THIS SI MADNESS??! I DUN GET WHY EARTH GOT SUCH ATROCITIES EXISTING!!! THIS IS BEYOND WORDS!!! n trust me....i've refrained all the vuldgarities...LOTS OF EM I SWEAR IN YOU GOD'S NAME!!!

 

Geography PI - MCQ....1h15min.....started at 4.30pm....seriously.....i have (and again SERIOSULY) nevert felt so worn out and both mentally n physically exhausted....the aftermath of the destruction had upon me ( big thanks to physics ) really left me in a....i duno...zombie-like robot or robotic zombie state...n again i am badly struck again like geog paper II....this really turned me down...i did the MCQs....n sriously realised that REALLY even a NOOB can do it easily without revision ( read just the entry on PHYSICS paper juz on top of this to solve the gist on y m i sayin it in this matter )......last day....errps make it 1 more day...seriously...O lvl...wat u've done now can hardly bring my mood up all again, unless I score like shit 2molo for chem...oh yea n not 2 mention i suddenly haf this worry on my chemistry suddenly...can the 82% chemistry holder Lester Chew able to get A1 once again in O lvl? well u'd BETTER MAKE SURE THAT HAPPEN!!!

 

16/11/06

 

A Math PII - what more can u think if i say...."27/80 marks of the whole paper are left blank".....watdya think? however....juz wana let u noe...i TRIED MY BEST....tats wat i can tell u.....tried n put in my best for it alrdy....got nth more 2 say....

 

Chemistry PI & PII - i got nth more 2 say....MCQ i can reason out why like the answer is lets say A and reason for why B C and D is not...95% all i cna confirm the answer.....n uh paper II...nth usual...very application liked....ne ways....A1 la...

I am blind, dumb and dazed

" The days have aquire a peculiar blankness and emptiness "

 

Sure it applies to me. In the midst of mugging for GCE "O" Level, chains and chains of thought were channelled through my very imbecil mind....striving to witheld myself from those thoughts, I fell into this realm of cosmos which questions are never asked. The questioning of taking exams always played a role as an obstacle in my striving of excellence in academic and yet I can never shake it off. Or'd rather dwell in it. How sad huh? People blindly study what they're being fed upon, and never question the existance of those knowledge, if i might add a word, they added on to the atrocities of blindly studying by just, again, blindly memorizing what it was being thought and those thoughts are like sands, just a small gust of wind will just erode it off their mind. Sometimes it pains me to know that people are still too engulfed in what this world prepare for them, and not think beyond that. They are merely souless, mortal vessel which are just too addicted to the warmth of their dear nests and locomotion is barely their daily their activity, in the end, you will rot in great pain where you will get paid off by the very worms inside of your nest - they feed on your flesh. See how the cycle goes? Trapped in that vicious cycle. Money. Fame. Reputation. Materialism.  Tell me now, what have become of this world? I once traced back all the way to my childhood days where I catched grasshoppers...I asked for more homeworks...I breed tadpoles...school is a place where everyday what drive your motivation to study is to uncover the gists contained in between those lines and your fellow educators will furnish your minds with both wisdom and knowledge and you, as you mastering your knowledge, knowledge succumbs to you and you grew in rapidity. However, LOOK AT the system now. What we do now are all bounded by the very merciless GCE "O" Level. We are no longer the masters, but the slaves and we bow to knowledge and heed whatever they told us to do. Mugging Goegraphy...doing mathematics for which its complexity hardly ever come in handful to most of us...Literature of which the essence of the text has already lost by the fact we have to memorise even the techniques of aswering a simple question on " How tension is built up? " and not by our senses...Studying history's no longer an alternative pathway for the better upbringing of a child and the source of moral education, its just plainly a looking back to the past and remembering all the points so we could have enough points to answer for structured essay questions...biology no longer brings us back to nature, we are stucked by laboratories, and it fascinates me to even know that my Biology teacher told me that all living things on Earth are beautiful, even onions, the fleshy scale leaves, their arrangement, and what are we learning Biology for....Pure chemistry also no longer let us understand the actions that triggers an reaction and how this orderly world goes with a rule and stick with it, but its now merely a resposibility to remember that acid reats only with four reactants and memorise their products, that's all...Physics no longer interest us in why things go that way and not the other and people are lacking imagination in sciences, are there anyone out there who can proved that E = mc^2 is wrong? where is our second Einstein...and English, was just like how it is in my Literature text, that all teachers' job is to ensure we spell "Honour" and not "Honor" for our examinations and " dot their "i"s and cross their "t"s ".

 

My omnipresent god, where is the answer to all this? Didn't Christianity teach us the sinfulness of Materialism...didn't it teach us to be better human...and countless teachings...and why are there no one on Earth dared to go against those evils? Why is some Church now is a place to compete for membership? Why some Christians just cannot want the best out of somebody they love and let them do things which are...neutral and of which harm is no where to be seen...yet they FORCEFULLY and ANNOYINGLY bugged someone to go to Church plainly for the sake of NOT GOING to hell, are they still afraid of death in spite of their great faith in You? 

 

" For what good a man has to gain the world, but lost his soul? " Mark, Chapter 8 : Verse 36 ( sorry if i make a mistake in the wrong verse )

 

I remembered this by heart, and live by it...but why I still see people praying for money?

 

Yet another bunch of scholars came. Vietnamese...then PRCs...then Indonesians...I see that look on their face...so helpless...so innocent...and I pity the fact that they are nothing but tools to drive economy and wealth for the speeding up of the end of Earth of which the Earth is...i suppose dying now...that is how I see that...I bumped into an Indonesian living by my next room, he told me how afraid he was with another roomate of his due to his scary outlook appearance, I assured him that this is a safe Boarding School and offered him protection if he ever get bullied...for which I totally understand the bitterness of being bullied...he doubted the proper procedure to just turn on the water and utilise the shower and I showed him the way, in addition to that, he even questioned me on " Is there hot water?" and " How to adjust?". It brought me back to my first time here, and how innocent i was also and now my scope of vision is grealy widened and now I see things a lot more clearly now, and I really wish, that this pitiful soul will stay innocent and safe...

 

Inspired by my friends, of which he told me " Singapore's a developed and advance country now, why you even compare with them?" gave the realization of how small am I...I am engulfed by what I have now...and only seeing it through a kaleidoscope...so small...there are more people dying out there...there are more people out there who just never seen such clean water tap waters...there are more people out there who will never have air-conditioned class rooms ( of which I am dearly tempted to say the fact that I, too, came from a school that only with 6 rusty lights and 4 dust-covered fans, no doors, wooden chairs and tables and many more)...and we only keep asking for more and more...without even looking back...what a sad place with so many saddening peoples...

 

Just by this morning, I went to jog for some 3km with 2 of my indonesians friends of which their surpirse invitation shocked and encouraged me to try new things and always challange myself...seeing those people out there waiting for buses...that grief...or rather solemn on their face...working? Even the very aunty that brought me my 2 half-boiled eggs, have the look on the face which nagged me a lot.

 

So...where are you now and what are you doing now?

MUST READ!!

ok tis is REALLY sth u could not missed out....if ur somewat conrerned wif Lester la...

 

its was tis windy n sizzling rainy day...some 2pm i think...26 Oct....i was in my rm....quit studyin.....typin frenster stuff...then got tis very high frequency door knocking sound....then i opened the door...my fren Daud was all breathing deeply n i was all O.o.....

 

" LESTER !! do u noe the scholarship application form.....today's the last day?"

 

" Wat scholarship form?"

 

" Neh the form ah....MOE give 1 ah....during the meeting at Meridian JC ah...."

 

I wondered a second....n with a great shock....

 

" OK I REMEMBER!! THANKS!!!"

 

then i rushed 2 my closet....cuz i knew where exactly i put it....got it out...was in a SUPER panic state...so much 2 fill up n many documents need 2 b photocopied....i tooke iot out...kept telling myself " Lester dun b panic....staty calm it can b done...office open till 4-5pm so still can make it..."

 

sat down thought through all the things....filled up everything....but 4got birth cert no...called my mom...said shes working unaccesible 2 it but she told me she recalled it was in the safety box be4 n she got me 1 copy be4....looked through still cant find....gave up...grabbed alll the documents n rushed 2 front office wif my super-loud sandals....it was raining though...drizzle la....rushed in n asked whom 2 passed the form....was directed " go in turn left then right" went in found Mdm Mabel....she somewat got pissed n started scolding me a bit but i rebated EVERY single of her scholdings....like " WHY ARE U SO LAST MINUTE?" i went " I WAS JUST TOLD SOME HOUR AGO!!!" n like " Didnt MOE told u 2 hand up?" n i went " They SAID they'll tell us when THE TIMES RIGHT....but i didnt get a single notice untill a while ago..."......of course she looked unhappy but WHO CARES!! my scholarship's at stake n at the verge of flying away juz like tat.....she said she can help me photocopy those documents...thk god...but i need my testimonial from my teachers....its a testi tat every1 of us haf n its damn important 4 all of us n its alrdy finished typin some time ago...n some CCA point form from wat Mr .Azman? OH MY SHIVA!! IM DOOMED!! tat Physical Education teacher's a PAIN!! called Mr.Thong ( PCT)'s handphone didnt reply...called CT Mrs Toh's office no oso no reply...evemn went 2 staff room n toke a peek 4 em...call my PCT until crazy still leave him a voice msg....

 

sms came...its merely few words n all shortform....its exactly.."Im in mtg. Sms me" WALAU so short 1....of course i smsed him its urgent n i need his help IMMEDIATELY!!! then after a whole cant find mr azman went back 2 ofice...then realized tat i mistake azman with the malay lady which haf th similiar name outside the counter....sigh....went out again lo 2 get the form lo.....n i also tell the mdm mabel tat " I recalled my CT called me 2 photocopy the prelim result n some stuff 4 tis application stuff...u SURE u didnt get any?" in fact's its true....she DID called me 2 zap some...n i passed 2 her alrdy...

 

then the printer went wrong...cant print the CCA point out 4 me...then i overheard ppl come complain tat the school's server's down n email cant b sent out at all...i was OH SHIT!! Mdm Mabel's going 2 send n email 2 my CT n ask 4 the testimonial....if the server's down...then...I WAS LIKE OH NO!!!!!!! then sumore i haf rehearsal wif my sec4 frens 2 sing 4 the xmas night dinner LATER!!! i called my fren when the printer's down n told him like i cant make it n really sry...n thx hes PUTU!! he told me 2 stay calm lo..,...i was all ok....la...juz a bit nervous....bit still ot titally panic..maybe talk too fast he thought i was in a VETY panic state....after finally its done....i went in n sedn the CCA thingie 2 the mdm....finally got it done....by then she soften her tone oso...so did i....n of course some MILLION thank u around la...

 

OH YA!! missed otu i even called the Ministry of Education while looking 4 my CT n PCT.....i called the Scholarship and Replacement Department though...n look 4 Miss Ng...it was written at the back of my application form...THANK U GOD!!! for making me wrote it when during the MOE meeting some month ago...but eh...Miss Ng who was in charge wasnt there....so i asked tons of question whether when;s EXACTLY the deadline....n many questions....bout sch's choices in the form la...n many more....but she was VERY VERYT kind n told me 2 like its ok....u can still make it 2molo n requested 4 my contact info...IC no....n address....n tell me she'll pass a msg 2 Ms Ng n i cna pass up 2molo...I WAS SO THANKFUL 2 her.....but of course the mdm mabel in the front office said NO....all the forms muz b handed in 1 bundle....so tat was exactly be4 the printer printing thingie....then after was told i haf 2 get it done.....i went 2 the printer n there i went lo...

 

after finished everythign....i thanked her again n apologised again....i mean tats WAT I HAVE TO DO RIGHT??!! even if im super-paper-ly unwilling 2 do so...FINE U GOT ME!!! then rushed back 2 dining hall....n practsed a while with my frens...i was all very hot-tempered due 2 the aftermath and recovery from the panic state....i vomit out everythign 2 my fren there..PUTU which i juz talked 2 him over the phone la....." Dun worry Darling...its over alrdy...".....hes good @ comforting ppl tats 4 sure....cut the dear n darling out...its nth gay la...mid way practising i got phone call from Mr Thong....seems tat he juz finished the meeting...n he asked me wat happened n himmediately smsed me Mrs Toh ( CT )'s handphone....i called but couldnt get her...then droped her a msg....then pondered around outside the dining hall...went n grab my documents n left my fren behind....n went upstairs n check whether i missed out anything.....also a CHANCE to SKIP tyhe practise which im SUPER UNWILLING TO perform...its juz plain singing but i jzu refuse 2 do it....finaly got a chance 2 PON le...so toke it as a reason....then check my safety box n AHA my birth cert's inside a discreted corner of the box LOL....MOM yea yea ur right...n guess wat? ur right again...the F.I.R CD i was all crying about when i was in M'sia was REALLY in the CD case in sg...LOL...how clumsy.....then i chilled out...went out n iron my shirt 4 xmas night dinner...n help tat noobie hallmate of mines who doesnt noe how 2 iron AT ALL.....no la...he juz plain suck...but still noe how 2 iron la....n he was rushing 4 duty oso...pity him n helped him iron lo...while i was ironing myself....MRS TOH CALLED!!!!!

 

" Hey lester...i just sent the testimonial to the office...." n so on....

 

" THANK YOU MADAM I WAS PANICKING JUZ NOW LA!!!!" i exclaimed....

 

" YEA YEA!! ya noe i was suppose 2 c some of ur classmate 4 ss a bit juz now...but then we were made 2 c our new class next yr.....n then we teachers haf contact time later ( which is the meeting) so couldnt get u. Dun worry....its all settled alrdy...."

 

" walau thx a lot mdm...."

 

" its ok if anything can always call us for help ok?"

 

" THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!"

 

oh my god...THANK YOU A LOT!!! both my teachers...they were so SOOOOOO HELPFUL.....didnt even grumble a bit....duno wats the reason behind but i prefer 2 c it in this positive way......n i smsed Mr Thong ( PCT) oso n he oso said the same thing....tat ca always ask him 4 help...

 

wah phew...luckily got everything settled....wah nvr knew im so efficient...seriously...last time round i encouner tis sorta problem was in sec2...tat was HORRIFYING!! tat kinda feeling like....so worry....panic la....its been a LONG TIME since i last ncountered stuff like these...but thx 2 those past xperience...i m more calm now n steady.....phew

 

then xmas nite normal lo...nth much...got a grp of singers clalled wat wat Aga-pella?? no instruments...all voices....some even can make the sound of drums...REALLY NICE!! sand couple piece of songs...got 1 even SUPER old christian song...from our parent's generation 1...but i recognised it cuz last time parents played lots of old song.......got suprano la...base la...n many more...nice songs....n then like the dinner...i ate only 1 BIG plate...no 2nd round....cuz Danny was asking me 2 go wif him 4 the 2nd round...i stopped n told him...

 

" Im going 2 take pics wif frens....nice foods can always b eaten...but frens are not always there...so im taking pic wif fren now.." not the exact words but somehow tat sthe meaning....then he went O.O n

 

" Wah, i nvr knew such words can come out from ur mouth......" n looked surprised n like he found another part of lester in me tats like not revealed.....

 

there are a LOT of things i wana tell all of u....n some of u got MORE and MORE....but tis is not the place....got some ppl i cant get their pic i went so sad n during the whole dinner i even kept looking out 4 em......but they werent there.....

 

yep yep...but its really my last year here.....last le...n so many things happned lo....kk la....here i mark the end of my life in

 

Anglo-Chinese School ( Independent )

 

not end la CHOI.....if u ask me do i look 4ward in leaving ACS(I).....i wil say...

 

" YES....HELL YES!! "

 

if u ask me will i miss ACS...i will say

 

" HELL NO!!  IM CAN FINALLY LEAVE ACS N IM HAPPY WIF TAT"

 

if u ask y...i will say

 

" CUZ TOO many thingsd happned here n i dun like it here anymore...." n so on...

 

but tat showed nth....tis is the meaningful n REAL....

 

If you ask me whether have i regret on coming ACS(I), I will say

 

" NEVER "

 

tats 4 sure...i WILL SAY NEVER!!! so using tis....do u still think im a heartless guy ?

 

Time is running out!

as the topic suggests...i think y'all clearly noes wat im refering to...my *ehem*

 

General Certificate Examination " Ordinary " Level Examination

 

ok haf 2 keep oit short....im in McD now....cuz my boarding sch's painting my room....n uh....haf very bad haze now...i mean outside n i thought i was over but the sky proved me totally wrongly.....

 

so ow in McD....to study Biology 4 2molo's O lvl practical......

 

paint's gotten me real sick....got some running nose....then cough....inflammatory....n now....urghh....

 

last Wed went 4 hall outing.....i planned all the games n like a farewell speech 4 my 2 going-to-leave halltutors n bought all the presnts MYSELF!! truly it wasnt a pleasant ones...at leats the foods r nice 2 cheer me up....

 

n uh....last Tues i need not go 2 sch ne more...Thurs night went my aunt's house....n kid's r a pain....NO LA!! fun la...but painful thing is tat they keep bugging u.....n thank my uncle for the reminder

 

" Eh World of wracraft : burning crusade coming out! " i was all =.="

 

" Thanks 4 the reminder im having my Os now...."

 

haha....of course i played his charc a while....n was so glad when his guildmates praised me as a great player....his charc name's Arnaki so..

 

" wow thanks Arnaki for saving my ass number of times....almost die but thx 2 his healing..." again i was =.="

 

" erpps this is Arnaki's nephew....n i had taken over some 10 min ago..."

 

" oh ok...."

 

but later we chat for quite a lot....then sleep early cuz next day haf 2 take FLIGHT TWO to go back 2 sch...my aunt's fetching....2 the opposite bus stop LOL at least saved my time walking out al....

 

frankly i was very distracted last week...missed out A LOT of time dfrom studyin...time 2 keep up.....kk it ends here....or else it defeats the purpose of comin McD n study Biology....( trust me...even if its bio prac....we still need tons of contextual knowledge....especiall when comes 2 labelling of n UNKNOWN specimen....)

F.I.R in a hazy Mooncake Festival

08/10/06 ,0010h

Ok its been a long time….cuz simply my blog’s blocked……blocking a blocked blog is simply unblocking something so meaningful 2 me like my blocked blog cuz when its blocked it blocks my….wateva….

Lets begin wif wat happens 2day…erps “yesterday”...

7 Oct….went for F.I.R’s concert n go get their signature….went @ 4.30pm….got @ the shoppin mall Junction 8 at some 5.10pm….ate McD….fillet-o-fish my all time fav….then head up…the queue was surprisingly long…its @ the 3^rd level…on a balcony…it’s a place well decorated wif plants but sheltered as its specially designed 2 host events like these….then hor when I lined up…which is some 100+ ppl behind….tis guard stood behind me…I was like O.o…..then I noticed every1 stood behind him kena chased away….WOW I was lucky…I was the last one!!

Went in alrdy….n then hor nobody followed up behind I was like PHEW!! So lucky…it’s a lie…ceh….they jzu temporarily blocked the place up la…no biggie later still got some 1k ppl comin in lo….waited until 6.30 then start….1/2 h late…..they passed some pics of F.I.R wif a handle so we can waved around….i got the Faye one….coolies…actually I was @ the rear of the space so ppl were giving from the side so tis gal was passing so she got me tis n said sth like “ aiya u guy can look hor “. I juz merely smiled……n u cannot believe this…tis REALLY retarded guy…I mean REALLY RETARTED guy came n asked

“ wat is this hah?!”

“ err…….concert?”  I was all O.o

“ wat they r going 2 do ah??!!”  asking after his annoying tap on my shoulder

“ …………………sing?.........................sign albums?”

“r they giving posters? When r they ending?”

“ maybe they’ll gif some………………..i duno when they’ll end oh…..”

I was all O.o n even ppl around me oso like haf this sort of lookings on him….weirdo…n his shoulder tapping was super-paperly annoying… “CUT it out alrdy u fucker!! Stop tapping my shoulder u retarded son of a bitch! Go fuck ur own fucking asshole! Fuck u fucking fucked fucker!!” I was all going 2 say it lo LOL…..then this band so called F.I.R’s junior called “lost-ur-way soldier”….in hanyupinying called “ MI(2) LU(4) JUN(1)”…..number represent’s the tone….the - / V \ thingie….then I couldn’t gif a damn 2 em…singing some lame songs….i toke quite a number of photos of em but ended up deleting em 2 save space for F.I.R lo…lol…..then F.I.R came….wah kaoz….my ears all go numb cuz of all the gals screeching-glass-breaking-and-ears-tearing screams….then they sang 8 songs….nice huh…usual thing…some talking….theres this part where they talk till half…..the whole mall’s fire drill went off….then everybody like O.o n dun gif a shit….then the R guy…which the guy always in specs 1 in the F.I.R band said sth like this ( actual in Chinese but juz translate la)

R : “oh I think we sang too fiery liao till the fire alarm went off"

Then Faye said...

F : “im glad tat non of u ran away...."

Then they gave out posters but I muz say…..BAD THROWS!!! I get none!! Ne ways no bigie but I got their signature….shoke wif their hands….wow…even toke a photo of my palm after shaking their hand….LOL…..then went back n ate some fish n chips @ dover market…got a Big Gulp @ 7-11 ….iced lemon tea….walked back….n “oh finally my dry-cleaning of my undergarments n swimtrunks’s done….” while hanging on my wooden bridge which I made during a project work in sec 2 n its suspended from my racks on top of my table wif books pressing 1 end of the bridge firm down….LOL

Now sth else la…Singapore been having bad haze…..our scope of vision can only extend to a 500 meter radius…outside tat boundary….non can b seen….at all…walau….n the air seriously affected lots of our health….n slightly increase the temperature though….looks all like Genting Highland now...

N there r many reports of diarrhea ( or rather Diarrhoe or wateva the spelling shit is…) n vomiting n some fever…..some primary sch got some 20 cases of this n when our sch got TWO ( yes ONLY 2 of ours in some 2k students ) it went to Channel News Asia n our sch name’s appeared in the report….n then those 2….which 1 of em is my hallmate kena quarantined…he looked so innocent n helpless…cuz at night my fren n I openly walked in2 the medical centre which is now n isolation ward for the 2 of em n visited him….NONSENSE…I think maybe the haze n those air particles affected the food hence the diarrhoea and the vomiting...

N these fews days in sch got nth 2 go…got my sch magazine recently…n got all my clasmates’s signature…lots of funny 1…. “ SCHOLAR DIE!!” or rather “ FOREIGN TALENT SUCKS!! CHANGE IN MAGNETIC FLUX LINKAGE!! FUCK U LA LESTER!!” which all of em is a joke of something…long story lazy 2 mention…including the FUCK U LA thingie…when I gave 2 my physics teacher n sign…her eyes appeared so widely when she saw the “FUCK U LA LESTER” n I haf 2 like cover it n smile helplessly “ heheh~~mdm juz ignore tat….he~~he~~hehehe~~” n got my class photo alrdy…3R n a 4R...

N oh yea how could I’ve 4gotten….the “ Night Sun Brownie Day”…… ok wateva….Mooncake festival la….or rather I called it “ Mooncake day” lol….astronomy club haf all some 4 telescopes rdy….P.S. those telescopes r REALLY big…..n sophisticated….length of ur leg…or even longer…n the diameter of almost 2 roti canai….or lil more….then I juz went n toke a 5 min look @ the moon….then went off…at nite ate my all-motherly-loving-“sea out sky”-branded-mooncake-from-KL and borrowed some red tea leaves n brewed some Chinese tea n enjoy the mooncake..

N uh….nth much…finally get 2 play badminton yesterday….boarding sch’s in the process of renovating ( finally after some 12 years ) n they’re repainting….n it stinks….really….especially when they repaint rooms…..luckily not my hall’s turn yet….been swimming a lot lately…..gettin some sun tan….however the triangle tan-line will b obvious n tat triangle r especially fair….u noe whers tat…gosh when can I get a even sun tan??!! Where can I go??!! Grr….n uh….hall’s refrigerator a bit spoiler liao…no longer cold liao….so cannot drink milk ne more….same usual thing at nite…the stretcher n pull my arms…..widening shoulders….n daily exercise ensuring the furthest delay of getting a tummy….n pimples….on my face….sigh…..n of course…O lvl exam…n some 4-5 papers for almost each subjects….sigh...

Life is like a blood-stained rose, with its torn pierce into human’s very tender flesh, and when we seize to take recognition of it, it simply demonstrated a dull colourless look of it, indicating that we are simply eroding away from our life and, colourblinded. This signifies...

Nothing la of course…wat the crap is that…doesn’t make sense at all…rose like life then wat cut in2 skin? R u mad?! No sense of literature n u even jumbled up all the similies and metaphor up….ONOMATOPOEIA!!!! sounds cool…n again out of point….sigh...

Sigh….enuf alrdy….ur blogs stop here okok la it stops here...

Sigh….didnt I said th~~

Sigh...enuf u fuc~~

OKOK BYE!!